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This is interesting and no I am not victim stancing I'm not afraid to do shit on this planet I have no give a shit left that being said my mother sent me a 100 bucks I didn't want so I started to send it to my son and then I thought well I'll just send him like 40 I don't want him to think that I had money to give away

So it was rejected apparently he deactivated the ability to receive money from me at some point 4 months ago on cash app out of his resentment

Anyway I left a message

Don't ever shut down an app with relatives and your friends on it that receives money from them you could need it to get bailed out or I could need it to hide my money real quick in different directions real fast so Missouri doesn't get it

Then I tried to call him straight to voicemail blocked

He's blocked me

I wouldn't do this out of anger I was doing this cause I'm like I'm kind of wondering if you even know or has your account been stolen so I went on to chew his ass some more about impulsive bullshit I didn't lay out any particular examples

Then he sent a google voice text to me that said I don't know why it did that and then it occurred to me I'm like this dude's playing puzzlement and I'm like now it's deeper than I thought possible and he really doesn't know he's that fucked up and how could he be holy shit anyway then it hit me just the same spiritual power as you get when you know that God's fucking around and using you to communicate to somebody I was like wow what are we doing here no I really don't want to hang around with my son God I'll stand on that one my physical body can't handle any more of this kid it's hurting me and it ain't happening so go ahead and do what you do but don't involve that one so anyway then the thought that came to me was understood and agreed OK

But the thought after that on a totally different level detached from emotional concerns it was just a fact that hit me like a fact that you know is true due to all the conspiracy theories on your planet that appear to be designed like one of those deep state created CIA Saint Nicholas wisdom things that are actually satanic things it just occurred to me that we live in a series of realms while here and the experiences we have in each one of these realms sometimes accidentally get left there

He's left there

My son literally forgot after he did the impulsive activity of deleting the cash app that it even existed furthermore having ever exchanged financial transactions with me on any particular app of any kind I wonder if he even remembers this house or the Mercedes or I don't know I don't care I'm aware that he has disassociation events on the level of which I've not seen not talking bad about you but of you you know what I'm saying

I was thinking about something real hard

As I was growing up guys cut their thumbs off on saws when they're thinking about last night's beer episode happens all the time to human existence well now that this just happened I had the thought I'm like this is the result of disassociation you leave things in places such as results of your impulsive activities

While in that moment you impulsively acted up you knew it was wrong so you shelved it in that part of the brain so you'd forget it

You walked out of that room back into the room where you're able to conduct a normal life

His life

I believe these realms are entered during the time of demonic possession and I believe the brain can become unwired

It's wired to forget when involuntarily being possessed by one of these demons but if you train your brain to tell a therapist truth over and over again in group sessions the brain unwires it doesn't give a fuck about the truth whether it's good or bad because truth is true and that's what it is and if you just role it off your tongue that removes the ability for the realm displacement hence alternate universe theory or different lives theory or do we have opposite lives on the other side of the planet theory or some other tandem with the conspiracy theories of today and then it becomes apparent that reality happens on Earth

Now I've talked to therapist but I've never talked to them on this level of depth because they're Buddhist but I've talked to you on a real God level because you're not a Buddhist about the same shit I talk to them about and I'm wondering if you're seeing what I'm seeing do we not know that we are in the moment at any moment unaware that we're fucking jumped into from something and that's why we're forgiven for it I wonder if Jesus told God that God made Jesus

I'm gonna make something to tell me something because something inside me is telling me to make something so I'm gonna do it because I'm god

So whenever that happened Jesus looked at him and said you know what look Dad there's demons running in and out of those things down there and they don't know what's happening and then they go burn in flames or at least you make them live for 70 years thinking that is going to be the result of their what they didn't know they were doing

Why would God create that he wouldn't that being said when Jesus came back from the dead satan got so pissed off that Jesus is going to take everybody back

Because humans are unaware that the demons run in and out of them and leave memories in other realms and cause them to murder people and they get on the witness stand or the judge stand and say judge I don't know why I did that I have no idea what just happened well Satan ends up putting that human being in prison

That human beings is forever mentally fucked

However mad Satan was when Jesus came back resulted in Satan creating some sort of other dimensions or access to other dimensions or manipulating other dimensions of our soul's experience in the realm that it is in and of course complete control over the mind to tell it to go do harm to others or crime to self destruct in prison or in drunk driving and on and on

So what I'm saying is through my son learning some very interesting shit about his own current activity where he's now looking at what the hell how can I not remember that that existed now there's an 18 year old that's learning about shit that you and I are learning about at 50 or 45 whatever we are and if my son were to tell his friends about it and they got on YouTube and started watching all those alternative theories on alternative realms or opposite worlds or maybe I'm poor here I'm rich there shit that you and I have been watching the last few years how quickly are they themselves going to begin seeing Satan's presence on Earth and not because of a huge God driven awakening

Is God listening and is God intentionally not teaching them anything that they aren't going to need when the situation arises from their standing up globally against the governments because the governments may not have known originally that they were dealing with the devil that runs this world but they're figuring it out now?

Is there a watch in the deep state telling Biden what to say and do?

Is that why people didn't want Biden elected cause he's a yes man or a very dangerous as president man you need a president that flips people off and don't give a fuck about it you know what I'm saying so anyway are the governments concerned enough that these 18 year old kids have all realized that everything we've rewrote about everything is fake?

Now they're burning down buildings and shit what are we to do let's get in our bunkers and hide they'll never even know that we're here they'll never even know where we went let's see let's say Elon Musk is a real guy let's say that blonde guy that's in prison being starved and tortured and thrown all over the news and Trump couldn't even get him out that knows a bunch of CIA shit Edward Snowed In no I can't remember anyway here's the thing what I'm discussing with you is so involved that you would have had to have either had a degree with an education on the level of what years of Bible study took to be able to comprehend how weird God is and how weird Satan is you know you really have to think out of the Box you can't even pay attention to what's going on in this human existence you have to just try to help others see that's all you can do and then eventually an idea will be given to you to give back to society without recognition the butterfly effect simple as that

Kind of makes me think the only good movie ever made was the butterfly effect and it was a message to some of those that were on this level of realization that things do happen for reasons we'll never know

you'll never know what bad or good you did or that you should understand

My son's generation gets so strong of an inkling to detach from society and build micro communities and hide from the government out of fear that the government started telling them they need to give their kids vaccine shots

The government puts on TV that this is a compound like David Koresh and begins shutting off water supplies and poisoning water supplies and playing loud sounds to disturb people all night so they can't sleep so they have to come out you know weird shit while telling everyone through their fake media that they're trying to save the kids and you know this is the safest way to do it and on and on and all the libtards are supporting it

OK let's say it gets to the point where it magnifies where the government says no more than 50% of the citizens are forming micro communities and not participating in the world's ways let's just fucking blow them all up

That's just a theory

It is absolutely fascinating upon having the motivation to even mess with my son God said go ahead how can he hurt you any more you can learn from it so I did and after again realizing this is gonna take 3 days of me watching YouTube videos and filtering out all of the human planted prideful sentences out of the information for 30 minutes probably for about 12 videos minimum to get what answer God's telling me to get from out of those with my abilities he's given to me and others definitely you to filter out the bullshit and see truth so I'm looking forward with a big smile on my face to the next 72 hours of the topic being different realms of existence in current time

Different topic

Devon Nunez he's the CEO just quit Congress to go work for Trump's bullshit stocks anyway the media is doing what they do I'm not concerned I don't have a thought about it I knew it was gonna happen and I'm not surprised that it's happening because I already knew it would that being said I thought what are the Q church goers gonna think

My 1st thought was a 75 year old looking at another 75 year old and saying well look at his name if you take a T off the end of it it is the anti Chris the Anti-Christ I'm going to do some research for 72 hours on what the fuck's going on here

See that was just me being stupid about how stupid old people are because Satan made them stupid back to my research on why everybody's stupid see you later

I had a realization

Yes I like therapists

Yes I have always wondered why my therapist was able to make me a thinker feel the way I did that being said the fascination with the purpose of existing in the state of mind where you know the world or whatever we think the world is will try continuously to generate anxiety and look at of all the people in the past that have been locked up in mental institutions over the years that swear up-and-down that the shit aint real

Pretty scary stuff

Therapists on the other hand you can talk to them

And I'll say human beings factually do not remember what they do in those moments we call irrationality and was therapy and irrationality itself created to disguise the different let's call them time zones that way we don't have to talk about different realms of existences let's change the name let's use the same criminal thinking of whoever created the word irrationality and the education around that irrationality for what's expected to be rational

Isn't this interesting

So My next research material is not going to come from YouTube I'm going to begin further analyzing independent therapist with ones that haven't limited their thinking to a Buddhist figurine on a shelf once I find the ones that I think might not be afraid to say it is entirely possible that the world and all this shit that you see around you was created to disguise something else it's going on because I myself as a therapist have witnessed human beings literally not remember what they just said I have seen it and we see it time and time again people go into a different frame of mind and say different things and then come right back into that same chair without moving an inch and don't remember what they just told me

So when a therapist identifies and proves to the person on video that they don't know what they're doing then that therapist convinces themselves well my education system told me that the brain does this it disassociates and they leave it to the Buddhist on the shelf for any further than that but let's say I find a therapist that doesn't limit his thinking or her thinking and they were theoretically allowing me that it is a valid assumption to assume that there is the possibility of that actual situation having occurred and I'm not gonna waste too much time on YouTube with with any further research for I really truly believe that what is going on is we have revolutionarily voluntarily remotely IP addressed what we are

Because I think we're all souls flying around like angels and we don't have as much free will as we have here but we want to come down here and party and I think that's what we do and I think once we realize that we're just here to party and nothing else matters that explains a whole lot doesn't it

That being said I'm not afraid to convince myself that that's what's going on because I have that same feeling of accomplishment having put myself in the vulnerable positions being unaware that they're risky but they're true and they're beneficial and I'm protecting others it's not about me with all I do that's just the way I've always thought

I've been told that I think wrong since I could walk

I think that's a lie

I don't think your parents knew half of what they were telling you was a lie and I think you have figured that out that being said all that matters is fuck the world after watching your video you sent me of that homeless man telling people what's really going on that's pretty much confirmation for what's really going on at that level but on the spiritual level

And I'm not saying he's not on the spiritual level but on the spiritual level I am able to figure out to make myself content enough to not care about the world and still work in it not for it and feel the need not to study it any further because it's not worth studying because it's not even real because I'm remotely IP addressed from something else just currently here to party I'm very happy with that

Furthermore I don't think God needs me or wants me necessarily at this moment in time to feel motivated to try to inform anyone of anything about shit I seriously think he's allowed me to come to the level of realization to understand these people don't even know why they're alive and and what you've known since you were a child was correct none of this shit's right

You know it going into it but they told you you don't know shit

Unfortunately you believed that you don't know shit and wasted 49 years of your party so shut the fuck up and get on with the party and soberly please mindfully high

Lol biblical verses lining up

I knew you before you were there, born, womb etc. translations

God also wrote you don't have enough data for understanding, he doesn't say brains can't download the data for understanding that

So as far as I can imagine I see a big ass light really tall and connections to it

God says to me Hey that earth keeps preventing me from getting my attention to others and would love you to get down there and help me out with that

That's the other imaginative thought potentially having been connected with the entity which divided into trillions of others which we actually are and were

That being said I really don't feel the need to waste 72 hours researching alternative theories on realms of existence I have a hunch that what I've painfully learned however long it really truly took to learn decades anyway it's so true having looked at it with concern society is gonna accept someone that stands there and tells them that sentence and the Bible says you were something better before and standing on it to try to save people I know that's not going to be allowed or accepted I know that God knows that I had that realization that I'd only waste time and all that matters is he knows that I know evil's power on this planet and I didn't take advantage of it and I didn't doubt that he would give me however much I need to do what I needed done that's the bottom line I think there's more to do but I'm never ever going to try to imagine what more is ever again knowing after 49 years that when you do shit like that it ends up spiraling into anxiety unnecessarily that being said I do have one motivation to find land further away from humans

Theoretically we created ourselves if we are that which created us

Would that be artificial intelligence and is the artificial intelligence now being created a simulation of the simulation of the original simulation that we're living in that's funny shit we're stupid as fuck

Hope you're enjoying the high off of that I know I am God damn

So now that I figured everything out I hope I'm not enoched

The meaning of humble and the reasoning of humble and the Bible being minimized by Satan on the planet Earth to torture humans can be corrected and is corrected by informing the humans that the meaning of the word humble is actually you have some of God's powers in you and can do things without you knowing it because you can't see it and if you're not educated on how to not misuse it even though you don't know you're using it it's better to take the form of a zombie so you can't hurt people as bad though the ones that feel the pain of humanity's existence are the ones that see the zombies that had to take that suit from God in order to protect the people that can see what the fuck's going on so we might be able to pass on the information to him so he can continue researching whatever it is his needs are for I'm just here that's all the matters

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