MY THOUGHTS ON Q

Original Post: Jan 14 2021

Last Edited: Jan 21 2022

I've been thinking for a while now that I should write down my thoughts on Trump and Q (or "TrunQ" as the kids on TikTok are calling him these days), and that I should get these words out before the inauguration of Joe Biden.  My thoughts have changed over time and I will share that change with you now.

While it is deeply negative and narcissistic to say, "Everyone is a hypocrite just like I am a hypocrite," it is also important to acknowledge that sometimes a little narcissism is the only way to humble the ego and leave Plato's cave.

Narcissus is the Greek known for looking at himself in the mirror of a pond all day.  His problem is he fell in love with himself and into the water and drowned.  Another outcome of looking into the mirror all day is seeing that you have ketchup on your face.

Prison helped me see the ketchup on my face. The Q movement helped me see the ketchup on the faces of Democrats. The problem is, once I could see the ketchup on my face and on the faces of Democrats, I began seeing it also on the faces of Republicans, and on Trump and Q.

I didn't always think this way.  I tweeted for Trump in the Meme Wars of 2019. By Trump, I'm a veteran!! hahaQhaha.  Seriously though, there was a time when I saw God Emperor Trump as America's savior, and Q as his prophet warrior. I had drunk the Q-laid, taken the redpill, and was certain Trump was just inches away from catching Hillary in the sewers of DC before she eats another baby.  

Wait, wut??? Yes, you read that right. Before she eats another baby.

My first encounter with the baby-eating Hillary story was on January 19, 2017. Obama's last day in office and my last day in prison.  My parents met me at the door and my dad said that there were some really odd stories going around the internet that the mainstream media isn't covering, like that Hillary Clinton is eating babies.  I gave him an awkward hug, told him I had no idea what to make of Hillary eating babies, and we left prison.  

My fist encounter with Q was a year later in April of 2018 when I quit my job as a KFC cook to become a janitor.  My new boss partnered me up with a conservative Alex Jones swilling older woman.   My coworker turned me onto Q and from her I went to YouTube for videos and podcasts of people discussing Q.  From there I went Reddit and then directly to the 8chan source where Q was posting. I drank the Q-laid and soon enough had the bumper sticker. Seriously, I had a Q bumper sticker on my 88 Corolla. That was when I knew the brainwashing was complete.

This is what I learned from researching and following Q.  

Q first began posting on 4chan in October 2017 before moving to 8chan, which later was renamed 8kun.  As far as I know, Q still posts there, but I haven't looked in a long while.

Q claims it is a group of under ten individuals working closely with Trump and the US Military Intelligence to save America.  Q claims to have Q Level Clearance which gives Q access to top secret restricted data.  Q proved their close association with Trump by posting on 8chan seconds before Trump tweeted on Twitter, proving Q knew ahead of time when Trump would post, which is only possible if Trump and Q are both riding around on Air Force One together, or at least that we imagined, we who wore the Q bubble on our heads.

Alternatively, Q could have been/is black hats with access to a zero-day Twitter bug that lets them see when others are typing into the Twitter comment box, in this case, when Trump and/or his team was typing into Trump's Twitter account comment box, and with this power they faked Q's connection to Trump simply by posting on 8chan moments before Trump tweeted.  This is very possible.  

However there were also many Q proofs that came the other way, such as Trump making hand gestures in the shape of a Q, Trump's love affair with the number 17 (Q is the 17th letter of the alphabet), the White House sending out videos with 17 second edits, Trump retweeting Q-patriots, that sort of thing, and it really did/does seem as though Trump and Q are/were connected.   

Nevertheless, despite these OBVIOUS connections, Trump remained publicly disconnected to Q, and Q remained publicly mysterious and anonymous.

Which raises the question: How can we really prove that an anonymous source is from the President, especially when that same President was at the same time lambasting the New York Times for using anonymous sources? How could Trump hate anonymity and use it at the same time??? Was this an example of moves and counter moves or maybe some five dimensional chess?  

Fear not young Qtard, all things are possible with Trump when you simply suspend your disbelief.  (In fact, I think there is an ingredient in the Q-laid that does just this, it suspends the disbelief like pulp in orange juice that never quite settles to the bottom.)

After convincing myself that Q is in fact The Underground Voice of Trump who says what Trump wants to say publicly but can't, I figured I'd better learn what Q has to say.  This is my President's true voice speaking after all.

Q told me that there is a Deep State, or Cabal, or group of Elites, who are running the world. It is based on bloodlines, like the Rockefellers, and they control the media, the news, Hollywood, the FBI, the Borough of Land Management, judges and courts, the Democratic party, and are in every other branch of the government.

When the Deep State isn't eating babies or running wild on Epstein's Pedophile Island, they are colluding to overthrow TrunQ-- the figurehead of the Amuurrican Peepul, and so what the Deep State is doing to TrunQ they were symbolically doing to me!  I too could play the victim!  (aahhhh, the honeymoon phase....)

Q told me Hillary took 33 orphans from Haiti and 33 is a Masonic number so Illuminati CONFIRMED!  

Q told me John Podesta hid Hillary's 33,000 e-mails because in those emails, as Jullian Assange revealed, Podesta and others spoke of cheese pizza and walnut sauce, code words for pedophilia, and that Obama spent $65000 dollars on hotdogs, another clear reference to pedophilia, and that TrunQ is here to save the day!  Just sit back, grab some popcorn, and trust the plan, man!

So I did.  I sat back, grabbed some popcorn and trusted the plan, man.  

I got on Youtube and learned all I could about how horrible Fancy-pants Palosi is, and how Shifty-Schiff is a coke sniffing pedo, and how they don't just eat babies, they also sacrifice children in satanic rituals to Molech, and TrunQ is the last bastion of hope in a dying satanic world.  

Beginning to sound a bit odd yet?  To this day I can't tell you if any of these claims are true or not because I don't know and no longer care. But back then I wanted it all to be true. And let that sink in. For my narrative that made me feel good about myself to work, it had to be true that Hillary eats babies. I needed that. Why? Ask Freud.

In June and July of 2018, Q did two things to prove that myself and my coworker  were crazy loons.  First, Q said that Alex Jones is an agent of Mossad, the Israeli Intelligence Agency, and shouldn't be trusted. He is no patriot.  I brought this up to her and she loves Alex Jones, but she brushed it off as nonsense.  She was more committed to Alex than Q, and said Q was either lying or mistaken, which is an odd thing for a cult follower to say of her cult leader and I did not observe her support for Q waver.  She continued to trust the Q plan AND listen to Alex Jones.  She was duplicitous, and I was confused.  

Secondly, Q hosted a Q&A session in July of 2018 that caused me to question the Q movement.  Despite this early warning sign, I held onto hope for another year.  I was also duplicitous.  

Up to the moment of this Q&A in mid 2018, Q had only been posting info drops; there was no back and forth with the anons on 4chan or 8chan.  A live Q&A, much like a Reddit AMA (Ask Me Anything) really excited the Qtards, who raced to 8chan in hoards to ask questions.  This was, after all, their chance to ask someone with Q Level Clearance all the questions you'd ever want to ask such a person.  The abnormally high traffic crashed the website.  But not before Q answered four key questions.

The 8chan boards were down for a day so I couldn't go directly to the source to see Q's answers.  Nevertheless, some people had better connections or had been there to witness it, and were copy/pasting Q's responses to more stable social media sites and everyone was talking about it.

Some were saying, "Guys, guys, guys, we know Q's answers are ridiculous, but Q wasn't hosting a Q&A guys, it was a Quality Assurance test, guys.  Q knew a Q&A would crash the board and he was testing to see how many people the board could handle.  It was a QA guys, NOT a Q&A."

Others were saying, "Guys, guys, guys, Q just dropped some heavy info on the existence of aliens!!!"

I looked at the questions Q answered.  They were:

What hit the Pentagon on Sept 11, 2001?

Did we go to the moon?

Are aliens real?

Is JFK Junior alive?

Some background to these questions and the Truther Movement before I give you Q's answers.

The Truther Movement consists of people on the conservative side of things who overlap with conspiracy nuts of all sorts, preppers, homesteaders, gun enthusiasts, white enthusiasts, and other so called nut jobs.  Truthers love going down rabbit holes.  Their weakness is over thinking everything, assuming the worst of everyone, believing everyone lies, and treating most people like sheeple.  Meanwhile they themselves believe odd things that make no sense, like that Big Foot is real, Aliens are real, and Trump Pence is a reference to the trumpets in the book of Revelation and therefore THE END IS NIGH!!!

Q's answers to the Q&A questions:

What hit the Pentagon on Sept 11, 2001?    A plane.

Did we go to the moon?   Yes.

Are aliens real?  Yes.  Consider the vastness of space.

Is JFK Junior alive?  No.

To me, when I read Q's answers to those four questions, it seemed to me that Q was reigning in the conspiracy theorist truthers who were soon to derail the whole movement with their nonsense.  For example, people were decoding Q's drops with Gematria, a Jewish form of Numerology.  Others were comparing him to Christ and believed the end was near.  They were making stuff up and it was too early in the re-election cycle for things to go off the rails.  We had the mid-terms to win!  So Q reigned in the loonies.

The question about JFK Jr was to squelch one particularly stupid theory within the Q movement.  Many truthers were claiming that JFK Junior did not die in a plane crash but was actually still alive and well, in the White House dungeons, working secretly with Trump to save America. Some were even saying that JFK Jr is Q.  So I think Q chose this as one of his four questions to answer to squelch a nasty rumor about himself.  Q wanted to make sure people didn't think he was the dead son of a dead democrat.

Q's answers to the first three questions however--they confused my inner truther.  I do not think a plane hit the Pentagon.  In 2018 I still believed we went to the moon, but I have never believed in aliens no matter how vast they claim space is.  By mid 2019 however I was spending all my time learning that the “Globes Suspended In Space” theory is a lie, so I'm not much interested in following any politician who claims we live on a globe.

You may think my answers to those three questions are crazy.  It doesn't matter.  My answers matter only to help you see my perspective a little better.  (It turns out I'm not JUST a kook; I'm ALSO a loon!!!!)  

...ANYways...

I saw these answers as Q drawing a line in the sand of how far this movement was willing to go to reveal the truth.  Q would not deviate from the official 911 story.  Q would push aliens and NASA is not to be questioned.

Which got me thinking.  Is NASA for real?  I did some research and discovered that according to NASA, space is full of bubbles.  They are present floating around astronauts in nearly every space walk.  I also discovered that according to NASA, the astronauts on the ISS need bungee chords attached to their fancy pants for some reason, and green screens to make their tang float.  Now why would NASA need all those things if space is real?  And how did we destroy the technology to go to the moon when we are so much more technologically advanced than 1969??? Things weren't adding up.  And if space is not as advertised, then what does Trump need a Space Force for?!?

This is the ketchup I see on the government's face, and particularly on the face of Trump and Q.  For Q to not only support NASA which already costs $62million a day in taxed Babylonian magic squares, but for Q to also support yet another space agency, namely Space Force--well, I finally couldn't take it anymore.  How can a truther movement, which is what I thought Qanon was, how can such a movement also lie? 

I tried to rationalize it.  Q can only attack one lie at a time, I told myself.  Some lies they have to play along with for a while or they will be attacked on too many fronts.  I sooo wanted to believe.

Over time however, I began to realize that to Q, the only truths that seemed to matter were the ones that would get TrunQ re-elected.  Was Q just a re-election campaign interactive internet game?  Or was I participating in super top secret military moves and counter moves?  Was this SEVEN dimensional chess???  Was it all of the above?

I soooo wanted the deepstate rounded up and thrown in prison. I needed to know America's problems could be blamed on anyone other than myself. So I suspended disbelief and declared, “I'm all in.”  I was willing to go along with the NASA lie a little while longer if it meant catching Hillary before she eats another baby!

I was all in because I was still outwardly focused.  I wanted to believe that America could blame all her troubles on the Deep State, as if it were a parasite that simply needed to be cut out of our government. I had not yet realized I was in a deep state.  A moral deep state.  So I spent the rest of 2018 and half of 2019 drinking the Q-laid.  I believed I was a victim.  I believed TrunQ would save me.

For a long while after, and even sometimes today, I think it's possible that Q is 4realz this time, because I still hold out hope.  Hope dies hard on the vine.

But hope for what?

Take for instance, Q said in early 2018 that we'd know when the big poop was about to hit the big fan because we 'd notice all our friends and neighbors in the National Guard were being called into duty.  As I type, 20,000 National Guard troops are sleeping on the steps of the Capitol, and other cities are ramping up security as well.  Is this it?!?!!?  Is this really the moment we've all been waiting for??

This was my sticking point.  The hope... Hope for what exactly?

Q posted many times about fear and false flags, and how fear is used to control the masses. Q said the bombings are fake, the shootings are fake, sometimes people really die, sometimes it's actors, but it is always fake in the sense that all these events, whether performed by actors or incited civilians, they all serve agendas.  The news is telling me about these shootings and cop killings to exasperate me and divide me from other Americans.  

True enough.  I can swallow that.  I believe that the government manages our fears in order to manage our consent.  And the best fears to manage are the completely fake ones.  Think prevent economies like climate change, carbon credits, nuclear weapons proliferation, face masks and vaccines.  As long as we are afraid, then we are easy to manage.  And if what we are afraid of doesn't even exist, well, that's makes our fear doubly easy to manage! The controllers don't have to wait for covid to mutate over millions of years into a stronger bug. They can just say it happened over night because the slant-eyes are putting bats in their soup again! 

The government most certainly manages our fears in order to manage us.  It's also a feedback loop. They is us, we do it to ourselves, we love scary movies as much as we love scary news stories, we eat what flies from the fan every time it hits bullseye  ...and I may be mixing metaphors a bit there....

What I hadn't yet realized at this time is that the government doesn't just manage our fears.  They also manage our hopes.  To the moon! They said.  Become an astronaut! They said to me as a child; I can do ANYTHING, so long as I had The Right Stuff they said in that 1983 movie, but OHNO! The Challenger exploded in 1986 carrying a school teacher just like my 1st grade teacher and therefore I should stop hoping and start fearing again.

Hope and fear, the two great tools to control the people.   Like the switching back and forth of a current in an alternator in order to build up a massive charge.  Are we living in a battery?  Was the Matrix movie right???

Oops, I'm sounding like a truther again. Or maybe I sound like someone who quit the redpill and moved onto harder drugs, like the blackpill.  Have I been blackpilled???  Have I lost all hope in humanity and her savior TrunQ???

No, I have great hopes for my future, just not in Q.

If Trump and Q is 4realzies and they really are about to catch Hillary eating babies in the DC sewers, so what?  I really mean that.  So what?  So what if Hillary goes to jail?  Really, how would that affect me in my daily life?  I don't think it would even effect the price of milk!  The Q movement took a lot of self-reliant conservative Christians and Kooks and turned them into outward focused judgmental victims pointing their fingers at everyone but themselves.  (Not that TrunQ had to push conservative Christians too hard to get them to act that way.)  

All of Amuuurica is claiming victim status right now.  It's part of the matriarchy we are now under that we look for equal treatment for all, and see victims whenever anyone's bowl of cereal is short a Cheerio or two.  So if TrunQ wins, and all we ever did was grab our popcorn and watch the show, what then?  Really, what then?  We conservatives would have our victim status confirmed, we'd demand reparations for the right which would only lead to our cuckery, though it is really to late to avoid that.

Q promised to get the pedophiles in Hollywood and to clean the sewers of DC from all the pedophile politicians.  But nearly every single American is a viewer of porn or has seen it inadvertently or is seriously effected by the simple fact that their peer group is saturated with porn.  We are the porn generation. Porn is used in war to destroy the family and weaken men, and our culture is treating it is no worse than a cigarette. And our porn comes from an industry whose very foundation is the sex trafficking of children.  So who is Q really going after? 

So if TrunQ were to save Amuuurica from the smut peddlers and wankers, well, he'd have to save it from us.  They is us.  We are the deep state.  Or as I said earlier, we Americans are in a deep state morally.  We want everything the deep state offers us, the social media to feed our narcissism, the outrage news to feed our self justifications, the better-than-thou gossip rags to feed our egos, the debt merchants to feed our undying desire for new toys and tasty french fries. All of it.  We want it so bad.  If TrunQ removed all the pedophiles and all their smut, then a lot of Qtards would be left looking for wrinkled magazines again.

And maybe we Qtards were directed by Q to look at Hillary in the deep state so that we would recognize our own deep state in order to make the battle personal. 

Or maybe Q was a revenge tactic LARP played out masterfully since 2017 by black hats with Twitter hacks in order to shame the right, like we shamed the left going all the way back to Clinton's oval office extraveganza.

Or maybe Q was just a re-election online interactive internet game that failed, and Trump failed, and everything failed, because no one could stop forcusing on the world long enough to fix themselves, and now it's time to welcome Poop-My-Pants-Biden into the Oval Office.

Or maybe Trump is faking his major losses in DC this past week in order to throw off the Deep State and get his family out of DC before they bring in the military tribunals!  Maybe that's what the 20,000 National Guard troops are for!

Who knows!

Q said, You are watching a movie. Watching politics right now is very much like watching a movie.  We are all waiting  for Jan 20th to see what happens next. Or, we could turn off the TV and stop watching the movie.

Will a Biden win prove Q failed?

Will a Biden win be part of the Q plan, man?

What would a Trump win do for America right now?

What would a last minute hail Mary pass to lock up the elections leaving the presidency open for Nancy Palosi do?

I don't know.  And mostly I don't care.  

I have decided that it is more important for me to move sideways to culture.  Screw the Democrats and screw the Republicans. Screw the false fear and the false hope.  I'm gonna do my own thing, which is clean offices, hang with friends and family, and do art, all to God's glory.  

Obviously, as a city living night janitor, I can only screw the system a little bit.  I'm still part of it.  I don't hope for "The Great Reset," as some are hoping for.  I don't fear it either.  Hmm... more hope and fear.  Sound familiar?