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God remains our harbor of truth in a storm of lies that blind and make fake promises.  

It seems now that countless people have been covid protocolled into their graves.  I am learning more of what is happening in the full view of hospital workers who apparently trust their administrators and government to give them the correct way to handle those with covid....can you say Remdesivir?  Ventilators?  Denial of nourishment and water?  It is horrible; something out of 1933-45 Germany when the survivors "saw nothing".... Now I know how it feels.  

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Solzhenitsyn wrote in his Gulag Archipelago that the people in Russia who thought they were doing everything right also ended up in the gulags and had the worst time of it because many of them still maintained that what they had done was right and they were not supposed to be in the gulag at all.  Others had trouble because everyone else in the gulag knew them from the neighborhood and wouldn't share their bread or meager blankets with them. The final group of those who thought they had done everything right and still ended up in the gulags had an existential crisis realizing they had participated in the system that had built the gulags and now they were in the gulags themselves.

It also seemed to be true from listening to that audiobook that the people who accepted they'd been lied to had a better time in the gulags then those who could not admit to themselves that they had believed a lie.

I pray America doesn't even get close to even considering gulags but I do think there is a major pressure point on America right now to wake it up. For whatever reason I don't know. And I do think things are going to get a lot worse before they get better because the system that is putting pressure on America isn't done putting pressure on us yet.  There will be a lot more false hope as well because people will think the pressure is alleviating and then it will just come back again but worse, and when they weren't expecting it.  I really don't want all that to happen but it's probably what America needs right now in order to have a controlled wake up.  I am not advocating for a controlled wake up I am just observing that it appears as though we are undergoing a controlled wake up.

What I mean by a controlled wake up is that a wake up to the fact that America is lying to us in ways that are beyond imagination was inevitable or already happening naturally from the Grassroots and the controllers had to pull back the reins.

I have heard it theorized that in 2012 or 2015 the number of Americans who saw through the lie in one way or another hit 10%.  I have also heard that when 10% of a population believes any thought that thought will inevitably reach 100% so if 10% in 2015 came to the realization that America is a lie and didn't want to participate anymore then inevitably 100% would get that same conclusion if America didn't step in and maintain the wake up  because once you get 10% you can't back up and remove the wake up, you can only control it . 

If in fact a wake up happened at or around  2015 then it would make perfect sense that they would put a president like Trump into office because he was a truther president.  He called out the news for being fake and he was right and he won the hearts of conservative truthers who were fed up with the conservative system but still loved conservative ideals.  Trump controlled and directed their frustrations for four years thereby maintaining an out of control system.  

And then like clockwork the perfect thing to take down a truther president happened, a fake pandemic demanding fake vaccines that are potentially deadly and Trump became a vaccine salesman overnight and he lost the faith and trust of every truther who's been on the anti-vax train that has been chugging along for at least 30 years in America. I wasn't on that train I got a vaccine when I was in prison, but there's been people who have been fighting vaccines for years and Trump betrayed them. 

And if Trump was played and told that the polling numbers showed it would be okay if he supported the vaccine and if he didn't know this would betray a portion of his base and if he didn't know vaccines were bad I wouldn't blame him however that is a lot of things for the leader of the free world not to know. 

I had only just begun looking at vaccine nonsense only just briefly before the whole covid nonsense came down and then I started looking more carefully and seeing how wrong it is. And maybe I needed a president I respected to betray me so that I would wake up to the reality as well, who knows.  I'm in the system so much I can't tell sometimes when my thoughts are from my mind or when they are from my conditioning like the soda pop commercial, "My my my my generation!"

God is in control and I don't want to see America disappear or have a second Civil War, none of that nonsense.  We went through the Great Awakening, now we're in the Great Reset, and I would like to see a Great Transition into whatever the next phase is going to be. I've heard the term Fourth Industrial Revolution bandied about and I've heard people talking about the metaverse as well like we're all going to go live in a simulation because we're too afraid of the fake aliens living in the world or some nonsense. 

This I fear may be the end result of a fake controlled wake up.  The future is before us, quite literally, like I'm sure I could go look up some public government document and find it all written out 75 years ago, the whole plan of where they are taking us, if I cared.  However so far I've painted with my theories and thoughts a positive future where the controllers are controlling things in order to help us however I know that any controller willing to lie is not trying to help me. They're trying to help themselves.  So all my pipe dreams tend to fall apart when I realize that space isn't real and Trump's Space Force is a space farce and it's time to just stop participating.

What I am learning is that the greatest thing about non-participation in the system is that it leaves me a lot of free time to enjoy the gifts God gave me and to use them as he intended: to his glory.

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I agree with so much of what you say but I am still a follower of Q, at least for a little longer.  I am hopeful they are being more honest than the rest of the world narratives.  Satan being the father of lies tells us a great deal.  We can continue to expect to be lied to.  Believing lies gets you in trouble, telling lies only makes you have to tell more to hold up the first lies.

Trump and the vax is confusing.  I am not sure where he is going and why.  This past year has proven to me that Trump is valuable and being used heavily by God to help us, but he is not the only person God is using.  Rand Paul, Jim Johnson, Mike Lindell, Kristy Noem, Gov. De Santis and so many more are movers and shakers.  They are brave and clearly God is protecting them or they would all be gone.  Are they lying to us, possibly.

I can only be sure of the promises of God.  I just painted another sign for the front of the house:  Be still and know that I am God. 

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I just read this week (Wisconsin Lutheran Quarterly, Volume 119 #1 about the metaverse.  They say by 2030 most people will be living their lives in it....An escape from reality to being serfs for those who control the metaverse.  Something like that....  

Jesus says that we are all caught in sin until by faith his truth sets us free. That truth is who he is (the incarnate Son of God, our brother, our Redeemer) and that what he did for us truly removes our sin (by his sacrificial death for the world; he is the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world John 1:29) and he covers us with his righteousness - again, received through faith in him given to us as a gift (Ephesians 2:8-9) and worked in us by God (John 6:29) via the Means of Grace: Baptism (Galatians 3:26-28), message/gospel (Romans 10:17) and the Meal (1 Corinthians 11 passim). 

It is the world's desire to gather around and gain meaning for their life that has them seeking but not finding, when they seek meaning outside of Jesus (John 10:10; 17:3).  

The metaverse concept promises a form of eternal life as people "live on" in their bodiless AI thinking and learning and impacting people into indefinite future.  People have a desire for what is in them, at least remnant~wise, as Solomon says in Ecclesiastes 3:11.  But outside of Jesus, that eternity is frightening and foreboding.

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Interesting synchronicity just happened.  I just finished posting this news segment in which I wrote about how in the Russian gulags there were some who thought they did right and were thrown into the gulags nonetheless and still maintained that what they had done was right.  After posting this page I went to check YouTube.  First video--this one playing live--is a debate about whether porn is a negative for society.  Very quickly into listening to the podcast, Vaush, the one advocating for porn said, "I would have been one of the first to be thrown into the gulags."