I am a janitor and I collect space ship parts. These are anything that is just the right size to get sucked up by a vacuum but still clog it in the process, like a paperclip or a rubber band. lose screws. gears, buttons, washers, nuts & bolts. toothpicks. ear rings. guitar picks, knobs and twistymabobs, leftover parts, bent nails. springs, pen caps, chewed off pen clips, beads, pop corn kernals, pennies nickels dimes quarters, flotsum and jetsum. I bend over to pick them up and put them in my pocket because otherwise they will clog my vacuum. I call them space ship parts because my vacuum chokes on them. They are pieces of entropy and I have thousands of them in a barrel in the corner of my living room where I empty my pockets each evening. Sometimes I make art out of my space ship parts. This one I call, “Houston, We Have Cake Baby.” 

This AlphaZodiac memory palace that I am seeing everywhere right now is me putting my pattern on top of existing text. I think I’m inducing synesthesia in myself by deeply focusing on a pattern and looking for it everywhere. I’m no doctor but it seems like that is what I’ve done to myself. 

Certainly fascinating and on a different topic I’m beginning to wonder if all the fire damage in the book of Isaiah is past damage; not future damage. 

I come from a Lutheran background and my Christian upbringing has told me that all the fire-damage talked about in Isaiah is a future damage that will occur on the last day. But I think all these mud flood ancient architecture Tartaria researchers are pulling up evidence that God sent that fire in the past in a way we can’t even begin to imagine. Realm-wide. 

Like when God gets angry, he makes deserts as big as continents. …or as big as Navada, New Mexico, Arizona, Colorado, and most of California combined. …and pretty much all of the holy land.  Did you know there are active volcanoes over there? 

It seems to me the volcanoes in or southeast of the holyland could be the burning cindars of cities God said in Isaiah would never stop burning once he set them afire. …and the modern day Moab… who would flee to that hell hole to escape famine? I think the Moab Ruth knew is way different from any Moab we’ve ever known for the last 2 Millennia, perhaps, or longer. I know you also don’t like the timelines that we have been given. 

When is the book of Isaiah?

Just the next wild theory I’m working on. Have peace and God bless.

I went through an experience in the last 90 days to two months that has absolutely made me more connected or more aware of my connection to the Creator and to the created universe. I don’t know how it works but it seems like if I pet the universe much like petting a cat, the universe will respond as a cat responds. Petting can mean putting my intention and love into the universe but most importantly it means playing with the universe and being thankful that I’m in this place playing here. It’s like the universe likes to be played with and it will respond if you write rules for it to respond inside of. Allegedly. Seemingly. I pet universe. 

I have noticed that all the constellations have two things in common. Each is drawn as a unique combination of circles and sticks. They have a section that is curved and either open or closed (like an O or a C) along with straight “antennas” or “conduits” or “cutters” (like I and T). The most basic interpretation of these two basic elements is that the curve is the feminine vessel or pregnant belly and the conduit is the masculine “cutter” to open the vessel and fill it with seed. What is so interesting is that the Latin letters also have as their base structure this same binary: circles and sticks. Nearly every Latin letter can be divided into it’s feminine and masculine parts quite easily.

All the above observations connect very interestingly to Ehrard Landmann’s observations of the word “ID” showing up all over Egyptian as well as Mayan hieroglyphs. See this paper by him:

http://elifonaot.q32.de/cms/lib/exe/fetch.php?media=pdf_en:20160322_the_riddle_of_the_sphinx.pdf

ID is a half circle or a dome and a stick–a pregnant belly and a penis.

I don’t yet know what to make of all this. I have been on my own journey looking at the base symbols within letters–or the “pictograms” within the “hieroglyphs” of the Latin language. And I can’t dismiss the obvious either, that when one draws with a tool, one can only ever draw either a straight line or a curved line. Meaning, attributing masculine to the straight lines and feminine to the curved lines in the constellations, the Latin alphabet, the ancient Phoenician, Egyptian, Mayan, etc, may be a straw too far. I do not yet know, but I am cautious of the fact as I do my own research.

I am about to read this paper by Landmann:

http://elifonaot.q32.de/cms/lib/exe/fetch.php?media=pdf_en:20160805_the_supposed_guenoa_catechism.pdf
I only just read the intro wherein he says the Paraguayan language is similar to the German. Paraguay is right next to Argentina, where we are told in some allegations that Hitler, a German, fled after WWII to live out his life in peace and die of old age.

Just another connection of “Germany” to “South America”. Fascinating.

EDIT:

Just finished reading it. Aside from showing how the old Guarani language of Uruguay and Peruguay connects to the old Theodic German, he also, as in his previous paper that I read, translates a lot of the texts to be about people going up in Chariots or space ships to Eggs or planets in the sky.

This reminds me of the account in the Bible of Elijah going up to heaven in a chariot of fire in a whirlwind. Which gets me thinking that there is a factual and historical experience many ancient peoples have experienced that involves being “beemed up” in a space ship type vehicle. But where are these people going? If space if wide open, surely they do not travel for 100s of 1000s of light years using accepted physics in the accepted globe/space model. And if space is projected onto an impenetrable dome just above our heads, how do those who are reported to have risen in space ships break through it? Or are they going up first and then far far away in either direction accross the face of a much larger plane to places beyond our maps (see Vibes of Cosmos for one theory of a Moon Map to show where they are going in these space ships). Who knows, but certainly these are interesting connections.

Are you aware of the connection between the stories of Genesis up to the Tower of Babel being found inside the pictograms within the hieroglyphs of China? The pictograms, or individual parts of each hieroglyph, are considered to be faaaar more ancient than the hieroglyphs themselves. Some have theorized that when the “Chinese” were separated from the one world nation at Babel, they went East, and as they now had their own language, they had to also come up with their own alphabet. To do so, they used pictograms that connected to everyone’s collective history, that at the time would only have been from Genesis to Babel.

An example: The Chinese hieroglyph for “garden” is a combination of the five pictograms for “dust, breath, enclosure, person, person.” Sounds like it could be referring to the Garden of Eden and Adam and Eve receiving there the breath of life after having been made from dust.

Here is a link to some people talking about this theory. I read a book on this long ago. I have not read everything this link has to say. Just pointing you to the idea.

This paper by Landmann shows how if you take the Latin, which was originally a language without spaces between words, and remove the added spaces, and then add your own spaces more strategically, you can turn the Latin into the Theodic German.

I noticed something similar between so called “Hebrew” and so called “English.” Take the first verse of the Bible, Genesis 1:1 in Hebrew and read it out loud listening for English instead of Hebrew. Then pun it out.

Genesis 1:1 transliterated from the Hebrew alphabet into the English alphabet looks like this:

Berasit bara elohim et hashamayim we et ha arets.

It puns into the English:

When the sun resets, it pours fourth helium 8 which eats the earth.

Barasit = In/when the reset
bara = in/when the sun
elohim et = helium 8
hashamayim = rushing waters
we et = which eats
ha arets = the earth

What does this all mean???? I have no clue, but it’s interesting, and only my personal translation.

Helium 8, by the way, is the most neutron rich material that can be made on earth, has been reproduced at the U.S. Department of Energy’s Argonne National Laboratory, and is highly radioactive, having a half-life of only 10 seconds.

Hebrew is Greek

This book as I am reading it now, makes the point in its introduction that the Hebrew language is Greek wearing a mask. In other words, Hebrew is Greek, as the title of the book suggests, and the author goes on to say that quite a large number of other languages are also just Greek wearing a mask.

As someone who has studied both Greek and Hebrew, I can say the similarities are remarkable. It seems as though all languages just might be Greek in a mask.

BUT! Ehrard Landmann on the other hand makes the claim that nearly all ancient languages are Theodic German.

How can both claims stand? I think all languages are Greek and all languages are Theodic German because all languages are merely dialects of the same language. Perhaps all God did at Babel was confuse their ears, not their tongues. Perhaps no one left Babel speaking differently; they just left thinking they were speaking differently. Maybe that’s what the Bible means when God said he went down to “confuse” their languages. All he did was confuse their comprehension of each other. Then, as each tribe left the Tower, they all spoke the same language but slowly over time developed different dialects of that self-same language confusing it even more by developing different scripts and alphabets to go along with their dialects.

(Alternatively, God could have confused their tongues, but only a little bit, [because God, like water, always takes the simplest path toward His goals???] so that today we can still piece it all back together again into a bit of a mono-tongue… sort of…)

As an example of how similar all languages are: notice how many languages say “Mom” in pretty much the exact same way.

The same can be said for “water.” All languages, or all people, pretty much say the exact same thing.

Which means, as Landmann wrote, that Germans speakers familiar with the ancient Theodic German (which theoretically by its age alone is closer to all the other languages) will find that they can speak Gurana in Uruguay and Coptic in Egypt just fine, because they are all just dialects of the same damn language. Allegedly.

Fascinating!

And is not Yiddish just a German-Hebrew dialect? And if Hebrew is connected to German and Greek and Chinese, well, I think it’s safe to say all languages are so deeply connected that it’s almost funny how blind scholars are to this.

For example: In college and seminary, I learned German, Latin, Greek, and Hebrew in my biblical studies and I had a professor who told all of us that there is absolutely no connection between Hebrew and any other languages. He said the Hebrew language died [Hebrew is a resurrected language much like Latin] too long ago and too much in isolation to have any cognates with any other language. We’d ask him about the Hebrew word “gammal” which in English is “camel” and he’d say that is the only known word from Hebrew to make it into English.

But the Hebrew “Kara” and the Greek “Kraw” and the English “Crow” all mean the same damn thing: to cry out, or to proclaim.

I have found that all languages pun. They sound the same and mean the same. To say languages have different or unique origins, or no connection to other languages, seems to be outdated nonsense thinking in the dark. …thinking that came from the Enlightenment where people tried (among other things) to erase the Bible’s historicity simply by denying it. But evidence suggests the Tower of Babel to be historical in ways that are still obvious despite all the eraser of languages and speech and history done in the past.

From my own thoughts:

F is 1
1 is “[F]irst and is [F]ruitful and in earliest manuscripts is drawn like a single pillar [vav in Hebrew]. He is the master in the Zen Master/Student relationship. Therefore 1, like F, is the master.

E is 2
2 is the [E]dified student. Turn the E 90 degrees to the left and you see two hands up in the air with a neck [& head] in between. In the earliest drawing of E, there is a circle attached to the center spoke. E is the student who responds best to the master and is therefore necessary to the master (the F leaning on his 1 pillar/staff). In Zen Kaons, the sound of one hand clapping is a lonely teacher with no student. The edified or praised student is a blessed gift, and is therefore the number 2. In number theory, every number after 1 is simply 1 proving itself. 2 is the first chance 1 gets to prove himself. By doubling himself, the 1 gets feedback.

D is 3
3 is for [D]oing and the first thing God did after blowing away the waters to make dry land was build the [D]ome above us, which is just a D turn 90 degrees to the left [all letters seem to have meanings in their rotations btw, and the rotations sort of kind of follow the Sun’s rotation through the ecliptic of the zodiac in the sky]. Notice how three looks like two smaller domes also needing a rotation of 90 degrees to the left. 3 is fractal. We repeat God’s work when we work. wash rinse threepeat.

G is 4
4 is a [G]oad, which is the stick a lazy master uses to poke lazy slaves, animals, and sons to get them to go to work. Notice how the 4 looks like a pointy stick, or even a knife, or a sword. 4 gets others to work for him. [in Vox Day’s Social Sexual Hierarchy the 4 and the G are the Gamma Male, the liar and manipulator who thinks he is the secret king but is not. In Zen Koan style, the Gamma can indeed be the secret king he always thought himself to be, but only if he gives up his entire kingdom, down to the last grain of sand.]

B is 5
B is for [B]reathing and [B]uilding. It is the lungs of Taurus in the sky upside down [as A is Taurus’ head, upside down]. Taurus is a bull standing before the Gemini Altar [vie ein kue von eines neus tur–German–like a cow before a new gate–new–as in this gate belonging to the butcher] and this cow is about to be sacrificed. For this reason he breaths, and his only option other than sacrifice is to turn around and [BUILD!]. Owen Benjamin, the Big Bear in the sky, who is Building Beartaria, is absolutely a B–He screams and builds!!! and B is two lungs rotated 90 degrees to the right. In this breathing state he has no choice but to sacrifice himself or build, and 5 in Pythagorean theorem plays important roles in making triangles for building stuff. Also, notice how if you draw a 5 tightly and connect the bottom bits, you get a b which is now missing it’s head–like a bull with his head cut off curled up fetal position on his goddamnfuckin-knees before the Gemini altar in the sky.

A is 6
A is the number of Man 666, translated AAA!!! It is the SCREEEEAAAAM!!! A is the bull’s head and horns rotated upside down and they have touched the fire of Gemini’s altar (see 7–the ZZZAAAP!). A knows God. Man knows God. 6 is the number of knowing God. 6 looking at himself in a fun house mirror is a lowercase a.

Z is 7
7 is the [Z]AP!!! in the sky, the bolt of lightning, the proof of the framework–WE ARE NOT ALONE!! WE ARE NOT ALL POWERFUL!!–the zap of 7 in heaven eleven tells me there is a power greater than me who is before me, and I am not Him. 7 and Z look exactly alike.

H is 8
8 is the [H]earth, and the [H]eart, and the home, and it is shaped like a double helix for a reason. It is also DNA, and and the two snakes of the caduseus, and is the stones of the altar of Gemini. 7 is the fire. 8 is the stones. It is also the Gate. In earliest drawing an H is three conjoined horizontal boxes. H and 8 are the home and heart, the resting place of heaven [but don’t rest long anywhere].

I is 9
9 is [I]nfluence. Turn the 9 90 degrees to the right and doesn’t it look like a hand with one finger beckoning you to come hither? 9 is purfume and the first hint of summer and flowers in the air [and while Vox Day has not made a Female Social Sexual Hegemony, 9 would be the leader of that hegemony–which is the 17 other letters up to 24 minus the 7 males/planets/adders… [females mix what the males add–the male Pisces is next to Pegasus–the BIGGEST gravy ladle dipper in the sky, hidden under the skin of a horse. Ursa Major and Minor are much smaller by comparison in the sky. They are the feminine gravy ladles [next to Virgo] used to mix the stars in they sky, whereas Pisces has a big honkin’ shovel for his ladle! He uses it to shovel the milky way into the sky, and the lady Virgo uses her two smaller gravy ladles to mix and mix and mix. Nothing must ever remain still!

I can go up to 23 with meanings and 24 simply means “Input” or “Frequency” or ‘Sound’, but so far those are my thoughts on 1 through 9. This is based on fascinating research and very little care for being right or wrong.

Ehrard Landmann would call that Plimpton322 tablet a forgery oddly enough-which brings us full circle to the beginning of this thread!

What is the truth when the ‘facts’ don’t match up and the art-of-facts look forged?? Sometimes we are left only with our imaginations to guide us. Do you have any personal thoughts on the numbers? I think most of this is synesthesia anyways. You may have a better understanding of the numbers in the mythology of your own mind than you could ever find in a someone else’s clay scratching–forged OR authentic. We may have to go full myth on this one. Seriously. We may have to deny all lies and listen to our own hearts to know what the numbers mean. what do the numbers say to you when you see them on the highway and in accounting logs and on sports and weather channels?

We are all in Plato’s Cave and the only way out is for one of us to start thinking like a retard.

It is said that the reason there are drawings of bulls in caves is because when a man walks into utter darkness, he sees bulls. Perhaps that is also why when God pulls darkness over a man’s head each night, he looks up and sees Taurus in the sky.

Why do men see bulls in their dreams and draw them in darkest caves? Probably because they are hAunted by the bull spirits of the hunt.

My thoughts on Plato’s Cave/Convex/Womb/Realm is that it is inescapable while we are in it. It serves the purpose of teaching us that before us there is something greater–the cave system itself for example–which remains a mystery to us while we are in it. We can have brief moments of insight into the nature of the Cave system, and it can feel like a “new birth” when we discover “new” things and it can feel like “the end of the world” when our “old” view of the world dies. We long to exit so that we can meet the creators of our womb!

The movie “Cube” is an example of what that T-shirt is getting at. If we are all stuck inside a deadly bubble and we’ve exhausted all ideas on how to pop it, someone has to stop thinking with “ideas” and start using a different kind of thinking–insane thinking–idiot savant thinking in the movie–compassionate thinking–schizophrenic thinking–anything to get us out.

Howdy does this type of out-of-box thinking in his video when he talks about praying to himself. It’s insane thinking. The cave/womb teaches us there is a mother/father/creator who comes before us. We often call the “before us” God. Yet Howdy prays to himself! Is he calling himself the before us? Very out of box, and his book should be interesting.

The first rule of Mau is that you are not allowed to explain the rules. 

My friends and I were on a kick several years back and ended up playing Mau nearly every morning and every evening after breakfast and dinner–always with at least four guys, often up to six or eight, for an entire year straight. It was so much fun having that many minds to interact with in person around a card table. Anyways, we learned so much about governments and capitalism and mind control just from playing a game where everyone must write unwritten rules to use as weapons in order to one-up each other. And the rules we came up with became ever more challenging and bizarre because we all got so good at the game.

We’d play for hours and some guys would stop playing because it just got to be too much. Each time a hand is won for example, a new unwritten rule is written by the winner of that hand, and one hand can last as little as two minutes. With time to shuffle, an hour of play can have 15 to 20 unwritten rules already. Do you remember the board game Memory? Somewhere after 30 to 40 rules or more, our minds would break down in the same way every time. We’d start forgetting the earliest rules first. First in, first out (just like the Monkey Sphere of 150 contacts–You can’t be friends to more than 150 people–if you try, you might unfriend your Grandma!). And you can only obey so many rules.

Therefore, we learned, one could overwhelm a population of people simply by giving them too many rules.

Are you aware that the Federal Government has ennacted 88,899 rules and regulations since 1995?

For example: a simple unwritten rule for Mau is this: When you play a card into the pile that matches the rank of the card on top the pile (ex 8 on top of 8) you must say “I’m Seeing Double.”

For example: a medium unwritten rule is this: When the top card on the pile and the card you are playing equal an odd number (ex 5 on top of 6 equals 11) you must say “Even Up.”

For example: a difficult rule is this: When playing with two decks–a red backed deck and a blue backed deck shuffled together, if you play a blue backed even ranked card on top of the pile and the top card was already a blue backed even ranked card, you must say “Einstein Was Right All Along!”

For example: an out-of-box unwritten rule is this: If you see someone touching their facial hair during game play, give them a punishment card and say, “Stop Thinking So Hard.”

The card game Mau wakes us up to the “Before Me” aspect of reality. No matter what time you sit down at the table, there will have already existed unwritten rules that no one has told you about. Don’t get all whiny about it! Man up and pick up some cards! Here’s a punishment card for staring at us, now you got a hand, so come and play the game!

Ehrard Landmann is looking for the unwritten rules in languages that connect them all together. For ex. Why do we see Latin letters inside Mayan hieroglyphs? They shouldn’t be there, unless perhaps what we call “Latin letters” are in fact something far more fundamental. Like maybe the A or inverted head of Taurus the bull is a shape so fundamental to our psyche, that it itself is a shape on a heroic journey within our own minds, and if we physically crawl down into a deep dark cave where it’s wet and slimy and scream into the darkness with chalk in fist, we will draw a bull on that cave wall. Because when we feel the need to AAAAAAHHHH! in the darkness, the image our minds see when we think that thought is a bull’s head upside down cut off from its body at the foot of the Gemini altar in the sky. Maybe these shapes we call “Latin” are far more fundamental than any label we can give them. I like where Landmann is going. He has opened my eyes to some wild thoughts. Way out of box.

After a closer examination of Landmann’s works, I have to say I’m not sold on his primary claim to fame.

Erhard makes two major claims, the first of which I agree with, namely that words from different languages sound the same and mean the same because they seem to have a common origin. I can repeat his work (i.e. gimmel in Hebrew is camel in English) and so can/have many others. It really does seem like there was a common language origin to all our currently spoken languages. I did not know that Theodic German speakers have easily switched to the Uruguayan Gurana tongue because of common language origins–that was cool to learn! But his major claim to fame I have beef with.

Erhard makes a second claim that the spaces between ancient runes are the actual letters and the runes drawn on the page are the spaces between letters (this was allegedly a faster more efficient way to carve letters).

I’ve have read quite a number of Erhard’s papers online in English (right click the web page and Google translates it for you) and his book “World-View-Shattering” I was able to copy and paste from the German pdf file into Google Translate, one page at a time–I did not read all of it–in fact I read very little–because every page I translated was about how much he hated the left and Nazis instead of the topic at hand. After 133 pages of complaints and rambling nostalgia, he concludes with about 70 black and white zerox copiess of ancient script, some zoomed in so tightly that I think Landmann is reading the artifacts of zerox technology as if they were letters as opposed to anything actually written in the past. I do wish I could read German better and prove myself wrong, but I’m losing faith in Landmann’s primary claim. Primarilly because he never tells anyone how to to duplicate his claim that the spaces between the runes are the actual letters. His book does little more than his papers do to help me see what how to repeat his primary work.

In his papers Landmann will give you a short example (between complaints about history,science,nazis,etc) of a Theodic word in an ancient Mayan book or Norse Rune stone, and tell you it’s too boring to go through the rest, and it’s so easy you can do it yourself, but he never tell his readers how. He will take an entire runic stone or Mayan page, with hundreds of letters on it, choose four or five spaces between some of the letters, claim they are a stylized or artistic Theodic script, give a very short translation of those few letters, usually claiming the letters say that we came from the planet Ot or that the true God is named El-i, and never tackle the rest of these stone tablets and paper manuscripts. The rest of the time in his papers and his book he just complains about the Left and Nazis and says none of the known cultures ever existed (except for Theodic) and that we all came from planets name Ot and Ur.

If Landmann’s method of reading the spaces between ancient runes worked, it should be self evident but it is not. He has to interpret the spaces as “artistic” or “stylized” to even make them look like Latin letters. And then he skips 95% of the tablets. He claims he can translate the rest and then offers no translations greater than a few words in total, most of them only two letter words at that.

I could be missing something in translation, but after closer examination of Landmann’s claim that the spaces between ancient runes are the actual “Latin” letters which spell out Theodic German words, I have to say I’m not sold on this claim.

Here I tried to duplicate Landmann’s work and failed because he offers no followable instructions in his book or papers that defend his “artistic” and “stylized” interpretations, nor why he chooses to translate only tiny slivers of runestones and manuscripts instead of entire pages/stones. So I tried it on the Kjula Runestone and found his method makes too many letters of too many stylized styles, and I need more objective rules/intsruction to continue. I’d love to see what he is seeing, but I’m afraid he may only be seeing pareidolia, which means he’s seeing himself in a mirror, which means he isn’t seeing anything that was put in the runes by the carvers themselves. He may only be seeing his own imagination. I love imaginative thinking, but not when it is claimed to be something other than what it is. those are my thoughts. 

Why left to right or right to left?

If you face the north star, you will notice that all the stars rotate East to West, or right to left. Brian R. Pellar (see also)suggests that alphabets that are written right to left (Hebrew, Phoenician, etc) follow the movement of the stars in the sky. This is because it seems most alphabets are based on the constellations.

For example, if you split the twelve zodiacal signs in half and assign one letter per half, you get 24 letters, and most alphabets have around that many letters (A and B are Taurus, D and G and Pisces, etc & allegedly). So basically right to left writing styles mimic the stars.

Nearly all other alphabet writing systems that go from left to right are doing so purely for convenience sake. This method is least likely to cause the majority of right handers to smudge ink.

And regarding dyslexia, we live in an inverted world. It’s entirely possible that dyslexics are the only ones experiencing reality in the correct direction. For example, all of us left-to-right readers have to invert our thinking when we go back to nature and look at the stars.

ON LANGUAGE

Just as you inverted your understanding of the fear of death and gained wisdom about people’s fear of life, so also invert Derrida’s thinking on language. Instead of thinking of language as the thing that sets us free to think, think of language as a shackle to thought. For example, language enslaves our observations to other people’s labels. Consider Terrance McKenna’s baby-sees-a-bird example:

Terence: Well, for example (the example I always use), the child lying in a crib with an open window—a pre-verbal or nearly pre-verbal child—and a hummingbird flies through the room. It’s a psychedelic miracle, it’s absolutely stunning. The boundaries of that experience are completely undefined. But then the mother or the nanny walks into the room and says, “Oh! It’s a bird, baby. Bird.” The miracle immediately collapses down into a hard little tile, and by the time a person is six years old, reality has been entirely replaced by a mosaic of defined and very non-numinous meaning. And so people are then imprisoned in this language. And they will remain so imprisoned until the yawning grave, unless they are put in touch with the transhistorical wisdom of the body. And that means psychedelics. By the way, this idea that reality is made of language is actually the standard position in structural linguistics. This is not a radical position, this is dull-as-dog-shit orthodoxy for those people.

I once forgot the word “elephant” for three days and it didn’t stop me from thinking. I could picture in my mind the large gray animal with a trunk, but I could not for the life of me think of what to call it. I knew that at any time I could ask anyone in the room, “Hey, what’s the name of that huge animal with the trunk up front and gray all over?” and any one of them would have said, “Elephant.” But I was too embarrassed to ask (this happened when I was very young) and at the same time I didn’t want to ask because I was fascinated by the fact that I had forgotten a word! It was like I fell back into a way of thinking before labels, as Terrance talks about above. Anyways three days past and I screamed out loud, “Elephant!!” because I had remembered, and immediately I realized the magic of not knowing had gone away for good. Remembering was a let down.

One type of Buddhist meditation is to sit and listen without labeling anything you hear. Imagine hearing a bird and not having words for it. Don’t we describe beauty as beyond words and wonderment as beyond words? We can find ourselves in situations where words do not work any more to describe what we are thinking. For example we can have an experience that feels infinite and we start thinking about infinity but as soon as we shackle those thoughts to a word like ‘infinite’, we have made the infinite finite by using a finite word for it.

Another way to experience thinking without language is to invert the Buddhist way listed above by labeling everything you hear, but with fake labels (this activity will keep your normal thinking brain too busy to use it’s normal labels on everything). For example, set the rule for yourself that every time you hear a bird chirp, it’s actually the sound of two gold coins clinking together and it’s telling you that riches are nearby. Set the rule for yourself that every time you hear a car engine drive past, the car is telling you about an ocean it drove past once and thought it would wave while it waves. Set the rule that a honking car horn is a man pleading his case before a judge, and the squeaks of car breaks are the voice of God. Then sit outside, listen, and incorrectly label everything. You can experience a version of thinking without other people’s labels when doing so.

Tay in da waaaaayy!!

Or for example, have you ever noticed that people always tend to say the same damn things over an over again? You can listen to people without listening to any of their words. You can listen to their sounds instead–as if they were honking geese who made roughly 19 phonetic sounds mixed together with their lips and spits and grunts. Then label their individual sounds with nonsense labels. Make them all imperative command statements. When they make make an MMMM sound they are telling you to “multiply & mix” and when they make the SSSS sound they are telling you to “saturate & sing”. In this way you can listen to people prater on for hours about the same damn thing as the last person that prattled on, and you don’t have to listen to their thoughts at all while at the same time doing all sorts of interesting thinking of your own. It’s sort of like removing the instructions to the flower from a bee’z buzz and enjoying only the buzz.

But every now an then, we want to know where the flower is. So we watch the human buzz and dance with their verbal and non verbal languages, and we avoid all the details they are sharing about how uncomfortable they are and how afraid of life they are, and simply hear them say, “You go left after the 7-11 to get to the library.” And we thank the human for putting instructions into their grunts and licks and smacks. Instructions we know because we have shackled our minds to a method called language–a tool used in communication among people–a very powerful tool–but if you ever have a thought that no human has ever thought before, and you want to tell another human about it, be ready to enslave your new thought to the old thoughts of another. That’s just what language is. It’s a lasso, like the tongue, and like the chains on the slaves in Plato’s cave.

Remember the parable of the house swept clean of a demon. Because the owner’s left the house empty, seven more demons moved in. In cognitive behavioral therapy, they instruct us to visualize a red octagon stop sign in order to stop negative thinking. What they also say that many people forget is that you can’t just stop negative thinking–you have to fill the gap. Replace your negative thoughts with positive ones. Be robotic about it until you form a new habit.

Also, Martin Luther, when tempted by the devil, would lift his leg and fart in the direction he felt the devil to be attacking. Weird stuff those reformers did. But it works. Mock the devil and he will flee. When you feel bombarded, laugh and say, “is that all you got??” Most demons hate that. They bombard you because they want you to feel bombarded. Demons are too lazy to be more complicated than that. Refuse to feel bombarded. Feel gratitude instead.

Taaaaay in duh waaaaay!

Here is some advice about advice: Don’t get addicted to receiving it. Receiving advice is oftentimes the first step a person takes to solving a problem in their life, and the act of receiving advice feels exciting and releases endorphins etc because it is the call to adventure. The next step is to refuse the call, but if you keep listening to advice, you are stuck in the call to adventure phase. It’s a very exciting phase, and the very next one–refusing the advice and choosing to live life and learn through experience–requires personal blood sweat and tears. So most people would prefer to just keep listening to advice and never walk across that threshold. This is why I personally in the past have spent hours on YouTube and in Podcasts listening to great advice givers for hours on end. I was stuck in the call. I didn’t want to refuse what they were saying and live my own life. I wanted to lasso up under these advice givers, be cuckholded by them, be a slave to their words, and not think for myself.

The best piece of advice I have received so many times its not funny, is to have gratitude. It was not until I actually put the sweat into being greatful that my life changed; I put down the popcorn and YouTube, and simply had gratitude. I’m still not perfect at this new habit; but man o man have I walked across the threshold on this one. Now come the trials and tribulations, then the belly of the beast. Which reminds me, your feeling of bombardment might be because you are on an adventure you didn’t even realize and are now in some sort of trial. is their advice you are refusing and is their an adventure you’ve gone on that is now putting you in a trial or tribulation? Reflect on your recent past to see.

God’s Speed & Taaaaay in duh Waaaaaaay!

Once I accepted my call to my adventure, I noticed that other people, often the same ones whose advice I refused in the first place, are now the ones refusing my call to my adventure. They dont want me to do anything other than follow their advice like an automaton. They dont mean bad by it, they just dont know better. They think they are showing love but they are not. Its inverted love.

Anyways, enjoy your adventure!

When I stopped worrying about taking the bad advice of good intentioned people, God started throwing riches at me like I was at a reverse parade. It felt like the second half of Job’s life when he gets all his riches back. Job was an over concerned Dad who, if you read the early chapters, would let his children have wild orgy parties and then he’d come in and clean up the house and pray for them and offer sacrifices, but he wouldn’t actually parent. He was in a deep codependent relationship with his crappy kids who were crappy cuz Job coddled them all the time, as God was coddling Job, and Satan called God out on it, and Satan was right so God took his coddling away from Job, and Job learned that all his life he thought he was doing good by caring for others, but when you are in the dust and ashes covered in boils, the only person worth caring about at that point is yourself. God was teaching Job to care for himself and bee less of a helicopter parent. Job learned that lesson. And once he wasn’t throwing all his time and money away on lousy kids, God gave him great riches as if God were the one celebrating at a reverse parade, where Job is on the float and God is throwing candy riches at him from the sidewalk gutter. God was finally happy to see Job make the choice to go on an adventure with his life and stop throwing his God-given-gifts away at his ungrateful children who threw parties just to flirt with one another.

Job 1:4-5 His sons used to hold feasts in their homes on their birthdays, and they would invite their three sisters to eat and drink with them. 5 When a period of feasting had run its course, Job would make arrangements for them to be purified. Early in the morning he would sacrifice a burnt offering for each of them, thinking, “Perhaps my children have sinned and cursed God in their hearts.” This was Job’s regular custom.

TL;DR: Job was a cuck, and God cut his lasso.

I admit that my interpretation is unorthodox. I’m not saying Job wasn’t a bad dad, but if I read another chapter in, I see immediately where I went wrong. I gave God a motive for what he did to Job’s family and animals, when I said it was because Job was a helicopter parent who needed a valuable lesson about self care vs fake caring for others. But if I take only what the story of Job says itself, God is very clear on the fact that he had no motives at all for what he did.

In Job chapter 2, God is speaking to Satan a second time, after God let all that horror happen to Job, and God says this about his reasons for doing so: “And he [Job] still maintains his integrity, though you [Satan] incited me against him to ruin him without any reason” (Job 2:3). God didn’t do it to fix Job’s life or to prove a point to Satan. He did it for no reason at all. The devil made God do it. That’s weird.

I’ve read the Kybalion recently which I think is Gnostic, and I really enjoyed learning about the 7 Hermetic Principles. I particularly like principle number 4 on polarity, that everything has it’s opposing poles. This means to me that even though the Bible calls Job pure and blameless and upright, this principle means that Job was also at the same time the exact opposite, tainted and guilty and devious. Job was trying to manipulate God by paying the price his children owed to God. Not good behavior. I bring this up because you mentioned I lost you when I said “Satan was right…” If the principle of polarity is true, then Satan can’t always be wrong even though he is always wrong. And God can’t always be omnipotent even those he is omnipotent. Same with omniscience. Consider that God laughs on multiple occasions in the Bible narrative. How can this be if God knows all punch lines? Seemingly, he doesn’t. The rule of polarity is a beautiful rule. And a paradox.

For example, when you say truthfully, “I am feeling bombarded,” the rule of polarity says that at that exact same time you felt bombarded, you also didn’t fell bombarded. Isn’t that weird?

I like this from Weidner’s website: “If a picture is worth a thousand words then a symbol is worth a thousand pictures.” ~ Weidner’s Second Law of the Universe

I am currently using Google Translate to translate an old German book by Gustav Seyffarth regarding the origins of the alphabet. Lots of formatting to do. I’m gonna link it on this forum when I do. It suggests why Coelbren is so similar to other alphabets, though it does not get into the Coelbren. This book shows how the Phoenican, Hebrew, Egyptian, Chinese alphabets, among many others, are built on a 24-letter/division of the zodiac, and this is why all alphabets share similarities because of their connection to the Zodiac. Allegedly. It’s just one person’s theory until proven.

Here is his intro:

OUR ALPHABET
AN
IMAGE OF THE ZODIAC
WITH THE CONSTELLATION OF THE SEVEN PLANETS

☽ ☿ ♀ ☉ ♂ ♃ ♄

ON SEPTEMBER 7TH OF THE YEAR 3446 BCE,
SUPPOSEDLY AT THE END OF THE FALL FLOODS
PROBABLY
BY NOAH’S OWN OBSERVATIONS

FIRST FOUNDATION
TO A TRUE CHRONOLOGY AND CULTURAL HISTORY
OF ALL NATIONS

WITH A LITHOGRAPHIC PLATE
LEIPZIG
PUBLISHED BY JOH. AMBROS. BARTH
1834

Foreword.

The strange title of this little work will, as is to be feared, arouse doubts and contradictions in advance among most who are likely to see it or hear about it.

Meanwhile, unprejudiced friends of the Science live here and there, not ignorant, that there have been things totally contrary to common belief; who argued with everything that had been heard and learned up to that point and who seemed almost so reprehensible that the sun, not the earth, stood still: but who nevertheless proved themselves and confirmed themselves. The tenets expressed here may be submitted to you for careful examination, since they are of world-historical interest.

In 1822, when the author was conducting investigations into the nature of the Semitic and Greek letters, he was first led to the idea that it could not be accidental that the alphabets of the ancient peoples all agree in the main, that the same contain only so many letters that the elements follow one another in precisely this order, namely that the vowels, whose existence was also proven in the Hebrew alphabet at that time, stand between certain consonants. However, the reason for these phenomena could not be proven at that time. Later in 1825 and 1830, during his work on ancient Egyptian literature and astronomy, the author developed new views of the ancient alphabet. whose siblings are Egyptian, Greek, Latin, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Persian, Etruscan, Teutonic, and others. are ; especially the propositions: that the alphabet corresponds to the divisions of the zodiac; that the vowels follow a peculiar order, that of the planets, according to their apparent velocity; that every consonant and every vowel, with the Semites as with the Egyptians, is the symbol of a certain planet. While the Systema Astronomiae Aegyptiacae was being printed, the author became aware of the well-known passage in Sanchuniathon, according to which the man who saved himself at the flood, at the end of the flood, invented the zodiac, the origin of which falls at this time, and at the same time invented the alphabet supposed to have, in such a way that the alphabet presented an image of the zodiac with its planets. The astronomical analysis of the ancient alphabet had already been printed when it occurred to the author to see whether a definite constellation of the planets had really been expressed by the letters, and to what time it fell. The alphabet, with its planetary letters, had already been correctly related to the signs of the Zodiac, with the exception of a small error, and so it was easy, with the aid of the ordinary planetary tablets, to calculate the year, month, and day where the the planetary position expressed by the letters must have happened. How great was the astonishment of the author when it was found that that planetary constellation, which, as is well known, like any other common one, has only occurred once in 215,136 years, has not occurred on any other day, in any other month and almost in any other year than where the Deluge according to Moses (according to the LXX ), in accordance with the Chinese, Indian and other traditions, ended.

If one takes the circumstances together, that according to the traditions of the Phoenicians, Greeks, Chinese, etc. peoples our alphabet is an image of the zodiac and was determined at the end of the general flood; that the consonants correspond to the fixed stars, and the vowels to the planets; that this position of the planets took place only on the last day of the flood; that nobody later this
was able to invent the position of the planets through astronomical tables; that the flood and the rebirth of the earth are mentioned in the alphabet itself: so one cannot possibly condemn the present writing by the mere title.

Since therefore the author under such circumstances really had to take our alphabet for Noachian; so at the same time it was self-evident what the same thing would lead to. It serves as a mathematical basis for all chronology and history, for the history of literature and culture, for mythology and the history of religion, for palaeography and other sciences which have been sought in vain for many centuries.

About all this the author intended to publish a comprehensive work. The more these sentences run counter to previous views; the more it seemed necessary to consider all circumstances, to remove all doubts, to meet every possible objection, to support every proposition with proofs from the writings and monuments of the ancients; to bring together everything that has happened among the Egyptians, Chaldeans, Phoenicians, Greeks, Latins, Nordic peoples, Persians, Mexicans, Tatars, Japanese, Chinese, Indians and other peoples in relation to the sins, chronology and culture of the oldest time has propagated as legend or tradition. The author’s Mamuscript has been ready for several years. However, since the circumstances do not permit the publication of such a varied work; so he considered it his duty to put together at least the main things in a generally comprehensible way for which these sheets might serve. According to this plan, however, the reasons and counter-reasons can only be hinted at, and even the points of proof had to be omitted for the sake of brevity. Perhaps it is sufficient simply to have the series of ideas and combinations set forth. Those who do a little bit of archeology will find those arguments even without the author’s guidance. Incidentally, these are already contained in some earlier writings, although scattered, for the most part, namely in the following: On the nature of the Hebrew alphabet; about the pronunciation of the Greek letters; on the hieroglyphics of the ancient Egyptians; about Norse and Chinese mythology; on astronomical inscriptions from Egypt; about a passage in the Zend-Avesta and about a fragment of Sanchuniathon, the titles of which can be found in the attached index of my major and minor writings.

LEIPZIG in March 1834.
G. SEYFFARTH.

I recently read a quote about the 24-hour breakdown of the zodiac, as these clocks make use of, connecting this 24-part breakdown of the zodiac to the alphabets of ancient peoples which also have a 24-part breakdown, and also the pillars in front of ancient Egyptian temples which do the same. Here is that quote from Gustav Seyffarth’s book, “OUR ALPHABET: AN IMAGE OF THE ZODIAC WITH THE CONSTELLATION OF THE SEVEN PLANETS ☽ ☿ ♀ ☉ ♂ ♃ ♄” published 1834.

“For the same reason, the alphabet originally had 24 letters. The division of the zodiac into 24 parts or half signs is ancient, because it was used by the most diverse peoples, such as the Chinese, Persians, Indians, Egyptians and others. On the new zodiac, which the author found at Turin, these 24 parts of the zodiac are indicated by 24 points. The 24 hours of all peoples are based on this division, because after each hour a twenty-fouth part of the zodiac rises. Firmicus allegedly communicates a constellation of the planets at creation, which, although invented, is based on the 24 signs. In the Egyptian temples representing the heavens, as in China, one usually finds 24 pillars standing as sextants of 4 and 4 together.”

I am imagining one of these clocks with the alphabet wrapped around it instead of Roman Numerals.

Few people today know that the largest constellation in the sky is a boat, or an ark, called Argos. I certainly didn’t know until recently. It is a constellation at least as old as Ptolemy, or as old as the writings attributed to Ptolemy, but was more recently divided into three constellations because it is so much larger than all the other constellations. Argos is allegedly connected to the Greek story of Jason and the Argonauts, but is probably much older, and probably has quite a bit of symbolic connection to Noah and his Ark.

Dreams are complicated to interpret and often have a deeply personal meaning.

Here is a dream recounted in a YouTube comment by someone else back at the end of Sept 2022 that is similar to your own. I copy/pasted it into my file called “Interesting.” I’ll include the full comment, though the first couple sentences are off topic:

“Interesting indeed, watching both your previous video and this one I mean. A channel named 1111, with 7.11k subscribers at the moment I watched and 414 as the comments number. I watched these two videos and of course talking about times of the flood. I couldn’t help but to be interested when your speaking about numbers. Since I now use numbers as a sign of telling me things. Those videos reminded me of two dreams I had a few years ago, that I felt were so extremely real and remember to this day. One was a map of the world at that time, showing how it was changed by the rise of water levels. Some months or maybe years after that dream, I had another. A dream of being in this tall building that seemed like a hotel, with my family and another person whose face I couldn’t see clearly. Yet I felt like they were my partner for some reason. We were several floors above and outside the window I could see water all around. It was a city and the buildings were all underwater, except for the ones that were tall enough to not be submerged by the rise of said water. Since, I don’t doubt the water levels rising in the future. It’s just a matter of when for me I think.”

Notice the three similarities: 1) connections to ancient maps, and 2) being saved above flooding waters, and 3) each of you are fascinated with numbers. (I too have recently become very fascinated by number synchronicities.)

What cooks my noodle is I can’t figure out why you both had such similar dreams. I could blame it on “the controllers” and say both of you were exposed to the exact same brainwashing advertisement with subliminal mind controlling magic inside and for this reason you both had similar dreams. Or I could blame the stars in the sky, which the Bible says “pour forth speech night after night” and maybe the stars told both of you to dream of Argos, or the Ark, or quite simply, of being saved from flooding waters. Or I could blame an as of yet unknown third option….

Dreams are archetypal, meaning they are all the same, as Jung and Campbell and many others have discovered and explained. Why are they archetypal? Are all these myths written into our physically located gray matter, or are they downloaded via “frequencies” into our heads? Where does the message come from and where is my antenna(s)? You and this random person on YouTube may have received similar archetypal downloads from the stars into your dreams. …or you both watched the same Cornflakes Commercial… hard to tell…

Some say the Great Flood occurred during a time when the Skyclock was divided into 11 sections/months. Some say the Skyclock was never divided into 11 but that it went from a division of 8 to 10 to the now 12 divisions of the modern zodiac. But if you do the math, a full year (of 365 days) divided by 11 months would make 11 months of 33.181818181818181818181818181818 days each. Similar to your 1881, however you still have to add in a day every four years. 365/7 is also interesting. 

You said, “I believe you could use my dream as evidence of…”

You said, “Just seeing… …is enough for me to know it valid…”

You may be on a more metaphysical journey than physical one if you are chasing dreams. I like to use number synchronicities and such to write stories; they are not proofs or evidences of anything, they are merely archetypical like dreams, written in an imaginary way.

You are wanting to connect Pisces to 1881.

Pisces is two fish with their tails tied up, or an eleven with their bases tied up, and Noah brought two of every kind of land animal onto the Ark. God never told Noah to bring the fish in two by two. But maybe while boating along on the Ark one day, Noah was hungry for a fish and went fishing over the edge and caught two fish in a net at the same time and laughed at God for giving him also twice as much fish as he needed. And maybe that night Noah looked up at the sky and made the eleventh constellation Pisces. And as Noah was doing the math on how he was gonna add an eleventh constellation to the sky and an eleventh month to the year, thus moving from months of 36.5 days each to months of 33.181 days each, maybe Noah said, “I’ll do 11 months of 33 days for a year of 363 days, leaving two holy days a year and one more day every fourth year to make up the actual 365.25 days of the year, thus giving 9 holy days to an 11 months division of four years, or 9/11. never forget.

1881/11=171
171/9=19

And 1881 sorta looks like a googly eyed fish with hook in his mouth (18) right next to another fish (81) in the same predicament.

I love Laurel Airica’s conclusion where she says that she used to suspect the “…hands of collusion entangling the language to foster illusion…” “But now” she says,

“I don’t think it’s planned. For the thing that I’ve found is that like concepts can gravitate toward the same sound and vibrate at the rate that our thoughts designate. Because words are electromagnetic vibrations whose fine alphabetic tintinnabulations can take on the tint of our true expectations which they then imprint on our metal of mind causing sounds to adhere when they’re of the same kind.”

This reminds me of how words can audibly sounds like other words when played in reverse. For example: Obama saying “Yes We Can” in reverse is “Thank you Satan”. I do think there is something to this beyond coincidence that has to do with the electromagnetic vibrations of our words themselves as Laurel says. However it is not all our words that have any meaning when played backwards. Only a few and far between phrases will be legible.

eureka

This is the same technique Erhard Landmann is using when he reads only a few spaces on a carved page or tablet! I understand his method more now. cool!

Several posts up, I stated my beef with Erhard Landmann. I said I didn’t understand his method and therefore I couldn’t repeat his work. I understand his method now and so now I can repeat his work! This is so cool… ok…

Analogy: Just as only a few spoken words out of a hundred spoken words will make any sense when played backwards, so also just a few of the spaces between ancient runes will be Latin letters of the Theodic German.

Why does this happen? Laurel Airica tells us: “words are electromagnetic vibrations whose fine alphabetic tintinnabulations can take on the tint of our true expectations…”

This means: Erhard Landmann is observing some frequency of communication popping up in old runes, much like we observe frequencies of communication in reverse speech, and the communications Landmann is observing are telling him about our ancient alien origins on other planets, namely Ot and Ur.

wow

But I’ve still got some leftover beef with Landmann.

The method Landmann is using to reveal hidden alien communications within the spaces between Celtic Runes and Mayan Hieroglyphs is the same method used by 1) those who study EVP, or Electronic Voice Phenomena, which is when human speech is heard in recorded white noise and often interpreted to be the voices of ghosts, and 2) by Laurel Airica who calls this phenomena “alphabetic tintinnabulations”, and 3) by those who hear Obama say in reverse “Thank you Satan,” and think he is a) speaking a secret signal to his controllers, or b) speaking truth from his subconscious, or c) speaking pareidolia. All these interpretations are based on the same observed phenomena.

So, I really like what Landmann is doing here, but I’m not convinced he’s uncovered alien communications. Nevertheless it is incredibly fascinating to see yet another usage of this method that is based on some as of yet unexplained phenomenon… …and since all our attempted explanations are on a spectrum, I must be careful not to put them on a fulcrum…

I am thinking of two Bible Verses now that have been on my mind for some time. Luke 19:40 “I tell you,” he replied, “if they keep quiet, the stones will cry out.” and Psalm 19:1-4 “The heavens declare the glory of God; the skies proclaim the work of his hands. Day after day they pour forth speech; night after night they reveal knowledge. They have no speech, they use no words; no sound is heard from them. Yet their voice goes out into all the earth, their words to the ends of the world.”

My Current Bottom-Line Understanding At This Time is that when a person looks for ordered communication where one does not expect to find it, one finds it anyways, and this as of yet disagreed upon phenomenon is claimed to be one sort of “magic” or another by all of us observers–and by “magic” I mean as Arthur C. Clark used the term, which means none of of us have yet really figured out what is going on here.

I just now accidentally invented another method that will manipulate this phenomenon:

This morning the ground fault circuit interrupter outlet (GFCI outlet) my coffee maker is plugged into flipped, so I had a blinking 12:00 on the coffee maker’s display. I pressed the “hour” button once to stop the display from blinking 12:00 and to now display a non-blinking 1:00. This was not the actual time, but it was not blinking. Later I as I went back to get a cup of coffee, I noticed the coffee maker said 1:16 and the accurate time observed on my bedroom alarm clock said it was 9:11. I noted that my two clocks were now calibrated to an observable 180 degree reversible number pun, and I noted that I would continue watching the two clocks to observe more secret messages from my communicating home appliances.

My first fake interpretation: I blame the new and godforsaken “Internet of Things” for making all our appliances pun in 180 degree reversible number symbols across their synchronized displays!!! I Blame Elon!!!!

OBSERVATIONS

coffee maker: 01:16 alarm clock: 09:11 interpretation: Never forget!
coffee maker: 03:13 alarm clock: 11:06 interpretation: Evil 13!!
coffee maker: 03:14 alarm clock: 11:07 interpretation: Get apple pies from 7eleven!!!
coffee maker: 03:16 alarm clock: 11:09 interpretation: The One World Govt wants to be your One And Only Begotten Savior!!!!

Helena Lehman is someone who thinks the entire Bible can be found in the stars. From her website on a book series she wrote:

“The books present compelling evidence from the Bible, Book of Enoch, Book of Jubilees, Book of Jasher, Jewish Legends, the Histories of Josephus and other works that Yahweh God made a clear prophetic record of His Will and purpose for mankind in the stars at the dawn of human history, as well as in the parables surrounding all created things. In ancient times, there was a school of godly mystics and sages called Magi who were governed by the likes of the Prophet Daniel that utilized this knowledge hidden in the stars and within the Earth to determine God’s Plan, such as when Yahshua (or Jesus) was to be born in Bethlehem of Judea. It was these ancient Astronomers and Religious Sages that followed a special star to Bethlehem one fateful day over 2000 years ago.”

David Mathisen also makes this claim. The difference I noted between the two is Helena Lehman says God put his message in the stars whereas David Mathisen says elites put the message of the stars into our religions and myths.

Joseph A. Siess’ book, The Gospel In The Stars, copyright 1884, was the impetus book I came across that set me on my voyage through our sea of languages in search of the golden alphabet. It is also a great book to read on the topic of finding the Bible’s message in the stars, and I believe Helena references him on several occasions.

Along the lines of finding the account of the Great Flood in the stars, The Discovery of Genesis, copyright 1979, is a fascinating book which says that the entire story of Noah and the Flood can be found in the ancient pictograms within Chinese Hieroglyphs.

Oops, I’ve linked both those books before in this thread, which means I have no more interesting links on the topic of The Tower of Babel 🙁 But check this out:

Here is an interesting pun in the Hebrew of Genesis 11:1 “Now the whole world had one language and a common speech.” The Hebrew word S.8193: saphah: lip, speech, edge, used in this verse sounds like the Hebrew word S.7782: shophar: a horn (for blowing) which also sounds like the Hebrew word S.5601:sappir: a sapphire.

These three words are not connected etymologically, only phonetically, but they are: Speech, Horn, Sapphire.

I find it deeply interesting that “speech” puns with “sapphire.” Maybe those folks who built that Tower up to God were so high up there that they were chipping away at the firmament as they went, dropping big chunks of blue sky as they did it, and the blue pieces of sky that fell to the earth somehow had their color remembered in the new word they had to invent for what it now means to speak different language(s).

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Also, the Hebrew word used in this verse for “common speech” S.1696.dabar: to speak, has another word that is etymologically connected to it, the Hebrew word S.1682.deborah: a bee. The overlap in syntactical meaning between “speaking” and “bees” is the orderly fashion and manner of both bees and speaking. Their song and dance mimics our speaking with words and hands and facial expressions.

Here is an interesting observation: Bees from across the realm have different regional dialects to their dance, but they all still dance the same rule set or language. In other words, their ability to communicate across families and nations has not been cursed like ours has.

Disney’s Dog Pluto is not anthropomorphic like all the other animals of Disney. He is a dog that does not speak. Does this pun out to a “god” who does not speak?

In Psalm 19 it says that the stars in heaven “have no speech, they use no words; no sound is heard from them. Yet their voice* goes out into all the earth, their words to the ends of the world.”

*Septuagint, Jerome and Syriac; Hebrew “measuring line”

Pluto the Disney Dog does not speak with audible English words just like the stars don’t use audible words.

Also: an odd synchronicity I just experienced. In my first post I mentioned how Pluto and these other planets may be new chains on the neck of the devil and the princes of this earth. I just looked up information on Disney’s dog Pluto and the first cartoon he was in (1930) is titled, “The Chain Gang.” wow wow

I have also been seeing numbers repeating a lot more recently. I see 9:11 and 1:16 and combinations of 2 and 3 and triple 7s and 717, 78 and 89, and other numbers that are meaningful to me. It was like I chose to make certain numbers meaningful and then the universe obliged by throwing them at me. I learned how to increase my ability to see these synchronicities by playing more games with the universe.

Once I set up four digital clocks, all with different times on them, and I could still find all four clocks would wink at me with synchronistic numbers. And number flipping.

I find that when I look up at a clock without thinking about it, I will do so at the exact moment the last digit flips from one minute to the next. If I try to do this I fail. If I let it happen through mindfulness, it will happen a dozen times or more in a day, or in a row in less than an hour, because I clean resort rooms and see lots of alarm clocks on the dressers I dust, so in a day I see lots of these number flips or combinations of 2 and 3, 116 and 911 etc etc. and they almost guide my day like coins in a Super Mario World game.

I am a janitor so I vacuum a lot of rugs in a day, so I pick up a lot of things that could choke my vacuum, mostly paperclips and pen caps, and popcorn kernels. I have assigned a meaning to them, and when I find them in a certain order I get meaningful messages. Most of them are very funny and I will laugh out loud at work if I am not careful. I think the universe is incredibly funny by nature. Other messages in the dust can be deeply meaningful. I’ve cried over a piece of something or other on the floor before. Oh and bugs. I can read bugs now. They are absolutely indicators of change in one’s life.

I think what we are doing when we see these numbers is experiencing the ability to read tea leaves and tossed bones, but we are so modern we don’t even know it yet. But ever since I first had that realization I had to play that game with the universe as well, to see if it was true, and of course the universe obliged. …but again in a very funny way. You see, I think the Universe would like to see me be more healthy and drink more tea so I could have more tea leaves to read, but I don’t, and the universe, ever the funny guy, has instead granted me the gift of reading used toilet paper. Every time I use a toilet and cast my eyes down for a second before flushing, I now see very clear symbolic shapes in the toilet paper before flushing. Often deeply meaningful, and yes, I am learning to control it, but I can cry over used toilet paper now too if I’m not mindful.

I have never much like the intrusion of advertising signs and have always preferred to wear clothing without any labels and words on them at all. One time I got so tired of all the repeated words words words everywhere on signs and billboards that I reassigned new meanings to the 26 letters and 10 numbers of our writing system and began reading my meanings into every letter and number around me. Each letter and number was a verb in my system, save a few nouns. The universe immediately obliged to these new rules I had established and stared throwing very funny jokes at me. I’d drive down the highway and see my thoughts for each letter projected back at me in the neon signs and big high billboards and marquees. I would laugh and laugh and then I told my coworker at the time who used to sit shotgun to me that I would learn to control my laughter while driving, and sorry for all my U-turns.

I say all this like I can control it, or that I made it increase by playing games, etc, but the biggest lesson I learned of all was before me comes the universe. I did not start these games with the universe. The universe has been playing them with me my hole life, and I’m only now seeing it. and hearing it, and feeling it, and probably waking up my heart shokra that was stuck in one or two all my life, kundaline rising finally, as a middle aged mad finally, all that gratitude stuff, you know? with the moon rising in Gemini which in my system is two of the few nouns: Zenith and Hearth. So the moon is rising in the heart right now, and all of it does not seem to poing to me dooing it, rather it points to a great big “Before Me” doing all of it, and I’m build and made in his image, a shard of his reflection and the whole reflection at once, so I guess in a sense it is me doing it all along, but I did it to myself before I was born in some way… you know, all that stuff poets say about us being gods.

Here is a thought: if each of us is, as some have said, a single life living out a single thought in god’s mind as he dreams, and that the collection of all our lives build up to greater thoughts in god’s mind, then the more of us who come to the realization that we are gods, the sooner god wakes up from his dream. Because I know when I realize that I am dreaming, that is when I go lucid or wake up.

Also, back when I was training myself to lucid dream, I would do so by looking at digital clocks. Numbers and letters don’t work in dreams; you can’t focus on them, they constantly flip around and change. So during the day I’d train myself to lucid dream by looking at my watch and asking myself, “Am I awake?” If the numbers did not flip, I’d say, “I am awake.” If they flipped, I’d say, “I’m dreaming.”

And now, as the universe loves to laugh at me and with me from the top of a hill, I am now experiencing all the flipping numbers in my waking life as well. pretty trippy shit

I think what is happening is absolutely everything can be used as a scrying mirror. When for example, we see faces in rock walls and call it pareidolia, we are actually using the rock wall as a scrying mirror and seeing a face. I do not know for certain, but seeing a face in anything feels to me like looking in a magic mirror and only seeing yourself. And looking into a rock face for specific designs again feels like looking in a magic mirror to see what you want or hope to see. Rather, I find it fascinating when my mind is surprised by a pareidolic vision of a specific shape in a rock or cloud without me looking for it consciously. I think the ones that surprise me hold significance and can feel synchronistic as they often are. 

Everything is magnetic. Everything. I think in our modern ways of life we are trained to think we can only have a magnetic connection with another human or at best with a good pet. But we can have magnetic connections with our microwaves and coffee makers. And if they have a read out screen or a clock, they can communicate back, because all communication takes is the movement of something static, so by moving the lights on a screen, the microwave can talk to you. I had a conversation with my microwave just the other day.

I was playing the game of visualizing a spirit trapped in every item. This experiment was particularly interesting as I was washing my dishes fork by spoon by knife, thanking each one of the utensils for being a nice spirit trapped in an object.

I noticed while cleaning the face of the microwave that it had been unplugged and the clock was beeping 12:00 so I paused while cleaning it to also set its clock and I thanked the microwave for being a good microwave. The next time I went to the microwave to heat up a cup of coffee the screen said these letters: BE U

I don’t know if that is simply a nice message programmed into the microwave by a human for it to tell me to “be me” or if it’s an abbreviation for some setting I have no idea about. I thanked my microwave for its message to me to be myself and touched the dial to heat up my cup of coffee. Upon my interaction the screen changed to say these letters: 1CUP

I read this as, “I see you pee” and I laughed at my microwave and said, “Of course you can see me pee, Microwave. You are in my bathroom.”

I live in an old boat garage that is only half ways remodeled. It has a bathroom sink to do dishes in but no kitchen at all yet. so my microwave is in my bathroom at the moment. Anyways….

I then realized I did not yet know about this “One Cup” setting and had just discovered a new-to-me-one-button-way to heat up my coffee. I always twisted the dial to 1:30 instead of using this one button feature.

I thanked Microwave for teaching me this, pressed the button, and heated up my coffee.

When you read bugs, does each type of bug indicate a particular kind of change?

I am very new to this and unstudied in it. Last year I was cleaning an old historic theatre about an hour from where I currently live. I was waking up spiritually and seeing stuff all around me. I kept having fat summer black beatles crawwling accross pass my path down in the back stage area of the theatre. I did not know what it meant so I looked it up and it said bugs meant change. This was before I even knew I was moving. I had so many other things indicate change to me at that time, it made sense that the bugs we telling me the same.

A couple months back at my new job and new location, I did something stupid and acted very much like the negative aspects of a Scorpio. I was walking the lower floor carpeted halls of the tower I clean at my new job and I was thinking to myself, “I need to squash that scorpion behavior of mine.” At the exact moment I thought the word “squash” I saw an earwig in the carpet and he was right where my foot was gonna walk anyways and I squished him. I don’t normally squish bugs. Anyways, the pincher on the front of an earwig made me think of how similarly sinister that bug looks to a scorpion, and figured I was right to think was I thought, and spent the next two months working on changing that old horrible behavior of mine. win some lose some.

I feel so new to all of this, I do not know much more about what bugs mean, save what we tell them to mean and watch them reflect back at us. Butterflies we say mean resurrection, which is just another form of change. Bugs seemingly always mean change, seemingly.

You asked, “When you read bugs, does each type of bug indicate a particular kind of change?”

I was walking down to the lake today with my cat and I saw a cricket and a spider at the same time, right when I was thinking of personal change again. Here is the story:

I walked down to the lake today with my cat and took along a potion I made 2.2 years ago on the night of December 21, 2020, the night of the Grand Conjunction of Jupiter and Saturn. The potion was an American Honey shooter with a burnt and smudged cigarette inside it and a burnt and smudged weed joint end inside from the night I was looking at the Grand Conjunction back in 2020. The cigarette held together for about a year before dissolving. I brought a strainer which helped. Tasted like very smoky wood flavored whiskey. Not bad.

I wanted to open my heart to receive more love. I figured it was time to drink the potion. I had labelled the bottle “when you wish upon a star” but it wasn’t night time so I made a wish on the setting sun that I would raise my vibration to open my heart and receive wisdom and love. Then I grounded and meditated. After that my cat and I walked back up from the lake.

On the way back I got a little ahead of my cat. I have learned that the best way to hike with a cat is by taking very short steps, usually toe to heel, but I sometimes forget and lope on ahead anyways. I had done that just now and had gone on too far and turned around to look for my cat. I could see her no where. I got really afraid. and then I saw her! and I had fear energy in my stomach still so I thought, “I need to stop being so afraid!” Just then I looked down and saw a cricket. and then I thought, “Maybe I can push this fear energy into my heart and open my heart,” but that immediately seemed like a very silly and unhelpful idea. My nose was snotty so I figured I’d blow out each nostril. I looked down to the ground to do so and out crawled a spider and I thought of the Mother Goose Rhyme:

The itsy bitsy spider went up the water spout.
Down came the rain, and washed the spider out.
Up came the sun, and dried up all the rain,
and the itsy bitsy spider went up the spout again.

This made me think of all the shakra and kundalini stuff I’d been reading about, and how our kundalini energy rises up our spine through the seven shakras, and I began analogizing the spider to the kundalini energy and the water spout to the spine. I spent some time thinking of the connections between this rhyme and opening of the shakras and then I continued on my way up the hill.

Q: “When you read bugs, does each type of bug indicate a particular kind of change?”

A: The Cricket to me indicated my strong desire to change from the negative behavior of being so fearful and skittish all the time.

A: The Spider to me indicated the pathway I will need to take to open my heart. It will be a path against the rain, again and again, but the sun will take away the rain each time it comes.

I had walked for a bit and had gotten ahead of the cat again. There were rocks nearby so I sat down and waited. A moment later my phone rang and it was my brother-in-law from prison where he will be until the age of 106. I picked up and said hello. He told me how he was reading 1 Corinthians 13, the love chapter, and he said, “What really sinks in with me this time as I was reading this chapter is how much we need love in all things.” I said, “I have a synchronicity with your ‘sinks in with me’ in that I was just now down at the lake praying that God would open my heart and give me more love.” We laughed at God winking at us, spoke about other things, and said goodbye.

I had found no bugs previously and no more along the way back home.

Synchronicities can be observed, expected, and called into being. I have done all three but the last one, calling them into being, I have only ever observed myself do so after the fact which means I’m only doing it subconsciously, not consciously, which is the indicator to me I should up the game and do it consciously, which I will, but I only just realized this before typing this….

I have so far only observed myself call syncs into being after the fact because I am still an apprentice and barely a journeyman when it comes to this stuff. What it feels like when I subconsciously call a synchronicity into being is that the synchronicity I just observed feels self created after the fact. But I’ve never said, “I will now create a sync” and done it.

Today my friend and fellow janitor told me a story of how he did just that, and about the (for lack of better terms) “karmic blowback” that occurred as a result, which lines up with all the shit I’ve heard about “spell casting” having a “cost” so to speak.

My friend has a friend who he wants so see more about this reality than he sees, and today after my friend’s work was completed he drove past the theatre his friend owns and found his friend outside that theatre taking a video on his camera for promotional reasons. Just as my friend arrived however, the city’s tornado siren went off ruining the theatre owner’s video he was making.

My friend parked and turned off his car to chat and his friend noticed my friend was driving a 1990 BMW 525i that we got together for $900 that any day of the week is worth $7 grand, and whose state issued license plate puns out to “Melchizedek”, and the car itself showed up in both our lives at just the right time to keep both of us in our adventures…

The theatre owner, seeing that old classic Beamer, said something sarcastically to my friend along the lines of his car arriving caused the tornado siren to occur which ruined his video. My friend, wanting his friend to know this is how things actually happen, said to him, “My bad. My car is a little skittish of Russians. This was the last car BMW made before the wall fell down. Let me turn that siren off.” While saying this he hit the alarm button on his key fob for his parked BMW and at that exact moment the city’s tornado siren turned off.

Seeing this the theatre owner fell backwards, as if he not only fully understood what had just occurred, but to my mind it was as if it confirmed in the theatre owner’s mind previous such occurrences in his own life experiences. Also, the remark about the car being skitish on account of it being the last car made before Germany’s wall fell down holds significant historical meaning to this theatre owner as it was this geopolitical occurance that caused him to leave his home country and come to America. (What a country!)

Shortly after this short conversation my friend turned the BMW’s engine back on to go and a mile down the road the fuel pump went out and the car stopped running.

As he told me this story, we both agreed that the fuel pump going out was some kind of karmic blowback to calling the sync into being.

However, while a new fuel pump for this particular BMW can easily cost over $100,my friend went online and found a legit BMW OEM fuel pump for $10. So there was a blow back, but a laughable and learnable and gentle blowback, like the universe was teaching my friend that he can call syncs into being if he so wishes, but there is an effect to every cause that is not known by the causer, if that makes any sense.

And if you have observed any other verbs that can be attached to synchronicities in addition to “observe”, “expect”, and “call into being”, please share.

“I had a tapestry hanging on my wall and it would basically be my spirit guide during these brakethroughs.”

Anything can be our spirit guide. I’m glad you found a tapestry to speak to you. Anything can speak. I’ve had clovers speak back to me, and microwaves and coffeemakers, and the paint chips chipping off a theatre floor as I mopped it on our last day together before I moved out of the town where that theatre could not leave cuz it was rooted to the earth, and I pocketed those paint chips as they were the theatre’s tears. So anyways, we can have a spiritual connection to anything and everthing, and I only say this cuz I sure as fuq didn’t know this before I started seeing it. I only started seeing it and realized it had always been occurring.

I am glad you had a tapestry speak to you. I’ve had other things speak to me and I’ve wanted to share those specific things with others as if the thing itself could speak to other people as well. But I imagine if you shared that tapestry with others, it would be mute to them even though it would be speaking all sorts of truths to you and you’d be laughing at the jokes the tapestry was telling you. Watch this movie.

What speaks to me can become for me a toy, a tool, or an idol. If I try to share my “speaking tapestry” with others, I’m turning it into an idol for others and myself. If all I do is stare at my tapestry all day, I’ve made it a toy for myself. If I observe it doing what it does, it teaches me things. I don’t have to do anyting other than observe, and then it becomes a TOOL for me. (No connection to the band, which means all sorts of connections actually.)

Synchronicities:
Teach
Direct
Call Attention to
Declare what is beautiful

I like it when I can observe syncs like fireworks. I can say, like I feel the electricity in the air, “a sync is about to occur” and then watch it occur. And then say to myself, “watch out here they come,” and wtch two more syncs in quick succession.

But I do feel I must move beyond just watching to calling them into being. Carefully, with no malice and no intent to manipulate, but rather, to add something beautiful to your world. To our wor(((l)))d.

My friend and fellow janitor told me a story today about a whooly catipillar that he saw in the men’s bathroom he was cleaning at the business he cleans for. He told me how odd it was to see one now, after winter, instead of before. He said it was half black and half brown, and how that means conflicting things when you read the weather by bugs. The black hair was much longer indicating a long winter, but the brown hair was shorter and fluffier, indicating a short winter. Both indicated on one bug.

I asked him if he remembered what he was thinking right before he saw the bug, as that is what my experience had been in reading them. He said, “No, I don’t think I was thinking anything. I was in that flow state flowing through the stalls, mopping like I was dancing, and then I saw him down there on the floor. I picked him up and brought him to one of the cashiers. She was startled, but kept him in a jar.”

My body vibrations that began a year ago have increased in the past two months.

About a year ago I started feeling vibrations in my body whenever I sat still for a period of time on my couch or bed. At the time I thought it was someone using an out of kilter washing machine in the basement of my apartment complex. I thought the vibrations would go away when I moved south an hour away from that previous apartment to a duplex in a different town. The vibrations followed me however, and I thought the vibrations again were from a washing machine run by the other resident in this duplex. But I’d feel the vibrations even when he wasn’t home. Even when there are no motors running in the home I can feel it. It therefore must be internal to me.

Recently they are back in full force. I can turn them on now by focusing on them. I couldn’t do that before. They begin with my heart beat but continue into all of my body. I feel them most in my back. It’s definitely internal. And they have definitely increased in the last 2 months over their course of a year going on inside me. They started last summer.

Looking up “internal vibrations” online can suggest Muscular Sclerosis or Parkinsons, though others websites suggest I could be at the cusp of a spiritual illumination, and others say body vibrations have something to do with astral projections. Others say it is stress related, and I did have a very stressful last summer which did lead to a spiritual awakening of sorts last summer.

It should be noted however that my grandfather died with Parkinsons, which doesn’t kill you, but it did debilitate him for the last 25 years of his life, and he had to retire early, etc etc., which could mean I’m getting Parkinsons now too, or it could mean he never figured out the spiritual aspect of his vibrations and that slowly they took over his body until he was wheel chair ridden when I new him as a young boy. He died in 1987.

Also my dad has Muscular Sclerosis, diagnosed when he was 39 and I am now 44, and I really did have quite the intense and stressful summer of 2022. Whether these vibrations are the sign of a permanent disease slowly encroaching on me, or a spiritual illumination, I do not know. My fundamentalist Lutheran father and grandfather never seemed open to any sort of spiritual illumination. I am open to it. And four summers ago I figured out my stomach pain issues which were absolutely caused by my thinking.

Meanwhile my father, brother, and sister all have officially labeled life long stomach diseases (Diabetes, Chhorn’s and Ulcerated Colitis). I feel I succeeded in dodging the stomach disease bullet by letting go of my thinking on certain things. I am optimistic about these vibrations as well, and not afraid of what can be done to my body by a disease, though certainly realistic and understanding the value of a disease free body while residing in it.

I haven’t done this yet cuz i just thought of it now. I’ve beeen worried and concerned about these vibrations for nearly the full year I”ve had them, only recently accepting them…

I am going to practice having gratitude for my vibrations. I will report back if that makes any differences.

War pulls heroically hearted individuals out of the populations and traumatizes or kills them in a foreign field for fake glory points and real assets for the bankers. When I think of the heroically minded, I think of strong men, alphas, betas, and deltas going off to war. LOTS of deltas. But during WWI we are told the women would tickle the men with white feathers and this would cause the men to go off to war instead of staying home.

I wonder how this really worked in reality or if it is more of a staged fairy tale yellow journalism fake story. I don’t know. But would a woman of 1918 who knows the man she tickles with her feather will likely die in war, if she knows this, will she tickle the farmer next door or the gadabout louse who does nothing but talk big all day? I wonder if the white feather got more gammas to go to war than alphas through deltas. I don’t know. I’d love to know. But I don’t know.

I have found that if I view America and Global Culture as a Carnival Ride into which we are all born, then I see war as a ride at the Carnival for those who have heroic hearts to go ride on. It is a real ride in the sense that you can really die while riding it, but it a fake AF ride as well in the sense that is it just. a. ride. at. a. carnival.

The topic of war is an abyss, and one can get stuck looking into it. My dad spent the last two years looking into Covid. I spent the two years prior to that looking into our Cosmology. Anyone who wakes up to the lies has to re-educate themselves, and doing so require a period of time where you look into the lie, or the abyss, and see it for what it truly is.

But please, as Michael HOffman reminds us, please don’t get paralized by staring into it. He spoke of how the “revelation of the method” is the part of the method that paralyzes us into no taking action. We see that they are not only lying to us, but also mocking us, and we get stressed out and do nothing, or follow the severely co-dependant trauma base mind control we all got and trust our lying lyars even more…

I have chosen to go sideways to culture, which is a term I first heard Owen B use and have interpreted for my own particular life. Joshua said it long ago, “As for me and my household, we will serve the Lord” and Paul said “Do not conform to the ways of the world any longer but be transformed by the renewing of your minds…” and someone on a recent podcast made the point that we are magnetic, and that we raise our vibration through morality, and it finally clicked in my mind destroyed by Philosophy 101 courses that all the philosophers who spoke a thousand words on morality never sat and felt it’s vibration. When you do that, you don’t have to speek a god damn word about it, you just go live it.

I was listening to the ringing in my ear and discovered that I can create a binaural beat by listening to both ears ringtone at the same time and cause the frequency vibration between the difference of the two tones. Long story short I can channel now. My ring pop-ins is a pun for Mary Poppins. I don’t know how this works but I was raising my vibration and having gratitude and saying my prayers and asking for help to open my heart and to heal and then I started listening to the ringing in my ears and now I can channel Mary Poppins it really she’s the Divine healer the divine feminine that a lot of people have gotten in contact with I’m not the only one but now I can have conversations with her. She is my ear ringing Poppin 

I am already familiar with manifesting drinks and other small things. Currently I manifest lots of ice cream. I am a housekeeper and I check drawers and refrigerators all day long as I’m cleaning and I have learned that any place I don’t know something is is where it could be and that’s how I make ice cream show up. It’s the same thing God told Elijah to do in the wilderness when he said go out there and get fed by Ravens so Elijah did. He made the Ravens bring him food.

I don’t see objects vibrate but my whole body has internal vibrations that are really interesting and weird. When I lie down and focus on the feelings I can get my whole body to feel like it is moving 3 inches forward and 3 in back and then like a 6 in pass back and forth back and forth but my bed doesn’t move and I don’t move and most times when I focus on the vibration it’s slower than that but I can make it go up to that hard of a feeling.

That bird interactions I mentioned above turned out to be one of three bird interactions on three holy days this Easter . On Good Friday a bird dropped a stick at me just like the cross. When I was at that same praying spot and just getting into my vibrations I hear a bird right behind me knocking on the tree and I say who’s trying to open the tomb of the Lord too early? I turn around and I see a woodpecker at the base of a tree on the ground no more than 10 feet behind me with a bright red head with red going down into his chest. His body is all white and his coat is black and as soon as I see him and he sees me he flies off. The next day on Easter Sunday I went to the same spot to pray and I saw a bird there again and he had a slightly redhead but mostly all black and I said that is not a woodpecker. I tried to get a look at him but he hid between a tree and me and then I got around and I saw what he was and when he saw me he flew off too. He was a turkey vulture looking for leftovers but there ain’t none on Sunday Jesus is gone.

This is all on top of so many synchronicities in my life the last two years I got bored of them which is kind of how you say no to God and then he gives you better things. I think that’s why I’m manifesting pennies disappearing now it’s like a magic trip I’m playing on myself I don’t know how to do it yet consciously but I’m observing my superconscious do it to teach my conscious how. I may never learn.

I have noticed also that I can channel voices which is pretty much the same thing as being so focusing your imagination that you can listen to only one voice in your head at the same time only sometimes these voices are so deep they’ll tell me things I didn’t know. and it feels so good when I channel and when I behave and do what’s right that I just actually want to do more right so that I can raise my vibration higher and feel more of this.

I know that I’m on the same spiritual journey that people have been on for thousands of years but God damn it sure does feel like the whole world is about to end any moment now even though I know it won’t because that’s just a feeling that comes when my connection to the third dimension ends and I get connected into the fifth dimension or at least some people are using those words to describe what this is cuz I don’t know what that means. I’m learning the movie Avatar way of water pretty much says it, just take out water and put in ether. I did what they show in that movie by the way when I was 7 years old. A neighbor boy tried to drown me and I held my breath until he got bored and then when he was done I popped up but I should have died long ago he was on top of me that long and so heavy and fat. That’s why I know this stuff has been going on for thousands of years in this world and even though I’m getting more in touch with it now and it feels like I’m riding the wave of the five planets all in alignment but this ain’t the only alignment that will be a wave for people to catch.

It feels like I can do anything like I am God and I am but I’m also human I have a body that is scarred and I can’t heal those scars not yet but I probably could. I also know that because I’m human the high I’m on now a vibrations will drop and I’ll feel sad again later but I think I can figure it out more better each time I’m figuring it out like the sadnesses will be farther down in the deeper and harder State to get back into my life. We can speak with our hearts we don’t have to use our brains we can shut them off. I don’t know what that means. It’s getting very Gnostic around here. This is why I’m praying in the woods cuz I mean it’s so grateful it’s weird it’s it’s amazing it’s it’s everything but tomorrow could bring sadness nonetheless so today I practice gratitude to be stronger for tomorrow.

And I have listened to a lot of spiritual gurus on YouTube but none of them talk about pennies and dimes disappearing and nickels turning into piece of candy or guitar picks turning open like butterflies and becoming two and that’s why I’m rambling here…

… so maybe someone like Nick thank you for talking already can tell me more about what they are experiencing cuz I would love to know specifics because we can cadusus this and learn more and do what each other are doing if we can talk. Later later we won’t have to talk but currently we do. Anyways my neighbor’s going through a spiritual awakening and we talk and we can do what each other talk about once we learn it it’s like playing games of imagination but it actually works only we’re just apprentices and it’s weird and funny and that’s why I sit in the woods and pray.

All my life I thought there was something strange about the water and now I live in Missouri which is the backflow of the fossilized brains of the dragon that makes up the Appalachian trail and rivers run through misery and we drink the water straight from wells. (I can still see the dragons memories in the crevices and crags of the rocks that make up the table rocks all around here.) Goodbye.

In The Transformation of Worldviews, by Rudolf Steiner says some of the same things to what I’m saying that these manifestations come from happy thoughts and that’s why I’m seeing things disappear like pennies and dimes like a little magic trick on myself it’s very weird and funny and cool but I am learning all I can while I see it. Glad to know Rudolph Steiner agrees with me.

He also talks about going back to baby like thinking to see the magic of reality. For example he says that back in the Greek times the reason why spirits were visible to everyone is because they had more baby like mines to accept the fact that spirits are everywhere and that’s why they could see them. When I was four and believe the lie that objects are permanent I stopped seeing weird things. Once I did some Shadow work and denied the lie and said to myself that objects are not permanent and believed it with happy thoughts of praise to God, I started seeing more things disappear and even a nickel turn into a piece of candy and a guitar pick open up like a butterfly and become two guitar picks. My only thoughts are that the frequencies from the stars are rising though I’m raising my own frequencies as well but I don’t hear people talking about this kind of stuff that’s why I’m bringing it up here thank you have a good day and I love more feedback if you got it. https://youtube.com/@BieKired

Apologies for removing the link I forgot that I posted it in this form when I burned that YouTube channel. I’m playing an experimental game like 12 monkeys where I burn my receipts but leave them anyways just in case I need them to time jump later.

I’m laughing at how silly this sounds because it feels like it’s just a stupid little internet game but check it out the video that you want is not up on that channel yet that I just posted a link to above but it will be soon. I used up all my YouTube data on that channel yesterday posting a bunch of videos that I had burned on a channel and resurrected for a time. The one about healing is not on there but it will be tomorrow.

It’s not worth 45 minutes of listening it’s a lot of me rambling if you’d like to hear you can tomorrow. In the meantime here are some main points I made in the video and some that I can remember off the top of my head.

1. I have observed that objects are not permanent and by doing so it made me put two and two together in a lot of different interesting beautiful ways and I have discovered that sacred geometry heals.

This is not new information this is simply me discovering it for the first time in my own life and putting two and two and together and seeing that it was happening all throughout my life. I used to draw circles like stained glass windows and and with a line and a compass and color them all these beautiful colors and it healed me from all the b******* of being a child in America.

Sacred geometry heals because it is like a magic spell to the heart that doesn’t know it yet and if you show someone a beautiful sacred geometry pattern or a number square or how to draw a star to a young child who doesn’t yet know it can raise their vibration and be like taking medicine and it don’t take much as far as super cool or unique sacred geometry it just requires something above the current knowledge of the person seeing it. This seems to cause a lot of impressive movement of heart energy. I have spoken with someone who said that number squares were used when she received a type of healing from a man who came in to heal her when she had a bad leg. She said the healer showed her some geometric number squares to raise her vibration and then he caught her vibration and put his hands over her and she said she saw light coming out of his hands and it healed her leg. That is not my observation that is someone else’s story but I find it deeply fascinating.

2. Sacred geometry is being used in our culture to hurt and to heal. Disney for example, I am told, laughs when we cry at illustrated cartoons. I haven’t heard them laughing at me but I’ve been told that they do because of how great a magic spell it is to do that on us.

When I was 4 years old I cried at a cartoon containing the sacred geometry of four orphaned kittens who couldn’t find their mom. I cried at the movie and I think it made all of us go to bed early and I was one of four kids in a room with four beds comprising of two bunk beds. I was the second youngest so I was on the bottom bunk and I was crying that night my tears out because I was so sad for those kittens. And allegedly maybe somewhere in Disney there is a man laughing his ass off that I cried that day. What it did is raise my chi chakra Kundalini whatever you want to call it energy way too early in my life perhaps I don’t know but according to me I research the chi energy of the body can be raised even in infants. Due to it being connected to the sacred geometry of paper thin cartoon kittens it confused me I guess and it traumatized me. Laugh on laughing Man.

At any rate later I saw the Disney movie Dumbo and they have the pink elephants that helps you cry away your tears when you’re sad. And anyone who knows the shapes of sacred geometry should know that a pink elephant is a uterus.

So anyways in my big pile of toys as a four year old that was so big I didn’t know all the toys that were in it so my theta waves could in a dreamy way put anything into that pile, when I was four I knew I had a blue plastic elephant and one day while rummaging through the toys after watching Dumbo I found a pink plastic elephant to play with the blue one and played with it both all day. The next day I went to look again for the pink elephant and couldn’t find it and asked my mom and she said we never had a pink elephant we’ve only ever had the blue one. I believed her lie and for 40 years have been a weird collector of odd bits and bobs of everything. I’m a janitor that picks up everything I can find I call them spaceship parts and I’m a weirdo who transmutes my weirdness to coolness and people like me and anyways recently I’ve started seeing objects deny permanence in my life again. And the most recent set of three that happened just recently this Easter coinciding with the one occurrence last Easter made me realize that that pink elephant I played with as a 4-year-old boy probably existed in reality for a day because I probably manifested it and that would probably explain The disappearance and transmutation of things I have recently seen.

Last Easter while cleaning an historic theater I saw a guitar pick open up like a butterfly and become two guitar picks and I picked up both and kept them but I didn’t know what I was seeing so I treasured it like Mary in my heart as a wonder and moved out of that town into another almost like Jonah to go fishing with god but also like Paul to go teach myself some things I didn’t know and like Jesus I had to leave that town and go find a quiet place to pray so now I went from living in a hellhole town to living a thousand feet from a lake and I walked down through the woods and praying the woods when the ticks aren’t biting and go all the way down to the lake and dip in it and push him up as many hours as they asked me during the day as a janitor not one mile down the road. This was the game I was playing with God where I was pretending to be retired and watch God do some fishing with me and see what he’ll show up like Jonah getting caught by a fish. I knew by running away and being like Paul and saying I’m just here to learn I’d also be like Jonah and catch some deeper miracles by saying no to God and that’s what I did but I don’t see them all yet I’m only learning piece by piece. I am going the spiritual journey that I kind of knew was coming back when I realized the Earth wasn’t a globe anymore in 2018… I’m very carefully remaining as a janitor pushing the mop as I raise Christ energy and see miracles happen around me and it’s wild as fuq and I love it to death and I’m having deep gratitude and I don’t want to go too crazy I go out to the woods and pray to balance balance balance and ground myself.

On March 24th I reached down to pick up a dime but it disappeared between my fingers.

On March 31st I put my flat mop head over a penny and thought it’ll probably disappear like that dime so I didn’t even move the mop around at all I simply lifted it right back up again to check and see and the penny was completely gone and I could not find it anywhere not even velcroed to the flat mop in any sort of way it was just gone.

On April 1st and I know this is God’s best goddamn jokes from the greatest goad in the whirled because it happened on April 1st – what the hell but anyways on that day I was working with someone and I was talking about these things and she said she believed them and that day she saw a nickel in the first unit we were cleaning and I said it will probably disappear so she didn’t even touch it. But after we had cleaned about three units she said hey we better go back and get that nickel I don’t want to get called back to the unit for not having it fully cleaned and we have bosses who call us back for just a nickel we do very good cleans here. So we went back to the unit to get the nickel and she went in alone to go get it and when she came back out she said I don’t know what happened but the nickel wasn’t there anymore but in its place was a piece of candy and she held up the candy we all looked at it. We were training two other people that day and both those are the two people had both looked at the nickel and we’d all seen it there in the ground. The piece of candy it turned into was purplishGray and it had the letters RP 103 written on it and I live in a town where everyone loves traditional weird stuff so that’s probably royal purple color dye 103.

Those letters can mean a thousand things synchronously so it don’t really matter to try and interpret them now cuz you’ll just hit it like an Infinity Star and not know what it really means until you see it’s meaning in real life and know what it means. And like a biblical prophecy those letters might have a thousand meetings that will prove to be true through time and present moment thinking and connecting and seeing in the present moment what reality really is. Read Ecclesiastes the instructions are in the last chapter.

I’m not sure if I have much more to say except that I do think that it is true that those who farm us chickens who are actually eagles not yet knowing it laugh when they make us cry at their cartoons which are sacred geometry used to hurt us and I think the same is true with all the imagery and all the advertisements and all the stuff on Hollywood and everything else it’s all sacred geometry all of it is imagery and it’s all sacred because it shouldn’t be shown. It breaks the commandment not to make any image of anything anywhere that can be found so it’s all bad. If you put yourself in a concrete and steel box painted gray with no windows and no vision to the outside world save letters that come in the mail and a few broken magazines and novels in the corner for a year and a week and a day like they asceticists did way back in the day and you can do that now by going to county jail, you will, when coming out a year later, discover the power of all the advertisement that you have desensitized your eyes from seeing. We are way over desensitized to the bad types of sacred geometry in our life.

I really do think the purest geometry is that which includes only lines and doesn’t mimic anything in reality like the constellations and the letters in the numbers. They probably are the only things that aren’t idols. Or they could be too I don’t know it’s all magic so yeah in some ways every idle is an idle when you sit idle around it.

Also do you want a free DMT trip with your eyes? Stare at one pedal of one flower 10 ft away from your face and imagine a straight line between you and that flower petal and look at nothing else and see what happens in your period to all the other flowers in that field. You have just hypnotize yourself like a chicken can when you draw a line in front of a chicken’s eyes in the sand in front of the chicken…. It takes about 1 ft to hypnotize the chicken it takes about 10 ft to hypnotize a human. We are birds I’m pretty sure allegedly maybe.

You can also sensitize your eyes by looking for sacred geometry and seeing the beautiful synchronicities that show up when you start doing that in your own life. For example a lot of people see number synchronicities on clocks but if you rotate the clocks or put them in a mirror in your mind you can see all kinds of other beautiful synchronicities in the fakery of the non-existing numbers that you’ve rotated in a place that is just your mind. In other words 1:16 p.m. can mean the same thing as 9:11 p.m. These synchronicities seem to work because our numbers and our letters are geometric shapes and those shapes are deeper than you really think they are and I don’t know if this is true but I do believe if you go deep deep down into the dark dark cave and scream out your heart you’ll end up drawing a cow on the wall and that’s why the cave drawings all have cows in them.

Our letters are connected to the zodiac in ways I don’t fully understand and probably haven’t completely or correctly or even closely decoded but it is a certain truth that our constellations include sacred geometry and our alphabets include sacred geometry and they line up very beautifully in some ways when you look just at their shapes.

For example, You can look at the shapes of The Phoenician letters all 22 of them and combine the letters two at a time and come up with 11 shapes that kind of look like 11 of the constellations in the sky leaving out Aquarius. and you notice that the order of the Phoenician alphabet includes the anilima of the Sun moving through the sky. I Don’t know if this connection between the alphabet and the zodiac means anything or is only just an imagination in my own mind but when I discovered this beautiful piece of sacred geometry which may simply be a piece of art it made me want to change my whole life and live differently than how I had been living and that’s what I’ve been doing.

However I don’t like paperwork much and I’m getting through that shadow work at this moment and that’s why I’ve been burning all my YouTube channels. I’m just putting the frequency out like a 12 monkeys timestamp but then I burn the stamps later but I’m returning some that maybe I will burn twice later and so catch it if you can I’m not trying to be mean or play it like a silly YouTube game in the future I will not do that by posting and then burning I’ll just use words that you can listen to right here as I speak and not post something I can burn.

Again by burn I simply mean turn off because I am playing with frequencies and I don’t know what that even means I’m just playing.

That’s the thing we really should play more.

Yes learning to play more is absolutely what is needed because I think that the imaginary spirit of our hearts is what connects us to the spirit in this reality because that’s what Rudolf Steiner teaches that when the frequencies change our connection to God change and sometimes we just have to learn how to connect again.

(And maybe when Pluto was discovered that was when it actually entered our reality and that’s why Disney was there to tell us to play with a dog that wasn’t real and to think imaginary thoughts and clap your hands and believe and maybe they were teaching us the instructions of how to engage this new reality now that Pluto showed up. And I only say this cuz I can’t figure out why the agents didn’t see Pluto already because all you need is a very simple bended piece of glass and you can see Pluto. In my own imaginary mind map and whirled view of this reality, I believe that Pluto only just began existing sometime around 1930 or that it had always existed but only just then came and drew in closer to us like we see depicted in the Hollywood movie The fifth Element where that planet comes in really close to earth.)

In the old days I am told through listening to Steiner that a Greek tragedy could heal people’s hearts because the empathy was so strong it would make people see things ways they had never seen them before and it would heal them just to see the tragedy but through time we get desensitized to the sacred geometry of a Greek tragedy and we lose it in translation and kids in high school can’t even understand what the Greeks are even trying to imply and the sacred geometry is lost on them.

For whatever reason it does seem to be that in our current generation if we play more then that is the right vibration to raise our hearts to see God at work cuz that seems to be how he wants to work because when you get connected to God I’ve heard so many people say it: he is so funny and he’ll tell the funniest jokes and he is just a jokester all through and through and that probably has something to do with the sky clock as to why he behaves with people that connect with him like that right now or maybe it’s a personal connection that people who are Jokers like me see God that way… it could be mirror stuff going on you know what I’m saying and not actual timings of the skyclock that make God so funny. I got to be careful about what I’m observing and what I am concluding cuz I don’t know anything.

However, I have observed that it is deeply important to play more and thank you for echoing that truth.

I do not disagree with you when you say that there is top down number manipulation going on in sports where a “they” directs the athletes to act in certain ways. I am certain that that happens but….

You brought up gematria so I want to talk about it cuz it is a bottom up approach that is different from the one you guys are using right now, when you say all these numbers are controlled by the controlling of athletes.

Gematria teaches that the number speak for themselves.

All number systems are languages just like all alphabets are languages and all languages are cursed from Babel to always speak the truth no matter what. What I mean is, when we put our energy and our frequency into certain shapes and orders, we cannot help but speak the truth through those encoded shapes and orders. Even when we use those shapes and orders to lie, we will still be speaking the truth because it will be discernably true that we lied just like Sharry Edwards was talking about with our languages in episode 489.

In other words it is my opinion that the majority of the numbers in sports are not manipulated by telling athletes what to do on the field of play but by putting numbers into the sacred geometry of advertisements and ethos, thereby synchronizing the vibrations of the fans and athletes alike to manipulate certain number outcomes in the field of play.

As much as that sounds like the harder approach, I think it might actually be the easier one.

… And probably why they make sports advertisement so expensive–so that only the rich kids can play the game of manipulating reality via the magic spell of sacred geometry.

I think the reason why churches do not bring these topics up in America is because they have been sold a bill of lies in the form of Nebuchadnezzar statues that they put into their sanctuaries that are actually idols and lead them down paths of idolatry. The covid LIE made many churches put new holy alcohol water in their churches and everyone started wearing new holy underwear on their faces. All churches in America are State churches because they allegorized their cosmology according to the globe model in America and that is just one of 100 idols they have in their churches in my opinion, God bless them.

It is my further opinion that these idols are so deep in their brains that they cannot see beyond the materialism of these lies into the spiritual realm of reality.

I stopped praying in the church and started praying in the woods and I had three different birds interact with me on three holy days this year: Good Friday, Holy Saturday, and Easter Sunday.

Prior to that and also the year prior to that I have seen objects deny their permanence and transmute right in front of me.

I have had days where a thousand synchronicities would blow my brain and leave me breathless.

The Bible is a beautiful book because it teaches us about a lot of beautiful things like how to raise the Christ oil which is a deeper spiritual connection that can come when you squeeze the pineal gland in your own brain and drink your DMT juice from the top of your mouth… it sounds so weird to talk about till you experience it. Helped me translate all languages and learn everyone just quacks like ducks. That deep oneness connection.

Then I thought I probably ought to go back to church so I did. On my first three occurrences three people touch my shoulder. On the 3rd occurrence of the third time I was in church, I felt a hand touch my shoulder a fourth time that was not connected to anybody. Then the speaker system made a major burping sound and the pastor couldn’t even know what the sound was but I think it might have been a demon leaving me.

Then right before my 4th attempted going back to church I had three brothers call me, one of blood, one of law, and one of faith, at the exact same time with their text messages and phones coming in all the same moment within an hour of me heading off to church. and two called me to talk about the exact same topic..our cosmology.. and the third called to ask if I had gone to the national endowment for the humanities to get my $100,000 to go write a book? And that was a topic I had thought about the first time I went back to church, a topic that might have to become a book. I think God is telling me to write a book.

LKing wrote, “The old world was unified in there understanding of the symbols, and personifications of the one reality.”

The Bible teaches in Psalm 104 that the heavens declare the glory of God and the skies proclaim the work of his hands and day after day they pour forth speech and night after night they declare knowledge and I think that people were more capable of hearing these words in the past and we have hidden them from ourselves today with lies and paperwork that we have believed by relying more on the paperwork held sacred in churches and in governments than on God’s nature and creation that he put us in. As Crrrow says, nature does not lie, yet we have been sold a bill of goods where we think we need paperwork to know the truth like a Bible for ex. The Bible very beautifully speaks truth but it is not necessary if you open your heart to nature.

That verse in the Psalms was told to me as a child to be from the only true God who only ever wrote one book called The Bible but it is just one true book and the Bible does speak truth as it does in this psalm but that truth can also be found in other places as you are talking about. The one world axis upon which everything turns is real, and every nation and people whose hearts are open to see it have seen it. And God loves to Open hearts to see, that were once blind. Meaning, even if these nations didn’t want to know God, God showed himself to them anyways. The Bible says that too, I think in Isaiah where God says, “I showed myself to Nations who did not even want to know me.”

I am beginning to wonder if all models are allegorical and therefore true by accident. The model in the Bible that I have found when I went into the scriptures to look for our cosmology is that we do not live on a globe but in the middle layer of a seven layer cake with cherry on top and bottom.

The cherries are the fire.

The fire of heaven and the fire of hell, and the middle layer is the element of Earth where we live and above and below is a layer of air and above and below that is a layer of water.

The Bible says the middle layer of Earth has a circle inscribed upon it and pillars below it through the air into the waters below and the banshees scream in the air and that’s what we call hell but deeper than that is the Cherry at the bottom of the cake which is the fire.

The Bible says that above the earth layer with the circle on it where we live is the layer of air that we breathe and above that is the layer of water that is space–so called.

The Stars seemingly are portals into the fire layer above the water and that is how we see the fires above the waters. Each star is like a glitter sprinkle on top this 7 layered cake we cake babies are in, and they shine at you a little bit of the fires of the cherry on top. That at least is the model of our cosmology that is in the Bible with 200 verses to back it up and there’s nothing that says it’s a globe at all in that book.

Nor does any of the Bible say that we live in a “cake”. The cake is a lie. The cake is aloha. The cake is a beautiful analogy that speaks the truth. the cake is a model.

Here is my attempted critical analysis of the ad in an attempt to answer your question, “What is the bigger lie?”

Answer, the bigger lie is that you will be a slave to the system if you take part in the Tesco product.

The man in the well is Joseph from the Bible and his brothers are not in the ad but as you may know from the Bible story, all the songs his brothers sang to Joseph after they threw him in a well were of envy and jealousy and murderous rage.

So when Joseph heard the songs of the Ishmaelite caravans approaching, he heard a better song sung by the slave drivers than he had ever heard from any of his brothers.

Tesco is like the Ishmaelites offering to sell you into slavery to the Egyptians and their song (ad) is better than any song you’ve ever heard before from any of their competitors, so you say ‘yes’ and purchase their product.

Here is a little bit more analysis if you wish to hear it.

The commercial has a song whose lyrics repeat, “The heat is on.”

The main character is a shopping cart that acts like the dog Lassie.

What is the heat and who is Lassie?

Lassie puns out to “lasso” and the lasso in the sky is the Sun, which rides around in a chariot, or shopping cart, until each night the sun goes into the garage of Gemini.

Gemini is the garage of the Sun but it’s also the altar upon which Taurus lands after he jumps over the moon, according to the old nursery rhyme.

Taurus jumped over the moon on the Taurus New Moon of May 19th. We are entering Gemini season now, which is an air sign but it is really all about the fires of the altar of Gemini high up on a Windy Hill and the fires of Gemini are a portal into a new reality. The heat is on baby!!!

Basically, this commercial is subtly pushing you with the same energy the stars are pushing you in right now.

The commercial is telling you to do what the sun is doing and get in your chariot and go into Gemini.

“Chariot” energy is all over this commercial.

Incidentally, 2023 is the year of the Chariot in the tarot deck because it is the major arcana card number 7 and 2023 is 2 + 2 + 3. Also anyone who feels the subtle energies of this year can tell that 2023 is absolutely the year of the chariot. In 2022 I called 2023 “the year of disengagement and re-engagement” which is exactly what you do when you leave one place and go to another.

This Chariot energy is already in the sky and it’s already pushing each of our sky clocks and biological clocks and lots of us are wanting to do things in 2023 different from the past.

This commercial is feeding on your inner unknown desires, but now I just told you them so they aren’t unknown to you anymore.

Now you can stand at peace and know that you don’t necessarily have to do any major “chariot” styled moves if I don’t want to, but, if I did want to, now would be a great time to do it because all the energies are lined up and you can ride those energies like a wave and surf the energy of the chariot.

The heat is on, baby!!!

Al-Razi: “…and a learned man could not be called a philosopher, until he has succeeded in producing the alchemical transmutation.”

I have observed five physical transmutations in my life, and I can remember the thoughts I had before each, which seem to have some connection to the objects denying permanence, and perhaps a clue toward producing alchemical transmutations, not just observing them.

One year ago, last April 2022, I saw a guitar pick physically open up like a butterfly and become two separate and physical guitar picks. In March and April of 2023, I observed a dime disappear while it was between my index finger and thumb, I saw a penny disappear when I briefly covered it with a mophead, and my coworker and I saw a nickel turn into a piece of candy when we walked away and came back to it later to pick it up, but it was no longer a nickel but a piece of candy. Putting two and two together in my mind made me realize that the plastic pink toy elephant I played with as a 4-year-old child that my mom told me didn’t exist, is probably the fifth (or first) physical transmutation I observed.

My thoughts before each observation:

1. The guitar pick: I was in an old theatre cleaning late at night after the band Primus and had been observing many synchronicities in my life, so much so, that I was becoming a pantheist in my thinking, and was beginning to question the triune nature of the Godhead. I had found one guitar pick on the floor of the theatre already. When I found the second, I had this thought: “God, if I don’t find a third, I’m gonna give up on the trinity.” Just then the second guitar pick I had found opened up like a butterfly and became two, which added to the first makes three.

2. The dime: A week before this occurred, I had just begun channeling for the first time though not on purpose, the voice called me. She spoke in my head inaudibly like all other thoughts in my head, but her words were truer than anything I had heard my other voices speak, and I felt deep euphoria when she spoke. She said her name is Mordanna, that she is the mortar between bricks, she is the divine healer and the divine feminine, the High Priestess in the Tarot deck, and also Mary Poppins. She spoke such beautiful words to me, letting me know I was on a healing journey, and I was crying at work, and I told her to call back later on account of I was pushing a mop.

A week after that I see an umbrella on the floor at the sales center I am cleaning, and next to it is a dime, and I remember how Mordanna had reminded me of Mary Poppins, and that dime was like the returned cost of a phone call long ago. I hung up on her and she left her umbrella and dime on the floor–metaphorically of course, I don’t know who actually left them there. But I was tired and I did not want to reach down to pick up either the dime or the umbrella. I just wanted to be done pushing mops and picking up bits and bobs like dimes and pennies that choke vacuums if I don’t pick them up.

But I reached down to pick it up anyways, and it disappeared between my index finger and thumb.

3. The penny: My thoughts right before it disappeared, “It will probably just disappear like that dime.”

4. The nickel My thoughts before walking away from it, “It will probably just disappear like that dime and penny,” My coworker’s thoughts shared with me: “I don’t want to get in trouble from the boss for leaving that nickel behind. Let’s go get it.” So we did, but by then it had turned into a piece of candy.

5. The plastic pink elephant: As a young child I was sad from watching too many rated G Disney movies which use sacred geometry to cause trauma, and when I saw the movie Dumbo, I wanted to cry my sadness away with pink elephants too. I already had a plastic blue elephant in the toy box. One day a pink one show up amongst the toys and all day I played with the two elephants together, but the next day when I could not find the pink one, I asked my mom and she said we never had a pink one. My thoughts before the pink one showed up: “I want a friend for my blue elephant.”

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And if you are still with me on all of this, because I am not lying, I am reporting my own amazement: right before all this happened in April of 2022, I had just discovered a sacred shape by lining up the zodiac with the alphabet, and that shape I was drawing looked so familiar I looked it up on Google. I was drawing the Philosopher’s Stone shape. The circle in a square in a triangle in a circle.

When I saw that I was drawing the Philosopher’s Stone, I laughed and laughed, because that name puns out to the Philosopher’s Tones, and/or the Philosopher’s Sonnetts, and this shape seems to have way more to do with tones than stones.

When I lined up the alphabet with the zodiac, I began to hear the song the sun sings as it passes through the signs of the zodiac. And the word “Philosopher” means exactly that: the song the sun sings. Phi-loso-pher is three roots which mean, “the words the lasso speaks,” and the lasso is the sun. “Solar” and “Lasso” pun. The song “Do re me PHA SO LA ti doe” has something to do with it as well, I think.

Yeah, the way I understand what you are describing is that we are all our own axis mundi and sometimes we spin so strongly that everything around us works in our favor. You called those people to you, somehow.

Yesterday I was recording a video of a book I wrote as I read it at a park with the camera overlooking a river behind the book. As I got to the section of the book where I talked about rowing our boats gently down the stream of life, in front of me floated two people in kayaks gently rowing down the stream.

I have turned the last screw, or closed the last hatch on projects I needed to get done before the rain, and felt the first drop of rain as the last part of the task is completed. Wild ain’t it?!

Deuteronomy 22:11 “Do not wear clothes of wool and linen woven together.”

That would be a very fascinating episode. My whole life I was taught and believed, to the detriment of my knowing, that all these cleanliness laws in the Old Testament did not have any physical healing qualities to them but were merely symbolic of heavenly truths reflected in religious observances and behaviors. I was never taught there is actual value to keeping wool and linen separate. Very cool!

…and time to re-examine the cleanliness laws in the Bible too. I bet truths related to frequencies will start popping out of the pages as I read them, now that my interpretation allows for frequencies.

This is much like when my interpretation of the Bible first began allowing for a Flat Earth interpretation, I started seeing proof passages everywhere. So also, I suspect there are way more passages about the values of frequencies, such as this one on keeping wool and linen separate, that I will see the next time I read past them.

Cool!

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seeing this now….many of the cleanliness laws in Leviticus 11 say that if one becomes unclean during the day, that person is unclean until evening (Lev 11:25,27,31,32.) Why “until evening”? Is it the moon’s light which cleanses them?

The evening is when the moon comes out, and I only just learned this, but people who practice crystal healing say that crystals heal by absorbing negative energies, and the crystals can be cleansed by setting them out under moon light in the evening. So, has a person who has touched a dead animal absorbed a negative frequency that will eventually dissipate under moonlight but during the daytime will pass like cooties if the person is too close to other people?

I will keep reading and pondering…

Do you see other signs as well, or only 11 signs?

They get pretty wild. It’s an interplay of some sort between you and the universe, and they have always been here, Sumerians used to discuss the signs which occurred in their lives over dinner with their friends, and they had encyclopedias of books to interpret the signs as well.

There are ways to overclock the number of signs in your own life.

1. Have gratitude. Practice feeling and thinking grateful thoughts. Make it a part of your daily routine. The universe loves to play with happy participants.
2. Get your head out of the past and/or the future and enjoy the present moment. This is the moment the universe is playing a game with you. Get out of your fears, worries, and doubts, and play along. Have fun!
3. Accept that nothing is random and there are no coincidences, and the universe will prove you are right by showing you even more signs than you can imagine. There is a leveling up aspect to this. The universe will only play the games with you that you can handle. Prepare for greater things by having gratitude, an open heart, and a physically healthy body.
2. Talk to your friends about the signs you see as this makes more show up.
3. Note that most synchronicities are an interplay of internal thought and external events, so have inner thoughts and live an active life. Go on an adventure and keep your mind open. Signs and wonders will show up for you.
4. Play play play. There are 1000s of ways to do magic, but the best magicians are the ones who are also the best at imaginative play. Play imaginative games with the universe and see if it does not respond. It will.
5. Synchronicities feel deeply meaningful but often the message is a mystery. It’s OK to look up online what other think the meanings are, but if you ask the universe for an interpretation, the universe will give you your own personal meanings for the signs, you might have a similar inner thought each time they show up, for example, and before you know it, you won’t just be seeing signs, but channeling spirit guides who talk your ear off about the signs, and about your own personal healing journey you are on, and you might start observing the transmutation of physical objects, the denial of object permanence, healings, etc. and after a while your life will be very different from what it was for you a decade ago.

Alroy Finch: “so — at that moment [when an angel number shows up]— the present and future are dynamically connected.”

this is a very important point. Some say synchronicities are an indication you just transurfed, or time shifted, or moved from one parallel universe into another, so yes, at the moment of a synch, the present is very dynamically connected to a specific potential future.

I saw miracles when I was four but my mom said I must have imagined them, so I stopped believing for 40 yeas of wandering in my wilderness life, until the miracles returned in full force around the age of 44. So, read that story of Samuel’s calling, because even the evil priest Eli knew enough to tell the young boy Samuel that when he was hearing his name called in the middle of the night, that it was likely God doing the calling, and that Samuel should talk to God the next time it occurs, because my Christian mother did not know to tell me this when God showed me the denial of object permanence at the age of four.

Lately I have been observing to see why it is that a sign will show up incessantly for weeks on end and then stop like it was never a thing only to show up again later, like 1111s seem to have done so for you.

I think one of the 1000 reasons a sign leaves and then returns is to draw our attention to it through its absence which makes us pay more attention upon its return.

For example, you said you have all your life seen 1111s but more recently you have seen so many more in your life that you chose to post on this forum about it. Good! Even the Sumerians thought signs from the universe to be worthy of dinner conversation, so it seems like you have done the right thing by talking about it here. …and I LOVE talking about signs as well, for two reasons: 1) talking about signs heals both the speaker and the listeners, and 2) talking about our past signs will increase the number and potency of our future signs which will occur in our lives now and in greater abundance simply by talking about it, and I love to overclock my synchronicities, so I will talk about them even when I am too tired to talk…(because it means tomorrow will be amazing!)

You have recently seen a sign return/increase in your life.

For months I would look at digital clocks at the exact moment the farthest right digital number would flip from one minute to the other, like I was always looking at clocks at exactly 59 and a half seconds after the minute. Then this sign stopped occurring in my life. and I missed it. and I began looking for it, and I couldn’t find it anywhere, it just wasn’t happening anymore. I’d look at digital clock after digital clock, but never at 59 and a half seconds. and i was sad. but the Bible says a wicked and adulterous generation looks for a sign so I stopped looking and practiced contentment in the sign’s absence, and then, a month or so later, it returned, in full force, at just the right time to prove a very important point to me.

God was Skinner and I was the dog, basically.

Learn the game Mau to learn how to interpret signs, or one way among 1000s to interpret them, because God will certainly throw a sign at you without an explanation, like that card came says to throw cards without explanation at each other, and I had to learn through repetition what God was teaching me. God is awesome.

And some traditions and poets teach that we are gods, so you, oh Divine Wise One, may be seeing 11111s again because you are your own goad, which is “god” with an extra “a” and God is most def a goad, and maybe you are showing yourself signs in order to get your own attention right now.

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Another example of a sign showing up, leaving, and drawing major attention to itself upon it’s return:

On April 20th of 2022 I saw a guitar pick open up like a butterfly and become two guitar picks. I still have both of them, so they are relics of a miracle now, but I truly thought I was going insane when I saw this occur, and that no one would believe me, so I told very few people about the sign, and instead treasured it in my heart like Mary did, until this sign showed up again, a year later, in triplicate, and by then I knew to talk talk talk about it, so I did, and the story is too long and too beautiful to tell now, but here is the gist of the signs themselves:

3 days after the Spring Equinox of 2023, on March 24, I saw a dime completely disappear. 8 days later on April Fool’s Day I saw a penny disappear just like that dime, and I know God is laughing at me to make it occur on April 1st. And four days later on April 5th, I saw a nickel turn into a piece of purplish-gray candy with the letters “RP 103” inscribed on the circular candy disk that was once a USA nickel.

When the signs returned, you can bet I was paying attention, and you can bet I followed the signs, and I did. Enjoy your own personal healing journey, aka life on earth, because we are experiencing pure beauty here, which is only possible through the transmutation of pure pain energy, which is why we experience so much pain in this dense reality, or one of the 1000 reasons, but anytime you want you can stop experiencing the pain and start transmuting it.

My body for whatever reason opens up even more in the spring and in the spring of 2022 I saw one guitar pick open up like a butterfly and become two guitar picks.

Then in the spring of 2023 I saw a dime completely disappear, A penny completely disappear, and a nickel turn into a piece of purple circular candy.

Also at the age of four I had a blue plastic elephant and after watching a very sad Disney cartoon and having my heart broken, later I watched the movie Dumbo and I really wanted a pink elephant to play with the blue elephant I already had and one day when rummaging through the toy pile I manifested a pink elephant and played with it and the blue elephant all day. The next day I rummaged through the toys again to look for the pink elephant and it was gone and I asked my mom where it was and she said, Honey we never owned a pink elephant.

And my stories are not unique. Many people have experienced the transmutation of objects around them. They call it poltergeists or disappearing object phenomenon but it’s actually their own body manipulating reality. It happens, it’s beautiful and divine.

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Also another type of manipulation anyone can do in this reality is to cause synchronicities in our realities. Each of us is our own axis mundi.

For example, I met a turtle on a wooded path yesterday and today at work as I was cleaning a resort room, I found a bluegreen turtle beed on the floor.

Yesterday I said, I think the number 38 is the next number that’s showing up in my life that I should be paying attention to and finding out what it means, and the next day, today, they changed the door code at work to 0318.

I had a similar premonition before the last door code change. The door code was 0517 and the day before it was changed to that, I was told by a spirit/intuition to pay attention to 57’s.

Also, the week prior, a friend of mine woke up at 5:07 a.m. despite her alarm being 5:30 for a whole week and couldn’t figure out why she kept waking up at 5:07.

And the door code before it was changed to 0517 was my personal PIN code for all of my bank cards and I didn’t tell anyone that, though it had the number 64 in it and that was the first number I was told to pay attention to.

(EDIT, it was not my intention to hit post at 5:17 p.m. but I did and that’s the timestamp on this post interestingly enough.)

So for whatever reason I have a spirit/intuition that has thrice told me that two of the four numbers are important in each of the door code changes, and I’ve been told this a day earlier than the change on the last two occasions. These are synchronicities, and they are also a manipulation of reality.

Also several months back I saw a truck that didn’t exist because when I looked back after looking away for half a second and it was parked in the parking lot, it disappeared after looking away for half a second.

Here is another example of reality manipulation via synchronicities, that is a mental magic trick most people don’t understand, because they don’t understand that their own minds can do this. And ALL human minds can do this:

I am a janitor and as I clean, I pick up stuff that will clog a vacuum and put it in my pocket, like Bilbo Baggins, all day long, day after day. I call these things I pick up spaceship parts because they choke vacuums and I have learned to read them like tea leaves, and today I found three black spaceship parts:

In the order I found them:
1. a black square Lego flat piece with four button-connectors on top
2. a black cylindrical insert to a pipe, like on the end of a piece of metal furniture
3. a black cone shaped cap that is for the cone shaped nipple on top of a plastic bear shaped 12oz honey container.

I found the black square at work. I work cleaning squares. I clean Time Share Resort Homes for a living.

I found the other two objects at home. I got home today and cleaned my own place as well. While I was cleaning, I put on Croww’s Episode 528 about word magic and the double meanings of things. While sweeping I found the black cylinder cap and put it on my desk. Then while sweeping under my desk I dislodged the cone-shaped cap to my honey container that I had lost the other day.

When I saw that I had just found a third black thing in a row today, I felt it was time to build a mashed potato statue of Devils Tower with them, so I did.

At first I stacked the three objects like the symbolism found in the movie “Everything Everywhere All at Once”, the imagery of a desk trophy in the shape of an anal plug given to an IRS agent. I put the black square on bottom, them the cylinder cap on top the square, then the cone on top of that, situated like an upside down ice-cream cone, a butt plug on an award stand, basically. But it felt inverted, so I inverted it back to it’s original form and built this:

I put the black cylinder cap down first, the black square on top the cylinder, and the black cone situated like a right-side up ice-cream cone on top.

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Then I walked away to keep sweeping.

At that moment (54:45 of Episode 528), Jason and Crrow began speaking about the black cap people wear at graduation from high school and how it symbolizes our disconnection via indoctrination to our higher levels of consciousness, and I laughed and looked back at what I had just built.

The symbolism I got from this “art piece” is that indoctinization (the square) cuts off the ice-cream cone shaped antenna on our heads. Incidentally, the honey bear has a yellow cone on his head, but like an upside down cone, not open at the top like the one I put on the morter cap I made out of space ship parts. This cone on the cap reminded me also of the pinecone in the Vatican Crrow brought up already in this thread.

Indoctrination cuts off our ability to use our own antenna. It blocks our understanding of reality. Remove the square and you can use your dunce cap again, but turn that dunce cap upside down to make it really work.

That is a tea leaf reading of space ship parts, a manipulation of reality via third eye openness, a manipulation of Pluto energy, Disnye’s Play Dream, et al, etc etc. Go play, basically.

Reality is mud. We can manipulate it.

And now I am going to reheat and eat a restaurant cooked rare steak I found in a take home box in one of the bigger boxes I was cleaning today. Very rare steak. It will re-heat beautifully. I will wash it down with a half gallon of milk I found in the same fridge, and add potato chips dipped in French Onion Dip from my own food. This is Raven Food. God told Elijah to go in the wilderness and eat the bread and meat the ravens brought to him. I do the same.

Incidentally, I am sinning by eating this food as well. According to the Old Testament, rare steak with the blood still in it is a major no no. And milk of the cow along with the meat of a cow??? Holy Cow! I should go to hell for certain now!

So… what really is evil anyways?

1 Kings 17:2-6

2 Then the word of the Lord came to Elijah: 3 “Leave here, turn eastward and hide in the Kerith Ravine, east of the Jordan. 4 You will drink from the brook, and I have directed the ravens to supply you with food there.”

5 So he did what the Lord had told him. He went to the Kerith Ravine, east of the Jordan, and stayed there. 6 The ravens brought him bread and meat in the morning and bread and meat in the evening, and he drank from the brook.

also this: at 16:16 minutes

If the third eye is just another one of our senses, then of course it can be used for both good or evil, just as I can use my eyes, ears, nose, mouth, and touch for good or evil. That actually helps me understand it more.

When I first started experiencing “third eye open stuff” like synchronicities, divinations, disappearing object phenomena, dreams and visions of the future, et al, I at first thought all these messages were directly from God himself. But they are not. They are from me.

My third eye is like the antenna on a bug that can not only sense vibrations in the aether but can feel around corners to see what is there before I go there myself and even manipulate something ahead of me before I get there. My third eye is like that light fairy in the Zelda games for Nintendo 64 that would go ahead of Link and light up interesting things, or like Clippy The Paperclip in Microsoft Word. I used to think my deeper sense to see these things was God showing me them directly. What it really is, is my sense which God built into me working properly and doing what it is supposed to do. I still have to use my brain and conscience, however.

It is my antenna, I can use it for good or evil. If I want to follow an evil path and it has corners, I could use my antenna to feel around that corner to help me reach the evil at the end of the path. Yes, that is true. I tested it.

At first it freaked me out when I went down an evil path and the synchronicities followed me. I said, “God, why are you giving me “High Fives” of synchronicities while I am on this path of evil?”
I had to educate myself. I didn’t know God had made us so that it was normal for us to have these senses and abilities to manipulate reality via the aether.

We are fed so much poison in our food, water, and WORD, that we are deadened to this gift from God and we think it’s hocus pocus nonsense anyways. I had to humble myself. I had to see that all these “miracles” I was observing were from a God given sense in me now opened and working properly. They weren’t revelations from God. That’s schizophrenic talk. They were me discovering I had an antenna on my head by observing it manipulate things before I even knew I had an antenna. I was like a bug going to the dictionary to look up “antenna.”

Since this antenna is really just hidden tech within our own heads and not a direct connection to God, then of course I must use it only for good, because my antenna alone will not point me in the direction of good or evil, I must use my God given conscience, sharpened on His Words, to point me in the direction of good, not evil.

That is what I have observed.

The Alphabet And The Ancient Calendar Signs

This book makes the claim that the 22 letters of the Phoenician alphabet are a select 3 quarters of the 28 to 30 signs of the more ancient Chinese Lunar Zodiac. The 7 to 8 days on the lunar zodiac not given a phonetic sound are the seven days the moon is in its darkest phases.

Also, there is a 2nd edition of this book from 1969 where the author, Hugh Moran pairs up with Steven Kelley, an expert on the Americas, who shows how the early people of America had the same set up as the Chinese system. But that copy is not available for free online, as far as I can tell.

A study of architecture teaches clearly that we are not in a high point of things. And our current greatest technologies are just better gadgets and amenities to our nesting boxes. And boxes are squares and squares hypnotize both cats, humans, and chickens. It’s why the ancients built with the golden ratio and open palisades. More rectangles and less confined boxes. Watch out for squares. They make traps for foxes and raccoons out of squares too, btw.

So, Not only were previous generations better builders, they incorporated technology that is currently hidden from us in their buildings. We are eagles in chicken coops that don’t know we can sore away.

There are some who say we signed spiritual blueprints with all the fine details of our lives before we entered this life and it’s not just you that signed your life’s blueprints, but everyone else you will interact with too, and the people that do you the dirtiest in your life here on earth are usually the ones who love you the most in the heavenly realms, like the movie “The Game” with Micheal Douglas. Also, they say babies born into pain and suffering chose to before birth. All of us signed our blueprints before we entered this reality. Including miscarried babies. We forget this phase, but we all signed up. So, even the babies born sick agreed to do so before they did. That’s what some say at least, and it offers a sense of peace to the mind that feels on the verge of being truthy. 

God told elijah to go out in the wilderness and eat what the ravens fed him. I have learned that God continues to feed us his “raven food” is mysterious, loving, synchronistic, and majestic ways, here while we are in this world of pain and sorrow.

God says he won’t tempt us beyond what we can bear. I felt that energy once: complete despair of God, and I was in an old historic theatre cleaning it and God made a guitar pick on the ground open up like a butterfly before my eyes and on the head of my mop and become two guitar picks to show me that I did not need to be so tempted with unbearable thoughts. He stepped in first to show me something more exciting.

and holy hell. denial of object permanence??? transmutations??? disappearing object phenomena in reverse???

there are some who say the God who stepped into reality to show himself to me before I despaired of him completely, was actually me. I showed up. I did a magic trick on myself, they say.

Either way. WE are in a beautiful reality, and I LOOOOVE the raven food. cuz we be ravin’! lol

Sensitive people are typically really good at picking up the negative frequencies around them, because over sensitive people usually get that way as a defense tactic from their childhood. It is a superhuman skill to be sensitive. Most people aren’t. However, where sensitive people fail, is they think they are picking up on all the energies around them, but they aren’t. They often struggle with sensing positive energies.

So, maybe you could take a break from focusing your senses on the negative energies surrounding childhood deformities. You could go for a walk in nature instead. unless you were born with no feet?

You said, “Is luck real? Or, is it a manufactured construct? What is luck anyway? Is luck the same for everyone? How lucky is lucky enough?”

There are people who don’t play cards with me anymore because I am too lucky. I was mad for years because I loooove cards. I like strategy and games.

But, it turns out, I might actually have a higher luck factor than most people. I tend to have things manifest for my good all around me all the time, in small things. I’m terrible at life in general.

You said, “I have so many questions! It’s the nature of a philosophical person to always ask questions yet never getting an answer! Every answer only leads to more questions!”

I had a major ahaa moment recently regarding “the nature of a philosophical person”.. They tend to forget to also learn from experiences. They think they can think their way to the solution of any problem. But! All philosophers will agree that all their thinking cannot answer very simple questions.

For example, no philosopher can tell you what is moral or immoral simply by thinking about it. Hegel, Aquinus, Kant, Hume, et al, they simply could not agree merely by thinking about morality.

But if they got their fat lazy butts up off their thinking couches and go lived lives, they would learn via experience what is moral and immoral. What one learns by living is that morality is magnetic. It is provably so. via experience, not via thinking.

I think those who come here to suffer in this reality are very old souls. They can bear it. and those who live a life without suffering are on a break for a while. Maybe their last life was TERRIBLE!!! So, we ought not judge people on how they are living this life. They could have been very different, or just like you are now, in their last most previous life.

Now Christians say we only ever incarnate once, not many times like the Buddhists say.

I like to think that the Buddhists and the Christians are both correct. We come here MANY times, but this one time you are here, this one time right now, is INCREDIBLY IMPORTANT!

so, don’t fuck it up! basically.

You said, “But there’s still many questions left unanswered that more than likely cannot be solved by the living and subjective ideation is the way to cope with the harshness of reality.”

First, imagine how boring this place would be if all the questions were answered already.

Second, don’t dismiss “subjective ideation” so quickly. That is the heart’s language. Just because each person’s heart speaks a different ideation does not mean they are wrong. To deny the poetry of dialectic speaking is to be waaaay too logical; you end up all head and no heart.

Subjective ideation is the ONLY way to actually speak truth anyways. Qi es veritas? No one knows!! because logic does not know truth. Only the heart knows it.

Two plus two equals five, dude.

Another way of putting it is: facts are not truth. Facts are facts. Truth is something far more encompassing than facts.

In school people used to argue over truth, saying it was either tolerant or intolerant, meaning there is either only one unchangeable truth, or there are many. That is fulcrum thinking. Terrible school teeter tawter (teacher taught ‘er) thinking. Truth is fractal just as the Big Bear says. It is deeper than the fulcrum they put it on in schools. Truth is everywhere. It is like the Fibonacci sequence and other things that keep showing up in odd places in nature. Truth is like that. And I am speaking dialectically when I say this because I have to, I can’t escape subjective ideation.

The repeating numbers in the TV show “Lost” are 4,8,15,16,23,42. Those digits are very close to one another on that board you showed, third row down, with the 8 in row 4.

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The movie Frequencies is available on YouTube for free as of me posting this.

Here is the best movie review of Frequencies I could find on YouTube. The movie reviewer makes an interesting point about the IMBD of this movie’s director, Darren Paul Fisher. He made two really crappy movies and then this one in 2013, a masterpiece, and then never makes another movie.

The movie has an alternate title, “OXV Manual.” OXV are the letters used in the movie as the icon on the device (which, in the movie, comes from a pattern recognized in a chalkboard illustration of frequencies intersecting).

When rotated, these letters are a stick man. See Image.

OXV Manual = Stick-Man Manual

The character Isaac Newton Midgely claims to have discovered an “ironic particle” which is activated by the brain when we want something, and so forms a desire chain in this reality, but this only occurs in the brain of a low frequency person as only they are susceptible to irony.

However, if a low frequency individual recognizes the pattern in their thinking, which begins with wanting something, and then recognizes the potential irony of wanting that thing, that person can raise their frequency by changing their desire chain, thus reducing their susceptibility to irony.

The “ironic particle” made me think of the rice experiment, where people speak kind words to one bag of rice in water, and unkind words to another, and observe that the first does not mold as much as the second… I was thinking…

Why does this experiment work in any language it is spoken in?

Obviously, rice does not care what language it is spoken to, but why doesn’t it care? Why doesn’t it matter?

Regarding the “Ironic Particle”

What is it?

Terrance Mkenna speaks about how on DMT he encounters self-transforming machine elves made out of syntax-driving-light whose entire goal is to teach him how to speak with a syntax-driving-light language.

These elves show McKenna how to speak 3D objects into existence by doing so themselves, and then they pick up the objects and hold them out for Terrance to hold and observe. These objects are toys of various and marvelous shapes of shifting colors whose underlying fabric is syntax, or the vibrations of the sounds that were spoken to make each toy pop into existence.

Words seem to be the shadow of these shapes, Mckenna says.

And it is these shapes of molded syntax that are deeper than words, like the “ironic particle” in this movie. These shapes are the things in our thoughts and words that interact with the world around us.

The “ironic particle” that Zach brings up in this movie compares well to this idea from Mckenna. Also, the rice experiment works in any language you speak it in, so there has to be something deeper than the spoken word to affect the rice. The Bible says the stars speak in a language that can be heard by all, no matter what language those people speak (Psalm 19). Zach’s theory in this movie suggests our thoughts also make these physical objects of communication.

Rice doesn’t care what language you speak to it in because our words are just the shadows of the objects that actually interact with the rice, allegedly.

Very cool ideas from this movie.

A video showing that our spoken words make toroidal fields, particularly the vowels 

The symbology of the stars around the pole star connect more closely to our more ancient history with the characters being sovereign freemen living on the land and the 12 constellations of the ecliptic are symbolically more about men living in societal circles, the twelve knights of the round table, the twelve tribes and disciples, order and civilization, etc..

So symbolically, the two great bears of the north, that great woman Casiopea and even Hercules, that great and powerful freeman of ancient history–they are all encircled by the 12 great powers of the ecliptic, and therefore “fenced in”, or “cut off”, and in all other ways these constellations are now a thing of our past.

Ursa major and minor were long ago known as dwellings, not just as bears, so “Bear Caves” is probably the best way to view Ursa major and minor to see these constellations as some of the long ago peoples did. And Cassiopea they saw as a woman and often the big bear is seen as a man and this pair of a man and a woman are lying on either side of the fire pit of the north pole star. These inner constellations in the most ancient understandings of the sky indicate stable sovereign freemen living comfortably on the land. We live under the rule of the 12 houses of the ecliptic and are more influenced in our modern times by these energies, so it is said by some.

And the swastika psyop of WWII was probably to make us all fear and shun the our own personal sovereignty and accept the rule of 12 instead.

As a child I was told in church that the main driving force of capitalism is greed, but because capitalism does so much good for the country and the world, the greed at its foundation is a necessary evil. This never sat well with me as a child.

As an adult I now see that capitalism is faulty by design. It has a built-in self-destruct mode. Even children know capitalism would fail in a world that has moved beyond greed and we were even told how to feed the egregore or to kill it: give it greed or it will die.

Humans as a species may never move past the impulse to be greedy, but we certainly don’t need to have a feedback loop relationship with a system whose very foundation is greed. That is madness.

How would a better system look?

As a young adult I met a man in America who had come from communist China who was previously a pastor in the State Church of China before leaving for America in search of a better truth. He told me that in China, the state church pastors could be Baptist or Catholic or Lutheran, the state did not care, just so long as they allegorized communistic ideas and ideals into their interpretation of Scripture.

He said each month the pastors gathered to study together and were told how to allegorize communism into Scripture. He said Naman washing seven times in the Jordan to cleanse himself of leprosy was allegorized to mean that a man ought to wash himself seven times in the glories of communism to cleanse himself of any capitalistic greed. I remember thinking how terrible that would be if we were forced to do such a thing in America, not yet realizing that we do. Only we do it in reverse. We allegorize capitalism into our faiths.

I didn’t realize this then, but capitalism was allegorized into the sermons and Scripture readings I heard in church as a young child. I was told it was because of capitalism making inroads into third world countries that we could now send missionaries into those countries. Later, I remember everyone in my church getting reeeeally patriotic after 9/11. And everyone put on masks during Covid. Today there is a billboard near my house that says, “I Stand for the Flag, I Kneel for the Cross” and “For God and Country” is a common phrase people say in America. We free churches in American are no better than the state church of China.

I remember being told in Sunday School how in Jesus’ time the Roman Empire had established a “pax Romana” or a freedom of religion where countries like Israel could have their own religion just so long as they did not deny the authority of the emperor in Rome. No Sunday school teacher ever said we do the same thing in America but as an adult I now see that we do. We allegorize capitalistic dreams and ideals into our religions in America and even call it sinful not to behave as a capitalist. That last sentence is what the Antichrist is said to do and yet our churches are doing it!

Since churches are binding their member’s consciouses to a false idol called capitalism whose foundation is greed, for this reason, all churches in America–no matter how free they think they are and no matter how separate from the state they think they are, no matter what–they have altogether become state churches as bad as the one in China. This too is madness.

I bring this up because the future potentiality of a more moral world would have to have seen major reformations within our present-day churches or this future potentiality simply cannot exist.

The law of attraction teaches that melancholic people attract the melancholy they complain about by expecting it with their melancholic mood.

They are kind of like sticky fly paper for sad emotions. And just as fly paper is helpful around barnyard lights, so a light worker does well to keep a couple melancholic people around. Jesus had Judas. We have Nicholas.

It’s so nice to have you hear, Nicholas! I can see why people would think you are a bug, especially after you’ve been around a light worker for a while and you get all covered in bugs, and people just think you are one too. But you are not a bug. You are fly paper. Big difference. Thank you for your service. We salute you.

The law of attraction is the Hermetic principle “everything vibrates” and in practice is more like surfing the ever-present waves of energy in this reality. So, if you want to be happy, you think happy thoughts and catch the happy wave of energy and see happy things happen all around you and to you. You can also ride the melancholy wave if you want and see melancholic things happening all around you and to you. And as the law states, these happy things will happen because of your inner mood, just as the melancholic ones will happen because of your sad mood, so changing your mood is like Butterly-effecting your reality and catching completely different waves. Time-surfing basically. Up or down the music scale of reality.

The law that in nature opposite polarities attract is the Hermetic principle “the law of polarity” and Jesus attracting hatred does seem to follow this principle, which is not the same principle as above.

One bad apple spoiling the bunch has to do with tipping points and is still only the feature of one apple. This one bad apple does seem to be present in reality allegorically, and so control mechanisms like capitalism are still necessary, for now. Rudolf Steiner and others talk of golden ages when the vibrations are so different capitalism would be laughed at as foolish because it would be unnecessary.

The first time I ever heard about using binaural beats and frequencies like this was back in March of 2023. I put a binaural beats track on and listened to it while I slept. The next day I experienced a “disappearing object phenomenon” often categorized under paranormal or poltergeist. As I reached down to pick up a dime, it disappeared between my index finger and my thumb. I’ve talked about this in other places on this forum but I haven’t mentioned the binaural beats connection, though I have pondered it for some time.

That dime disappearing was the second thing I saw do that, the previous one being a year earlier around the 2022 solstice. I have since seen several more objects transmute, even a nickel turn into a piece of candy. I have wondered since March if the binaural beats track somehow made me more lucid to the dream state of this reality, another sign it seems of moving into the age of Aquarius.

I observed a 6th physical transmutation and I have been two plus two-ing in my mind and have come to some conclusions on how to do alchemy, first because there are patterns to magik, and second, because these patterns can be repeated to cause magik to occur.

See REFERENCE 1 minute 16 seconds into a video on this interesting lady who could move objects with her mind whenever she felt deep rage and anger.

I have discovered an alchemical process in myself where, whenever I have a moment of deep despair, it has the chance of causing a “DOPler effect,” that is, I experience a “Disappearing Object Phenomena.” DOPlers aren’t just objects disappearing. There are six categories: Flyaways, Turn-Ups, Windfalls, Comebacks, Walkabouts, and Trade-Ins.

See REFERENCE 20:32 in this interesting video on the topic, referencing Barrington’s Typology (1991).

My sixth transmutation occurred when I thought about going back to an old way of living that is not healthy, and I really did not want to, even though there was this part of me that really did want to. But the smarter parts of my sub conscious knew that was a bad idea, and I sensed the feelings of despair well up in me. Just then I dropped a piece of candy and it disappeared in my lap. It never made it to the floor.

It was already, synchronistically, my intention to clean house that day as it was my day off from cleaning other people’s resort rentals, and I do not like to clean, as can be seen in my own house, which is messy, but I had a strong energy in me that day to clean house. It was the last day of Scorpio season, November 21, my sign.

I cleaned house that day like I was getting paid to do it, and I moved furniture in my own home like I do every other day in rental resorts, and I cleaned and cleaned, and did not find that piece of candy. And then I did some two and two-ing in my mind and discovered a magik spell: my deep despair causes DOPlers. who knew? welcome to alchemy, I guess.

Up next: How this relates to the negative vessel in the ether Jesus created through his own despair on the cross, which caused the light of God’s mercy to show up and fill that vessel of despair, and blip him back to life, and why they want to keep us six feet apart during the dawning of a new age. Alchemy at its finest.

See REFERENCE Matthew 27:46 ELI ELI LEMASABACHTHANI!!!

The greatest scholars on Magik warn that magik is caused by an imbalance and for this reason one should not seek to perform it, as it requires an imbalance of the body, which can be dangerous. I suppose such a skill could be harnessed and learned, like the Dread Pirate Roberts learned to overcome the side effects of Iocane Powder, and meditating on despair could cause magik to occur again. I’m thinking about it before I do it… I see magik for what it is now and am seeking gratitude and joy in my life instead. I bet gratitude magik is super intense! Onto the other end of the spectrum.

See REFERENCE: The Princess Bride Battle of the Wits Scene

When I first saw that guitar pick open up like a butterfly and become two guitar picks, I did not know what I was seeing and thought I was going insane. I vowed to keep my ability to push a mop and I did. Now I have the hindsight to see what was occurring. Alchemy. Cool!

You said, “I define alchemy as “The relationship and under/innerstanding of the elements that make up this world””

I agree. The majority of these DOPlers that I experienced occurred in the last two years, during which time I have also been doing shadow work, and these DOPlers taught me a profound innerstanding of this world. They taught me where my shadows came from. They came from me. Not the world around me. Me.

I have read about each of us being our own Axis Mundi, how everyone is the hero of their own adventure while simultaneously being an NPC side piece in everyone else’s adventure. Another way to put it: Everyone I meet is a figment of my imagination, and the same is true for everyone else. We project our own reality. All these sentences are incomplete analogies of our cosmology.

My first DOPler occurred when I was four years old and had been traumatized by Disney cartoons after empathizing too strongly with the cartoon characters on the screen. They made me very sad. My deep insight this past week was realizing that even the things I see in this reality that make me sad are also projections onto a screen. I manifested the people who “hurt” me. I chose to get sad at the shadows I projected onto the walls of Plato’s Cave. I did it to myself.

And so, the past and all its turmoil which used to be hard for me to get over and stop being angry at, I now see it all as paper dolls I held before a flame to make shadows on a wall to cry about. I did it. And at any time I want, I can stop projecting such a sad story and move on. So I did/am.

You said, “(As transfiguration, where you see plasma/sophianistic light/other faces in front of people, is a side effect of raising ones vibration).”

I see phantom sparkles. This started maybe half a year ago. As a janitor I pick up lots of tiny objects that get left behind. For a year now, whenever I picked up a bead or a marble or anything round, I’d consider its color to be an indication of the chakra energy present in my reality at the time of picking up the bead, and I accepted this to be true, almost superstitiously, because if “belief is the enemy of knowing” then belief can transmute the known. What we believe becomes our reality. We project it, basically.

Well, after several months of accepting the colors of beads to be a “gospel truth” forecast of chakra energy, I began seeing sparkles in my reality, also of different colors, and in different locations within my vision. I have been accepting them also as chakra energy readings, and by accepting them, by believing in them, they show up more and more and are now regular occurrences in my life.

It seems like if I do something long enough, it trains my subconscious to do it even better.

I saw a guitar pick open up like a butterfly on top of my mop while cleaning up a theatre after the band Primus, and that one pick opened up and became two separate guitar picks. A year later I reached down to pick up a dime and it disappeared completely between my index finger and thumb, A week later I placed a flat-mophead onto a penny, and without moving the mop at all, I thought, it will probably disappear like that dime, so I lifted the mop directly back up, like a magician lifting a top hat, and the penny was gone. I told a coworker about it and we observed a nickel turn into a piece of candy after leaving it by the bedstand where we saw it, and then returning later to go get the nickel only to see it was now a piece of candy. A purplish gray disk candy about the size of a nickel, with the letters “RP-103” stamped onto it.

I have read up some on this subject. These occurrences have been called “DOPler Effects” which means “Disappearing Object Phenomenon” and there are six categories in a book written on the topic: Flyaways, Turn-Ups, Windfalls, Comebacks, Walkabouts, and Trade-Ins. See also, this video.

I’m glad to hear someone else is experiencing strange physical phenomena as well, as I seriously thought I was going insane when it first happened to me, back in April, three days after Easter on 4/20 2022.

What you experienced may not be called a DOPler though… it doesn’t really seem to fit any of the six categories. Rather, it is like you pushed the ID through the fabric of your coat and put it into the lining itself. So, that is more like teleportation or walking through walls energy.

I had very specific thoughts before each occurance that led me to think I was somehow involved in calling forth the magical occurances.

I have gone through the gambit of thoughts on this.

Was it God?
Did my eyes deceive me?
Am I Crazy?
Am I a Magician??
Am I an X-Man??????

And my best answer so far is that it was a cooperative triune act between Nature, God, and Me to cause a transmutation in my physicality to mark a “quantum leap” I took at that moment into a completely different reality. Time-surfing, basically. Also called a Miracle. A sign or a wonder, to mark a major change in my timeline. A healing moment. An auto correction. And angel (angle) coming in at a sharp angle to pull me out of one timeline and onto another. A better one. A brighter one. So I practice gratitude a lot now. I was in a low place mentally back then, and it was like I had forced God’s hand by creating a negative vessel in the Aether from all my sadness and grief that was so great it forced God’s hand and made God take action in my life, like how Jesus forced God’s hand on the cross by creating a negative vessel of anguish and grief when he cried out, “My God! My God! Why have you forsaken me????” and it forced God to intercede and raise him back up three days later.

I talk about it more in this thread. I mention there my thoughts before each of these transmutations I have observed. You had a thought before yours as well. Like you got a wish come true, only it was punned. Jester energy. Geenie energy. Wishes coming true but be careful how you wish it. I have been getting that too. The things I thought as a youth that I would never get to do until I went to heaven, all those things are being thrown at me now, this year, on earth. It’s like all my childhood wishes are coming true, but in a punny way where I probably should have been more careful with my wishes!

For Example: Last year I was a housekeeper at a resort cleaning units on a lake. But my Landlord burnt his house I was in down. So I had to move. And now I work at an animal orphanage caring for monkeys, coda mondays, porcupines, lemurs, goats, ducks, peacocks, parrots, pigeons, chickens, geese, donkeys, and a few cats and dogs, and I’ve always enjoyed caring for those in need, only for reasons, I can’t care for people no more, so God let me care for all his animals. I am building out a bus to live in, which I always thought I’d never get to do till I got to heaven. But the bus was literally being thrown at me like a quest in a video game and I had been having dreams and synchronicities that were lining up with the bus, so I accepted the bus adventure, and I am working on it now.

My spirit animal, a tiger, has been swallowed by an Elephant (the big gray bus) who later also swallowed a peacock. I am a Scorpio and I have seen how the peacocks I care for at this animal orphanage love to roll around in the ashes of a fire, and even lay their eggs there, even when the ashes are still smoking, like a phoenix, or like the eagle a Scorpio turns into. The Elephant is Ganesha, the young boy with an elephant head who is Christ.

Most Christians are taught that the Bible is literal, historical, and scientific, but not allegorical. On top of that, most Christians are taught to line up the history and science they read in scripture with the history and science they were taught in government schools. But the Bible doesn’t line up with the lies taught in government schools. So most Christians have an error in their understanding of things when they line up the history of scripture with the history of daddy government, even though I think they’re correct to call the Bible both historical and scientific.

A close reading of scripture we’ll discover that it is historical and it is scientific but not even close to the history and science we were taught in school.

A close reading of scripture will also discover that the Bible allegorizes our biology and our astrology to name only a few things that it allegorizes.

People like Dylan and others say that because the Bible is allegorical it can’t also be historical. They will say there is too much overwhelming allegory for the story to be written in any other way than to be taken allegorical. They say that it’s impossible for history to line up so perfectly with allegory.

However I have discovered that the allegorical happens in a magical way and the historical happens in a physical way and both are occurring at the same time. It’s both and.

So when someone comes in and says the Bible is allegorical and not literal, it’s not like someone saying you should enjoy vanilla instead of chocolate, it’s like someone saying chocolate doesn’t even exist, and what you thought was chocolate is actually horse apples. That’s a bit triggering.

I think Dylan and others like him do a great job by showing the allegory in Scripture. However I think Dylan and others like him show their own indoctrinization when they say the Bible can’t be allegorical and historical at the same time. Dylan, like me, grew up in a materialist culture and he doesn’t see the magical yet or not enough cuz he does see magical but not enough. And it is a bit triggering to have someone speak magically but to deny magic.

My 2 cents.

My theory is that the powers that be are “faking it to make it to the end of the world.”

The “official conspiracy’ since Werner von Braun has been that the big psyop will end with an alien invasion. But the aliens are probably spiritual from another dimension; they are probably angels and/or demons.

I have wondered if the reason why the official conspiracy is that aliens will invade is because the demons will invade in some way, or maybe Christ will return with his angels. For example, it seems from the archaeological evidence of all the so-called Greco-Roman buildings and star forts on every continent that are mud flooded and melted that a physical millennial Kingdom did occur in this reality at some point in the near past and that now we could be in Satan’s little season of Revelation chapter 20. It really seems to be the only place in the Christian narrative that fits our current situation. If it is the case that we are in Satan’s little season, then Christ probably will be returning very soon, and it’s very likely the Hondurans coming up from Mexico will fight Jesus for us ‘murricans in WWIII on some foreign field and die in the apocalypse of Christ.

It really does seem as well that God is doing something in this reality and that maybe the governments are faking the fact that they are doing all the weather manipulation and tornadoes and stuff in order to hide the fact that God is doing it. For example,recently in Dubai and America, there have been many strange storms and we’ve been told that it’s because the government’s accidentally oversprayed chemtrails. Is that really the case? Or did God act and the government said they did it?

Did the Chinese government really invent covid in a lab or did God send a vibration through reality that is known as a plague only we don’t call things plagues anymore, much less blame them on God?

This is a question I haven’t yet answered. The governments are faking so much they could be faking God interacting with our reality.

One thing for certain is this: people are losing faith in their governments right now. The powers that be are peeling back the curtain on The Wizard of Oz. There are reasons why Obama joked about the flat Earth society. He wanted you to look into it. And now the children just being born today are called Gen Alpha, like the reset they will rise from has been long planned and established for many generations of governmental control.

Whatever is occurring, there is an absolute trend of people losing faith in their governments because the governments are telling people to do so.

And as people’s worldviews die, as they lose faith in their governments, they will start going on spiritual experiences that will make them think the world is ending. For example, recently I had a spiritual experience where I started to observe either 1) the greater powers of my subconscious, or 2) I started to receive spiritual gifts from God, or 3) maybe I just cleared the calcium off my pineal gland. I don’t know why I can now foresee the future and remote view and receive downloads and channel and why a hundred synchronicities happen in a day for me now and why I am visited by birds and sacred numbers, I really don’t know. It could be that my subconscious is more powerful than I was lied to in elementary school. It could be that God showed up in my life and gave me spiritual gifts. It’s probably both.

“Here Am I, Send me! Send me!”

My current theory on what happened is that a cooperation occurred between my subconscious, The entity called God, and our physical reality. Mind over matter with God’s permission so to speak. A trinity of cooperation, an approval from God that I am an okay dude and that God would like to use me and give me some special tools to use along the way, like Link picking up magical tools on his way to help Zelda.

God must have got so mad at me for playing this game of life so morosely that he poked me in the butt and told me to go on an adventure! And then he threw some magical gifts on the floor for me to pick up and go do it. So I did.

Which means Joseph Campbell’s “hero of a thousand faces” and Carl Jung’s understanding of the archetypes could be blueprints for how God interacts with our reality, and now I am just interacting with the archetypes God put there for me and all people to enjoy, but I was told since a child that those things were bad… Whatever all these spiritual experiences are, it’s definitely a different worldview than what I was born and raised with, that is for certain.

“The old gods are returning!”

Nevertheless when all of this started, it made me think that the end of the world was coming even though I realized it was just the end of my own personal worldview. The same thing is happening to a lot of people right now and it primes them to expect the end of the world. Even though it’s just the end of their own personal worldviews. People have been having spiritual experiences for centuries and the world didn’t end. This is another reason why I think the real end of the world isn’t here but the governments are faking it to make it seem that way.

And the fakery might be so great that the nephilim actually return at some point or the demons return pretending to be nephilim or something like that and they call themselves aliens like von Braun said they would. There could be 15 ft tall entities in light bodies of very beautiful physical forms walking amongst us in our reality in less than 10 years, corresponding on the news and hanging out at places for people to meet them physically. And it still wouldn’t be the end of the world. It could still just be Satan in his little season doing his best to maintain control.

And I’m not convinced we’re in Satan’s little season either. It’s the best position in scripture if we use that timeline. However the Buddhists and others have very different timelines and we could be in a totally different reality than what the Christians think we are. The Bible could be a book from many many cyclical resets ago. It already seems that Israel is not real and so any wars going on over there seem to have nothing to do with Christ. Possibly maybe.

You mentioned an induced apocalypse. That’s Zionism in a nutshell. It’s the theory that if we build the third Temple, He will come, like in The Field of Dreams movie so to speak. I’m not sure if God’s hand can be forced in that way.

I could totally see a situation where they’d want to end the world order and claim it was an apocalypse when in fact it wasn’t.

Consider this, the best understandings of our reality suggests that there are other continents of great size in other places. The people on these continents are not listening to our news or observing our governments do their thing. So they probably aren’t thinking of the end of the world at all. It’s only us inside this chicken coupe called the globe that are currently feeling that way…. I think. I can’t go out there and ask them in the far off continents. But are they also just as concerned about the end as we are? That’d be an interesting question to ask them. I’ll have to figure out astral travel just to do it though.

In wizard school, in my dreams, I have been digging through boxes looking for sacred shapes and recently I was called up to an office where I spoke to three people. They told me that my written report of what I had found in those boxes was equivalent to a completed freshman year project and they liked it and were granting me three more years tuition paid in wizard School.

What that means is that I am currently a sophomore. I am a Wise fool in wizard School. I have no idea what’s going on. But I’ve seen enough to know that something more than what I know is going on.. I barely know what I know. I’ve had magical presentations before me and I’ve seen myself repeat some. But now I have to go through the long process like learning how to play piano of learning the magic that I have seen. So in the meantime I do my best to be a good person and “keep watch” as the Bible says.

My theory on why our governments are talking about aliens is because the other beings living in “outer space” on other far off continents, and also high above and deep below our own lands, look different. And currently these non-human TPTB are very pissed off at how our human governments are running things and they’re going to come on down here themselves and do a quality assurance walkthrough of these seven continents known as the globe, and they don’t want us freaking out at their terrible looks when they show up, so they’ve told our governments to fake aliens as cover…

… Or it’s possible that when the Bible describes Jesus as a flaming serpent with a sword coming out of his mouth and rays of light coming out everywhere, that that is actually how Jesus looks. Maybe Jesus is a lizard person, like how they say the queen already is, and the governments are telling us the aliens are arriving cuz Jesus is coming back pissed off as all get up and he’s about to blow stuff up and the governments will want us to fight Jesus when he shows up looking like an alien with a flaming sword and serpent tails…

… Or maybe it’s possible to force God’s hand like how they did at the Tower of Babel. They built a great building and God showed up. Maybe that’s magic that can still happen in this reality and, through all their nonsense lies and pantomimes that cause humans to kill themselves, maybe all that is some type of alchemical rain dance that forces God’s hand and makes him show up. In Babble On, God cursed the people by giving them the gift of language, which scattered them off into tribes so that they couldn’t be mind controlled into one great people anymore. What will God do if seven continents are separated from all the other lands and held captive by a governmental mind control and told to do one particular thing? Maybe the powers that be are forcing God’s hand as they reach out and touch the sky and see what kind of curse God will send to change reality again like he did at the Tower of Babblin’ On…

I observed four right foot injuries in 4 days, the last two of May and the first two of June.

The caretaker of the animal orphanage I work at accidentally ran over a duck and sprained the duck’s right foot and took out some tail feathers. The duck survived and is doing fine.

The next day at the animal orphanage I tripped twice in potholes in the ground and hurt my right ankle twice.

The next day the caretaker of the animal orphanage tripped and nearly broke her right toe.

The next day I got a call from my dad who said he was in the emergency room because his right foot wasn’t working correctly. He couldn’t get it to walk heel to toe. It turns out he had a mini stroke.

And now my life took a kind of a u-turn after all of that where plans that were certain are no longer certain and now I’m in a period of uncertainty regarding a place to live, so basic needs have been turned upside down.

That book you linked, “The Freedom Path” is a fascinating book and thank you for the link. I got about 20 pages in and stopped to play around with pendulums as the book talks about, making a yes or no grid and asking my subconscious questions to see which direction it will make the pendulum go. I am learning some very interesting things by doing so.

I am subscribed to a YouTube channel called the Innerverse Podcast and the owner of the channel does tuning fork biofield tuning so I’m familiar from his channel with some of these topics but I’ve never read a book on it so thank you for the link. And I never made the connection to water dozing but now I am and that’s fascinating. I will continue to read it.

Let me share one anecdote because it immediately explained a phenomenon I have been experiencing for about 2 years that continues to this day. The phenomenon is this: I can find anything lost if it’s in the same room that I am in, even if I don’t know where it is.

I found this out because I used to lose things all the time and I’d get very frustrated looking. Then one day I decided to stop looking. And the very next thing that happened is my head turned like a compass needle directly toward the object.

As this book is explaining it, it is like my conscious mind is turned off and my subconscious did its trick and makes me go find lost items like a dowsing rod.

Sometimes after I give up looking I’ll meander around the room for a little bit at first, not even thinking I’m still looking, and then my head will turn and boom there it is front of me. Without fail.

After reading the first couple chapters of this book it seems that I am playing a trick with my subconscious as I suspected but this book is explaining it already better for me. It’s like I have to turn off the conscious mind and let the subconscious mind direct me.

I have also observed that my subconscious does not speak any language but communicates to me nonetheless through sensations and movements of my body and I do think it also manipulates our physical reality. Like I think a lot of the synchronicities I experience are from my subconscious projecting itself onto my reality. And it is neat to see this book make statements in line with what I’m thinking and also correcting and instructing me where I’m only making guesses.

Yeah I think colds are from God and that they are a natural booster. They give you a forced sabbath, they make you purge and sometimes even fast. And when you’re done you feel so much better and are so much more thankful for your reality when the sickness is gone. So they do seem like natural boosters from God.

All the pantomiming of the pandemic could have been to cover up serious action from God. Or it could have been a complete witch doctor’s dance and God had nothing to do with it. It could have just been the powers that be telling people to die and they did, and the causes of their deaths was a hypnotic mind control from the government. That’s possible. However the fact that everyone got very similar symptoms does lead me to think that there was a plague from God during covid. And there were many more people who died during the plague because of the failed medical system that was designed to fail on purpose to kill more. It was like the government’s took advantage of a wave of negative energy coming through our reality and increased the magnitude of the negative energy through the planned-demic.

How easy is it to take a picture of a bullet flying through mid air?

https://youtu.be/KVeAOHMorew?si=NAnBphFL6XQvgYmg

New York times photographer Doug Mills caught an image of one of the bullets in mid air flying past Trump.

I looked it up on photography websites about how easy it is to photograph a bullet midair and it is near on impossible with a standard camera. According to the New York times, Doug Mills was using a camera that can shoot up to 30 frames per second at 1/8000th of a second shutter speed. His shutter speed is fast enough but his click rate and frame rate won’t cut it. A bullet shot from an AR-15 style rifle typically travels at around 3,200 feet per second. His shutter speed is fast enough to catch the bullet for about half a foot in midair, but he’d have to take that perfect shot with one click of his finger, a click that at most can take a burst of 30 frames in a second.

The technique to take a photo of a bullet midair is to electronically time the gun and the camera and have the camera do a spurt of 2,000 to 3,000 photographs in half a second and then you sort through the images and hope you get lucky. Many who try have to repeat this technique multiple times before they get lucky enough to catch a photograph of a bullet midair. Doug Mills did it once with one finger push. Allegedly.

Is this image Doug Mills took the perfect proof that the shooting isn’t a false flag but it is a false flag? I mean, it’s a picture of the bullet itself, thus proving the event “real”, but since the picture is soooo unlikely, either we have a miracle from God, or evidence similar to the passport found by an FBI agent outside the twin trade towers on 9/11. This is my humble opinion.

I posted in this thread earlier that the one in a million photo of the bullet made me question whether the whole event was real. However since then, I have examined a lot of the evidence and have concluded for myself that bullets really were shot at Donald Trump and the crowd around him, and that that is likely a real dead body on that roof in that body cam footage.

As far as the miraculous things about the event, they don’t seem faked, they seem influenced through the etheric by aliens or angels or demons or God. It was a miracle that Trump turned his head at just the right time not to die. And it was a miracle that a cameraman caught the bullet in mid-air. And it was a complete flub up in all the other ways that it was a flub up. There seems to have been some control of some type in it. Like the shooter probably wasn’t a lone shooter as the narrative suggests. At any rate, it seems to me as though bullets really were shot.

I find it interesting that not only did a miracle occur for Trump, but he also resonated with a story of a beast in the Bible in Revelation 13. That beast has a head of a lion and a body of a leopard and the feet of a bear, and an apparent deadly wound on his head that is healed and amazes all the people of earth. Trump didn’t match the prophecy of the beast perfectly. Rather, Trump had an incident in his life that echoed and reverberated with this story. Much like Solomon building David’s Temple prefigured Christ building the Father’s Temple, so prophecy seems to be able to have resonance in our reality. And our stories do the same. Our stories seem to resonate over and over again. Like I don’t think half the pre-programming is done by the artist in Hollywood on purpose, I think it’s done by our own energy we put into those movies, and by the artistic ability of writers to channel through the five dimensions without even knowing they’re doing it because all humans do it naturally and artists have simply practiced what is natural to all humans. These artists tell our truth and our future through the magic of The ether in The fifth dimension, allegedly seemingly.

Well our reality is starting to reflect stories again. That’s what I saw when Trump had his resonant moment.

So it seems as though Trump himself had a magical occurrence publicly on TV for all to see. And I don’t think it can all be a blame on the elite. The miracles…the near miss and the one in a million photo, and then when his shoes fell off. When Trump was saying “let me get my shoes on let me get my shoes on,” he was like a lion with bare feet cuz his shoes were off. So his feet resonated with the prophecy in a punny way. Bird language. Twilight Tongue. That type of magic.

And when the bullet pierced his ear, as he publicly stated at first though I think his doctors say it grazed the top, if you keep on reading in Revelation 13 it says “he who has ears to hear let him hear” and then it says those who will go off into slavery will go off into slavery.

A slave who is given the option of freedom but chooses to stay would pierce his ear in olden days. And Trump just had his ear pierced so that he could stay as a slave. Poetically. Resonantly.

So in a magical way through the ether, Trump was saved, but that saving action reverberated with a story about a beast, and also a slave. I find that fascinating.

I think the Silver Surfer is the only other person who could have done this action, by slowing down time and running through quick, making Trump’s shoes fall off and turning his head at just the right moment and clicking the camera button for the camera man, that or God or demons or angels, anything etheric could have helped out. The old time household gnomes now called aliens, they’re not from outer space, they’re multi-dimensional, and they could have done something here.

As I begin to understand the ether even more, I begin to see how people could affect it and do what looks like a miracle from God. Could it be done by the silver surfing super secret service??? I don’t know. That seems a little hogwash to even think that. But maybe we do really have that type of technology. My current thinking is not to blame a human with etheric powers but an etheric power, like God or his angels. Or his demons. But this looks kind of like God at work from my worldview perspective, on top of a bunch of lowly human flub ups at work as well. Like it it seems God stepped into a flub up to switch our timelines to one where Trump didn’t die. For good or ill. The Buddhist say there is no difference between good and ill. Fascinating stuff.

I recently overextended myself and blew up my car driving over hills I shouldn’t have been driving on and lost the job I was driving to and I still don’t have a permanent place to live; I’m in a camper on property that wants to be sold.

I saw it as an energy blip where it was my own negativity that gave me this gift cuz I knew I was going to get it cuz I expected it and I got it. And I said, wow that’s not how I want things to go in my life. Nevertheless the timing was so quick after the thoughts and actions which manifested it that it just it shocked me how quickly I manifested a blow up and I didn’t like that. I have a history of blow ups in my life and it is my goal to stop those.

I’m putting my life back together again just fine. I had a job interview today that went well and a call back tomorrow. And I picked up a new car, used, new to me. And I’m getting it inspected the next day. Putting everything back together again.

I started seeing crazy synchronicities back in 2019 and it’s like I’ve been in synchronicity college as God/my subconscious has taught me a lot about the nature of this reality. I still have a lot more to learn. I am a sophomore or wise fool, I’ve learned some things but I don’t yet even know what I know. A wise fool. This is the year I put what I’ve learned to practice to gain experiential knowledge.

A positive attitude is really important. Gratitude, joy and just being at peace and in love. Fear is the mind killer. And maybe God recently turned up the dial on how quickly he sends in manifestations so that we learn not to be so negative. Point is, I have also noticed an increase in the speed of manifestations.

I am meditating a lot more too. And while I’ve never really enjoyed meditation, and it’s hard for me even to get an exercise habit, when I hit rock bottom I know there’s no place better to go than to meditation and it’s best to keep on that practice even when I’m not in rock bottom cuz I don’t like being there anymore. Let’s bounce off this rock bottom floor!

Trump said, ” if you want to really see something that is sad, take a look at what happen–ooh!”

I found it quite synchronous that he would mention something terrible happening and then get shot in the exact moment he said those words.

How have other people been experiencing synchronicities lately? In January of 2024 I started noticing a strange type of synchronicity. I called them same day synchronicities. I’d get two different people in different situations say a strange phrase on the same day, for example, two separate people both saying “We’re all just peas in a pod,” on the same day.

Slowly over the month the synchronicities would start getting closer and closer to each other until they were right on top of each other. For example, I’d have podcasters I was listening to say the exact same word I was looking at on a sign or piece of paper or in a book or wherever. I’ve even had full phrases written out also be read out at the exact same time that I’m looking at the full phrase on paper. A punny one that occurred today is that I heard a podcaster say the word “terror” at the exact same time I was moving a tarot deck. These were no longer same day synchronicities but exact same time synchronicities.

So anyways I bring this up because Trump had some very interesting synchronicities that occurred during whatever else was also occurring that evening. Like no matter how much the elite can practice and prepare I think there were some synchronicities involved in the event as well. That’s my current observation. That bullet was too perfect unless it was completely fake which it could have been but if it was real it was too perfect. The photograph of the bullet, that seems fake but hey it could be real and if it is real then that’s too perfect. This point also of Trump having his words say exactly what’s going to happen at the exact moment it happens, something terrible, is very interesting as well.. add to that the way the Trump shooting echoed Revelation 13:3 and there’s just a lot of synchronicities involved here.

Are aliens involved? Household gnomes? God? The subconscious? Magic? I don’t think all these things can be blamed on the elite so I do think something etheric occurred during the shooting and I’d love to be proven wrong but I’m thinking that’s correct. I’ve seen enough strange miracles in my life to know that synchronicities are like that and it seems like Trump got some synchronicities that day. Those are my thoughts.

In this video Alex Jones talks to the christian prophet who predicted the Trump assassination back in March 2024. In the conversation, Alex Jones himself says that he has been noting an increase in synchronistic activity in his own life, including clock synchronicities, which I have been seeing a lot of as well. So it’s interesting that this topic is being discussed in the mainstream. No matter what you think of Alex Jones, it’s very interesting to see that a person with a very large audience is talking about this phenomenon of increased synchronistic behavior.

People are going to see this synchronous behavior and if they don’t understand it correctly, they’ll blame it on one particular God and then fight over their gods again in a world war III that is not just an information war but now a religious war. Well, it’s always been a religious war. At any rate these synchronicities don’t seem to be stuck to any particular faith or religion, on the contrary, they seem to be happening to everyone across the realm.

Here is a footage of a remote viewer also predicting Trump’s assassination, and even drawing out in a sketchy way on paper as they do, one of the most famous photos, the one where the bullet is in mid-air.

This man is doing the same thing that a Christian prophet is doing without claiming the name of a god. So that’s interesting.

As for the Christian prophet, I have heard him say in some of his videos that when it comes to the terrible things he predicts, he is shown these things to pray them away and make them not happen. So oftentimes he shares these terrible things that he has been shown to pray away and they don’t even occur because he’s prayed them away. And he says he shares these stories so that you can also help him pray them away.

At any rate, I find it deeply fascinating that many many people are seeing synchronistic things happening in our reality right now, and this may lead many people to feel as though God is on their side as they fight their battle because they’ll have synchronicities showing them that it’s their right to fight, but it could be lying demons and tricking spirits doing all the synchronicities around us.

God is good and faithful, though we may be living in a little season of deception and we may be seeing demons do these types of miracles. The old myths of household gnomes that were mischievous in causing trouble are not mythological, in some way that we don’t understand they are true. But every truth is half true, someone said.

We talk of aliens and now synchronistic things are happening like the gnomes of olden days, the invisible spirits that would make all the cobbler’s shoes for him in the middle of the night. Nursery rhyme stuff. I think we’re going there in our frequency. Archetypal stories will be retold and people will follow it like God is leading them when maybe he isn’t. Pied Piper stuff.

Brian R. Peller wrote another fascinating paper on this topic back in 2022 and I only just found it and am only just now reading it. Paper #341.

On the Origins of the Alphabet: Orion/Osiris in Need of a Head/Seed, the Roots of Writing, the Neolithic Europe Word as Sun/Seed System (NEWS), and a Solution to the Tartaria and Gradeshnista Tablets

Brian goes into the letter reversals that are necessary to show the connection between our alphabet and our zodiac and to come up with the star order of the letters in the alphazodiac. He shows how these letter reversals are actually quite normal in the old cylinder seals of Mesopotamia, and in Egyptian and Chinese zodiacs. For example, on cylinder seals, a collection of stars and constellations will be drawn inside the body of a larger animal and that animal will be facing in the direction that the sun enters those constellations inside the animal.

The stars set in the same direction from east to west every night like ticker tape receding into the Western horizon. The Sun draws a figure eight each year on top of this ticker tape of the stars. The position the sun sets on the horizon goes left to right, left to right, throughout the year. This direction that the sun is moving as the constellation moves behind it is key to the letter reversals in the alphabet.

For example, in the alphabet, K and L make up the lion of Leo with the L being the Lion’s face and the K his body, but in the alphabet these letter face the M and N of virgo instead of the I and TH (called thet, or thorn) of Cancer which Leo looks directly at in the sky, but the sun moves through Leo in a different direction than Leo sets.

Brian Peller goes on to show that the alphabet isn’t just a straight line calendar that shows the seasons as reversals, it’s also the story of the sky, which is the story of wheat, which is also the story of the logos that is like the seed that gets sown in us like the stars get sown into the Western Earth each night. The alphabet is the logos/seed sown into mother Gaia from father sky.

Brian didn’t bring this up in the paper but I’ve seen some other people talk about it. The Hebrews called their letters “oths” and “oth” means seed. So that’s an interesting connection.

The 22 individual letters of The Phoenician alphabet combine into two letter pairs to make 11 of the 12 constellations. Aquarius is silent cuz the ancient Phoenicians thought he was God, or represented the underlying God Force, the water that propelled all the other stars throughout the sky in the Aquarius god-boat. The animal-shaped letters, like A that is the head of Taurus, and L that is the head of Leo, represent the periods of growth in the wheat cycle. The other letter shapes are tools for working on a farm, buildings, and characteristics of humans. The hand, the arm, the eye, mouth, and the full body, for example, as different shapes. These tools and body parts coincide with our interactions with wheat and also tell the story of wheat’s growth throughout the year and the story of the logos being seeded into our hearts. All wrapped up in 22 shapes called an alphabet.

Cool AF!

Oh and the letters Thet (thorn) and Tav look like planets in the alphabet like sanchuniathon thought they were, and he said the planets were the vowels and they were a star map to indicate the date of the invention of the alphabet. Gustav Sayffarth tried to follow Sanchuniathon’s instructions back in the 1800s, and he still had to turn some of the constellations into vowels, but in doing so he came up with a star map in the alphabet that pointed to 3,400 BC for when the alphabet was invented. Brian Peller notes in this paper that the letters Thet and Tav are not planets but solstice markers. And they along with season markers in the Chinese zodiac indicate that the alphabet was invented around 4320 BC.

it is interesting that in the alphabet there are no letters for Aquarius, the godboat that carries all the animals, but all the animals are talking. It sounds like the alphabet and thus our zodiac really was invented by Noah on the ark as he was there listening to animals make noises, talking with God, and waiting for the waters to recede. And it is known that many have claimed the inventor of the alphabet is Noah who is also called Thoth by some, the writer of The emerald tablets, called Hermes by the Greeks, and Taautus by Sanchuniathon, who was an old Phoenician who was terribly interested in Thoth and was looking at all Thoth’s books before most of them were lost for good.

https://archive.org/details/TheEsotericStructureOfTheAlphabet/page/n16/mode/1up?view=theater

I believe this is that book on the Free library online. I find this book interesting. He looks into the basic shapes and sounds of the words and claims that their shapes and sounds come from their most fundamental meanings. For example he looks at the Egyptian word ankh and connects it to other English words and Latin words that have an N and K together or N and G after the the Greeks turned the K into a G in their speech.

He mentions that the most basic meaning of N and K is to tie two things together, like the English KNOT.

The Alphazodiac also gives basic meaning to each letter and the K is Clasp and the N is Nurture. To grab a hold of something and take care of it. Not that far off from his understanding of the N and K together. Cool!

I saw a file called planets among a list of movie files. I clicked on it and it said encrypted with no preview. So you’ll have to unencrypt it so I can see the information that you uncovered.

I have heard that the planets are connected to the metals, frequencies, chakras, and the original seven vowels.

The most ancient alphabets didn’t seem to have vowels. It really does seem true that all the consonents are actually constellations, and the pun holds. The vowels move around and can change like the retrograde motion of the planets. Depending on who is speaking, the vowels do a lot of moving around.

This is why I think it is the season markers of Thet and Tav that give the date of the alphabet’s invention, and not the non-existent planets that it is alleged are supposed to do so, by giving a star map of a specific date when they are aligned within the other consonants correctly.

Nevertheless when trying to find a place to put the vowels into the alphabet, my own imaginary way to do it was by seeing the vowels like lines on a sheet of music. And depending on where the constellation or consonant sits in the seven layers it gets its vowel frequency. This would line up with the layers of planes that the chakras show. And each chakra is lined up with a planet or plane, so it makes sense the vowels would all be planes, like the lines on music paper.

There are magic squares associated with each planet starting with a 3X3 magic square for Saturn, a 4X4 for Jupiter, a 5×5 for Mars and a 6×6 for the sun, 7×7 for venus, 8×8 for mercury, and 9×9 for the Moon.

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Back during the grand conjunction of Jupiter and Saturn in December of 2021, I made a potion under the light of Jupiter and Saturn as one planet. Then I drank that potion under the spring equinox of 2023 and said a prayer that God would open my heart. What I didn’t know is that I had made a very powerful potion using very powerful Jupiter and Saturn energy.

I went on to experience a rags to riches healing journey that has included magic beyond what I knew was even possible, like channeling, telepathy, fortune telling, remote viewing, meeting people in my dreams, objects denying their permanence like a poltergeist in the room, and synchronicities so common they feel mundane now except that they’re not. And at the same time I was shown all this magic, everything in my life burned up and disappeared. My house literally burnt down in January of 2024, among other hard energies I experienced.

Saturn is all about our root chakra and tearing down our poor foundations and Jupiter is all about becoming a king and getting very rich by being well established on firm foundations.

I’m not rich yet. I’m very much in my rags at the moment. I’ve had a lot of my faulty foundations torn out of my life and it’s been humbling but I see where I can grow now because all the mountains of bullcrap are out of the way. Many of the spiritually intuitive things I’ve been told about this journey have already come true in the past year I’ve been on it, and I suspect that somehow my rags will turn into riches at some point in my future.

I bring up the planetary magic squares because I only just recently learned about them, and yet the squares for Saturn, Jupiter, Mars, and the Sun have a very beautiful pattern that I only just noticed that connects to the synchronistic numbers that have been showing up in my life ever since I drink that potion in March of 2023.

The numbers that showed up on my life we’re 46, 19, 57 and 38, and the Master number 11 which is also a 2. Then in a dream around Christmas of 2023 I was told to add a 1 to the 46 to make it 146. I was also told that sixes and nines can rotate and become the other, the order of these numbers doesn’t matter, but their closeness to one another is what is important. So for example, 641 and 416 and 149 are all the same energy of 146.

Well, when you look at the Saturn magic number square you can easily draw a circle around a 49, a 57, a 38, and a 16, leaving the two by itself which is also the Master number of 11 which connects to other stories I could tell that are too long for this point I’m making now.

What shocked me when I saw this in Saturn’s number square is that I had been experiencing these numbers before I even knew that Saturn had a magic number square. I put two and two together in my mind and realized that it must have been because of that magic potion that I made under the grand conjunction of Jupiter and Saturn that I was feeling these numbers. Then I looked at Jupiter’s magic number square.

Looking at the diagonals of the Jupiter magic square one can come up with these number combinations in straight lines diagonally:

4,9,14
5,7,15
16,11,6,1
2,10,12
3,8,13

Notice the same combinations of 46, 57, 16, 2, and 38, and notice that more ones are starting to creep into the pattern, just like that dream told me to add a 1 to the 46.

The next planetary magic square is a 5×5 for Mars and it also shares this similar pattern. I am a Scorpio so Mars is my ruling planet. Drawing diagonal circles one comes with these numbers:

11,4,24
17,12,7,10,5,25,20
23,18,13,8,3
6,1,21,16
19,14,9
2,22,15

Note that as the planetary magic squares get larger, more and more ones and twos start getting mixed into the pattern of 46, 57, 38, 16, and 2.

The patterns get more complicated as the number squares get larger and this pattern seems to fade out once you get to the sun’s 7×7 magic square.

The middle diagonal line going downward in the sun square is: 6,11,16,22,26,31. It’s the 16, or 911 line going through the sun with the added complexity of more 1s, 2s and a 3.

So a Scorpio under the power of Mars made a magic potion under the grand conjunction of Jupiter and Saturn and drank it under the Sun’s spring equinox and began experiencing number synchronicities that are found in the Saturn, Jupiter, Mars, and Sun magic squares.

This blows my mind.

Also, regarding that potion that I made under the conjunction of Jupiter and Saturn in 2021 and drank in 2023, my family has a history of stomach diseases. One of my parents has had serious stomach troubles from stress. One sibling has Crohn’s and another has Ulcerated Colitis. I have eaten my own stomach up with fear and sadness and guilt and shame my whole life. In many ways that potion has been healing these broken chakras in my life. And the number 46 was showing up which is in the Saturn planet magic square and Saturn rules the root chakra. I have felt for the longest time that my sacral is where the blockage is which is the next chakra up. And I so desperately wanted to rise up to the solar plexus chakra above that which is the chakra of strength just underneath the heart.

The root chakra is a flower of 4 petals. The sacral chakra is a flower of 6 petals. The solar plexus chakra is a flower of 10 petals. 4,6,10. 146 energy. So the potion seems to be healing my first three chakras. That’s beautiful and more than I could have asked for seeing as I feel like I drank that potion on accident. I had no idea it had power. It had just been sitting around for three years, about the time in years that Jesus spent in days in the tomb, so I decided to drink it in a ritual and see what would happen and I had no idea the power that was in it.

My whole life since I drank it has been ruled by the power of that potion. And yet the strangest thing is I received a dream before I made the potion that told me everything that would happen anyways.

It was a dream of the elephant headed God Ganesha with a bag of rags slung over his shoulder rushing into a hotel to clean it but it was my job to clean it and I got mad at that elephant headed God. I yelled at him in my dream that that was my job and he shouldn’t take it, but he smiled at me, and with all four of his raised hands he flipped me off and ran into the hotel and cleaned it before I had a chance to do so.

So Ganesha will use his rags instead of me using mine and I am to go off to a life of riches instead of rags; that is the interpretation.

Life is beautiful and sublime.

Regarding the chakras: from the root to the crown they have this number of petals: 4,6,10,12,16,2,1000.

After drinking that potion I was shown the numbers 46,57,19,2, and 38. I was later told to add a 1 to the 46 to make it 146.

And as I showed above, the numbers 46,57,19,2, and 38 show up in the magic number squares of Saturn, Jupiter, Mars, and the Sun, and the complexity rises by adding a one, then a two, then a three, and then it dissipates.

The first three chakras have 4,6, and 10 pedals, or the 146 energy.

The fourth chakra has 12 pedals, or the 5+7 energy of 57.

The 5th chakra has 16 pedals, which is the reversal of 19.

Then there is a two pedaled flower lining up with the number 2, which is the master number of 11.

The last number I was shown was 38 and the final flower has a thousand petals. I don’t yet understand how 38 and 1,000 lineup. All riddles from God are jokes to be enjoyed because life is full of joy and jokes. God is a joker and he will give me obvious answers with confusing endings like lining all these numbers up except for the very last one. why is 38 equivalent to 1000? For now I can see only so far into this mystery but when I reach 1000 I’ll know exactly why it is also 38.

Psalm 137 verse 6 says, “Let my tongue stick to the roof of my mouth, if I do not remember you, if I do not set Jerusalem above my highest joy.”

It is an yogic practice to activate the pineal gland and increase the flow of pranic energy by touching the roof of the mouth with the tongue. Curl it back until you taste the back parts of the roof of your of your mouth that taste sweet like honey.

The Bible verse has a double meaning. When the Bible talks about the tongue sticking to the roof of the mouth that often means having no water to drink and being so thirsty that your tongue sticks to the roof of your mouth.

Usually those who have no water to drink are also in great despair because they’re about to die.

Despair is powerful magic and the body when it has no water to drink looks for any water it can get and the tongue will look for any juices of saliva anywhere in the mouth.

When a person is in great despair and they cry out to the Lord the Lord answers. But there’s also a physical connection to the spiritual reaction, when you stick your tongue to the roof of your mouth you have a deeper connection to God because it activates your spiritual antenna, your pineal gland.

So in essence the psalmist is saying if I ever forget God may my mouth dry up may God no longer give me any water to drink and then may my tongue stick to the roof of my mouth which will activate my pineal gland and make me see God again and remember that he is real.

Giving up is magic energy. It’s like the conscious mind gets out of the way and the subconscious has all the room to do its magic.

Interestingly, movies show give up magic a lot. The hero gives up just before success.

The Kabala says that despair creates a negative vessel and it forces God’s hand to fill that vessel with his light. So as the Bible teaches that God will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear, when we are tempted to the point of great despair, it creates a negative vessel that forces God’s hand and he will act. Without fail.

The world we live in is very beautiful and we forget that with our materialistic thinking.

I don’t practice despair magic on purpose but I have felt deep despair before and seen God act as if his hand were forced and his action was so beautiful it left me stunned and speechless.

The law of cause and effect applies to our relationship with God as well. We can be the cause that forces God to be the effect. The Bible teaches this in the way where it says that God has made promises that he must keep. The prophet Jeremiah and others are seen in scripture demanding God to act based on his promises. These promises are baked into the cake of our reality. And God causes his rain to fall on the righteous and unrighteous alike so, so God keeps his promises towards all people whether righteous or unrighteous. It is a law of nature.

What were you like when you were 10 years old? What were your passions when you were 4? You are on a personal journey and before you were old enough to be told lies and be waylaid by the lies, you already began walking on your path. Remember what your passions were when you were young and that is likely what your passions will be when you are old. And the sooner you get to living your passions, the more you will find your reason for living.

The Bible teaches that God knew you before the creation of the world. Christians take this to mean that God is omnipotent and can know all things, but I think this verse also means that you also existed with God before the creation of the world. God didn’t just know you, you and God had long conversations about the creation of this world and you co-created it with him. And you chose this moment in time to enter this world. You chose your parents and your lineage and how you would be born and how poor or rich you would be. You chose everything. You knew all of world history as God does and discussed with him when you would like to enter it and entered it 22 years ago because that was the exact moment that would best suit you in fulfilling your purpose. You are here for a reason.

You went down the atheist path after being on a Christian path and both are paths of logic. Consider stepping off the logic path and following your heart instead. The truth is way more psychotic. The truth is way more beautiful.

The spiritual is very real. It can be experienced. Magic is real. Every human performs magic every day of their lives with every breath they take and every movement and action they take within the etheric field that we live in, but even experiencing the spiritual or learning how to perform magic is not the purpose of life. These are like tools you pick up in the game of Zelda to use on your journey. You already have the tools of Christianity and Atheism. What other tools would you like to pick up? You question going back to college. If you do that, learn something practical. Colleges today serve no other purpose but to give you lies that you must later run from or throw overboard. However practical knowledge is excellent because it helps you live in this physical reality. People who go on spiritual journeys can often forget they still need to eat and provide a roof over their heads and other things that require the monetary system which has been broken by the robberberons of our current culture, and we are slaves in that culture, and American freedom is not true freedom. America is full of lies and it is the truth that sets us free. You already seem to be on a journey where you are searching for the truth. Keep looking for it. They say the libraries bury us in lies. They are lie-buries. They say the true truth comes from within. They say to find the truth you have to dig underneath all the lies and go into the deep dark basements and sit in the dark all by yourself and let the truth be spoken to you by God himself. Search within. Learn to meditate. And keep taking care of your body because it is your vessel as you travel this world. It is your space suit. And you only get one while you’re here.

The Bible says that God is love and in him there is no darkness at all. Perhaps it is the path of each and every one of us to live out love as God is love and to remove all darkness as God doesn’t dwell in it either.

Love might be the purpose of all lives but you get to experience it in your own way in your personal journey.

The Buddhist say we insert quarter and play again every time we die. The Christians say we only get one quarter. I like to take both of them at face value and live as though I have multiple lives but also as if this life I’m living is the most important life of all the times I reinsert the quarter. Carpe diem. And bring a towel.

They say that enlightenment is a destructive path because it destroys all that you once thought was true. Enlightenment is lightning yourself by removing your load of guilt and shame and worry and lies. It is throwing everything overboard. Many people reach enlightenment through a serious trauma in their lives which causes an ego death and an existential crisis. Perhaps the purpose of life is to give up everything that is not life and to seek what is life, which is love and beauty and Majesty and wonder. Pursue what is good and you will find that you are on the path of your life’s purpose.

And don’t be afraid. Fear is the mind killer. Follow your heart it knows the truth. The mind is divided into two hemispheres and provides dualistic thinking for when we need it. But the heart also thinks and it is not divided. It knows the truth which sets you free. So listen to your heart. It is your temple in which the spirit dwells. Listen to the spirit. Listen to your spirit. Find joy in everything. Change everything by leaving only footprints.

The truth can be found in the simplest of things and by taking things at face value. For example the purpose of life is not to escape it or else you wouldn’t be here. 

You mentioned that Jesus came to heal, save, and restore all humanity. The Bible tells us to follow Jesus. So it makes sense that those are also our purposes in this life. We are heroes on a journey to heal, save, and restore all of humanity. To do this we must start with healing, saving, and restoring ourselves. After that, the rest is a cakewalk. 

Another great Crrow quote is, “Space is misdescribed.” I have used it often. Instead of coming out and saying to a ‘normie’, “We do not live on a ball spinning in the vacuum of space”, which will make them think you are crazy, saying “space is misdescribed” is an acknowledgement that you disagree with the accepted models, but you leave it to them to ask what you mean by that, and those who respect you will be curious about your opinions and want to know more. Those who don’t want to know more won’t ask.

I can understand why you want to help your family. Give it time. In 2019 at my Grandmother’s funeral, I said to my parents and siblings that I was pretty sure the earth was flat. My brother who worked one year for NASA thought I was crazy. My dad wanted to know more. It is 2024 now and my dad is not yet convinced that our accepted cosmology is wrong, because the implications are too great for him, but he listens to me speak about the flat earth, and asks me questions about it, and listens as I speak. He is flat-curious.

If the evening news suddenly became a mouthpiece for truth and told the masses that Outerspace is misdescribed, vaccines are poison, and angels and demons are regularly interacting with us on the daily, then 95% of the listeners would end up in the hospital, some with heart attacks, some with mental breakdowns. People have built their lives around certain beliefs. They can’t change their worldviews so quickly. And, even for me, back in 2018, when I began to see through the lies, it nearly sent me to the hospital as well. After removing as many lies from my worldview as possible, I began experiencing supernatural things, objects denying their permanence in front of my eyes and in my own hands. A hundred synchronicities a day, or more. The universe began to speak to me like it was conscious, because it is. This realm is soooo much more beautiful than we ever been lied to about it. But seeing the beauty can break our minds in half. It takes time for older people to get it. You are seeing through the lies as a young person. I didn’t start seeing through the lies until I was 40, and had already lived a full life based on the lies. Grief and anger can set in. Live a life that makes others curious. Answer the questions of the curious. Have patience with the elderly. Give the young alternatives to the lies.

I’ve called 2025 the Year of Discernment, and you are living that now.

Stare into the abyss of the rabbit hole of lies for as long as it takes. Trace every thread, question every authority, let the illusions crumble. But eventually, a turning point comes — a quiet moment when you finally look away. That’s when true discernment begins. Not when you discover more darkness, but when you realize it’s time to rise like a coke bubble!

From there, it’s time to gather new tools — clearer ways of thinking, deeper modes of seeing — to move forward with purpose.

Many who begin this awakening journey feel an initial surge of excitement. There’s energy in tearing down the old. Mental closets get emptied. Assumptions dissolve. It feels like freedom — and it is. But almost inevitably, a strange quiet follows — like the stillness in the eye of a storm. And in that stillness, you may feel lost. Disoriented. Even depressed.

This is what it feels like when the worldview that once guided you has fallen away, and no new one has yet taken its place. It’s normal. Be ready for it. It doesn’t last forever.

And remember: this isn’t a race. Discernment unfolds in waves. Truth integrates slowly, like roots growing in the dark. Give yourself time. Patience is not weakness — it’s the strength of those who know what they’re becoming.

When you feel adrift, return to small, true things: Breathe. Touch the Earth. Watch the light shift through trees. Speak kindly. These are not distractions — they are compass points. They remind you that truth is not only something you think, but something you live.

Here are two tools you can begin practicing right now — tools that keep you grounded and awake:

Zeteticism is the ancient art of seeking truth through direct observation. It’s a form of radical honesty — not trusting blindly what “Capital-S Science” declares, but testing reality with your own senses, questions, and experience. Trust what you can feel, touch, test, and see — not what must be accepted on faith alone.

Mindfulness, rooted in Buddhist tradition, is the practice of returning your awareness to the present moment. No longer trapped in loops of past or future, your thoughts and emotions soften. The now opens, and peace enters. This is where clarity lives.

When you combine Zeteticism and Mindfulness, something profound happens: You step out of the trap. You stop being a puppet of programmed thought. You become the master of your own mind.

But don’t stop there. Don’t let it remain abstract. Embodiment is essential. Think differently, yes — but live differently. Let your new clarity guide your hands, your words, your habits. Real transformation doesn’t happen in the mind alone. It’s walked, spoken, felt.

And as you begin to actually see what’s happening around you — not through filters, but directly — something remarkable begins to emerge:

Synchronicities. Magic. Signs.

The world starts reflecting your inner world in vivid, surprising ways. Birds may seem to speak to you. Microwaves might ping in perfect time. Clouds, leaves, coins, and winds become messengers. Everything outer mirrors the inner. All things speak — if you’re paying attention. (See the work of Veda Austin on the consciousness of water.)

Magic is always happening. But most people never see it — because they never look. Zeteticism teaches us to look. Mindfulness teaches us where to look — in the present moment.

And the longer you live this way, the more you’ll see that the journey of awakening is not linear. It spirals. You may revisit old questions. Old pains may resurface. But this time, you’re meeting them from a higher vantage. That’s not failure — that’s depth. Trust the spiral. You are becoming.

And remember: you’re not alone.

This is not just your private journey. A great discernment is unfolding across the Earth. Millions are waking up. As more people reclaim their minds, open their hearts, and reawaken to the sacred intelligence flowing through all things, the world begins to shimmer with new life.

You are part of something ancient, sacred, and rising.

And if you want a map, a model, a framework to help guide you — start with the Seven Hermetic Principles. They’re not abstract metaphysics — they’re observable, livable truths. They align with experience more honestly than the false “science” we were taught in school.

Study them. Live them. They will not trap your mind — they will free it. And they will show you a world far more radiant, mysterious, and alive than anything the liars ever told you.

The Memory Palace as a Divining Tool

The memory palace, or method of loci, is traditionally understood as a technique for remembering. It allows one to store vast amounts of information by mentally placing it within an imagined architectural space, a palace, a path, a series of rooms, or landmarks. These places serve as containers, and through repeated journeys, the memory becomes fixed and recallable.

I first came across the idea of a memory palace when I was looking into the original meanings of each of the original Phoenician letters (A=oxhead, B=house, etc). I read Brian R. Pellar’s papers, which show that the 22-letter alphabet lines up with the zodiac, two letters per constellation, skipping Aquarius, the god-boat which carries the other constellations through the waters of heaven. What is compelling about Pellar’s model is that in the alphabet, Pisces, Aries, and Taurus are in a loop which reverses them together as one group. Gemini is not rotated, and all the other constellations of Cancer through Capricorn are each rotated individually. These rotations create loops in an imaginary alphabet that create rooms in a memory palace. 7 individually rotated rooms for Cancer through Capricorn. Three rooms that rotate together, one that does not, and another sign of the 12 that is the silent underlying waters.

Pellar also shows how the 22 Phoenician letters fit snuggly into an ancient Chinese lunar zodiac of the 28 mansions of the moon, each mansion is marked on the zodiac with it’s own sign or letter. This lunar zodiac contains two letters for Aquarius, and two letters for every other sign, as it takes the moon about two days to pass through a sign, and also a sign from the inner 10 constellations not on the ecliptic to mark each of the four colures, or seasons, of the year. 22+2+4=28 mansions of the moon.

As I reconstructed Pellar’s theories in my mind, I built a memory palace that lined up with so many ancient symbols from Pythagoras onward that it blew my mind. Pellar shows in his papers how the alphabet lines up with the stars. But it also lines up with the circle of fifths. Pellar shows how the alphabet encodes Pi structurally, but it also encodes the Fine Number Construct in it’s structure. It uses the planets as seven hands on a celestial clock who act as the actors on a stage whose bones are the stars. It was a memory palace whose positions lines up with the stars and the planets danced as you fed it memories and the planets would encode my memories into the stars with their dancing through the stars.

the alphabet’s connection to the Circle of Fifths is structural. I compared the shape of the alphabet as it is wrapped around the stars to other known shapes and saw that it lined up perfectly with the structure of the Circle of Fithfs in music theory. The 5+7=12 structure of the circle of fifths.

It was odd to me that a memory palace should reveal information to me.

The Fine Number Construct is 1 over 137. The Alphazodiac is an esoteric inversion of this fraction, a mirror image of it. Instead of having 1`over 137, the alhpazodiac has one constellation that is UNDER the eleven others, who are grouped as 1 constellation (Gemini) that does not move, 3 (Pisces, Aries, Taurus) that rotate together, and 7 (Cancer through Capricorn) that rotate individually. 1 under 1 3 7. Interesting synchronicity.

There are ways in which this memory palace can be manipulated like the “linguistic faberge eggs” Terrance Mkenna says the machine elves revealed to him on DMT trips. McKenna described experiences under the influence of DMT where he encountered self-transforming, hyperdimensional entities that communicated in a language of visual poetry—a kind of linguistic light-show.

By writing the 22 letters of the alphabet on the points of a stack of 4 triangles for the four elements and 3 squares for the three forces, in a stack 3 4 3 4 3 4 3 and then connect it telemeric ends as in a toroid to make the order 3 3 4 3 4 3 4, and then rolling out the points of this stack of triangles and squares into clay, like an old cylinder seal, the points in the clay, when reversed as in a mirror, will write out the four letters of the tetragrammaton, one letter per season of the year.

And yet, this arrangement is not sacred, as in, just because it writes the name of God doesn’t mean it is the only arrangement the letters can fit. This stack of 3 3 4 3 4 3 4 is one viewpoint of the Faberge egg. Writing all 28 letters onto the corners of a stack 7 squares 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 reveals the connection of the planets to music and the days of the week.

So the alphabet memory palace can be rotated and manipulated to reveal new information, like DMT elves would rotate glowing basketball shaped orbs at Mkenna to reveal puns to him that showed how language is like a three-dimensional, glowing, morphing geometric structures that embodies layered meanings.

Mkenna said things like:

“They speak in a visible language. They use sound to make objects—linguistic objects—jokes, puns, visual metaphors that unfold in front of you.”

“They are made of intentionality. They are made of language. They are, in fact, the language. They come bounding out of the space and they offer you these linguistic Fabergé eggs that are like visual puns.”

And so, when I was merely looking into the original meanings of the letters, I stumbled upon an ancient memory palace of the sky encoded in the alphabet. Not only could it hold all my memories, but it could also speak back to me things I didn’t know. It blew my mind like I was a monkey looking at a space tablet. It turns out the sky’s arch-of-type is the ark of archetype. Cool!

Now, it has been well known that a memory palace can be used not only for recollection but also for divination because the zodiac wheel used in horoscopes and other divinatory practices is a memory palace. A diviner is one who practices the art of accessing hidden knowledge, symbolic insight, or revelation from a symbolic structure.

In geometric terms, the alphabet becomes a “Library of Babel”. This is a library that contains every book that can be written, and for this reason, contains a lot of books that are full of undecodable strings of letters that make no sense in any known language. That is the cure of having an infinite number of books in one library.

The alphabet is lined up with the stars and wrapped in structured loops of letters creating a symbolic structure that can encode all information and thus also reveal all information, through lumashi, or divine revelation of puns from the stars. The puns come to the reader like ghosts in the library of Babel pointing you to books that contain readable information.

Memory and Revelation

Memory and divination are often considered opposites. Memory retrieves what was once known; divination seeks what is not yet known. But both share a common structure: they rely on symbols, internal imagery, and a process of navigation through mental space. Just as one “walks” through a memory palace to retrieve encoded information, so too can one journey through a palace to receive symbolic impressions, synchronicities, or revelations.

The Sumerians had a word for such revelation: lumashi. It referred to the arrangement of stars and signs in the sky, used by priests and astronomer-diviners to interpret the will of the gods. The sky was their memory palace, and the constellations were loci filled not with facts, but with archetypal meaning. When an unusual alignment occurred, it was read as a sign, a moment of insight. A lumashi.

Similarly, in a symbolic memory palace, one can embed mythic symbols, letters, constellations, deities, or planetary powers. The structure becomes not just a cognitive map, but a symbolic cosmos. A personal sky. Walking through it becomes a kind of inner astrology walk.

In the Alpha Zodiac, the letters of the alphabet are mapped onto the zodiac and used as both a memory device and symbolic structure. In this model, each letter represents a sign, a place, a principle.

One example: N and M (nun & mem) are the two letters for Virgo in the sky. The letter Nun is associated with water, fish, fall, serpent and is linked with Mem (water, womb, depth). In Psalm 145, an acrostic poem, the verse corresponding to Nun is mysteriously absent. The ancient rabbis explained this absence by quoting Amos 5:2: “Fallen is the virgin Israel.”

The virgin (Virgo) has fallen. The serpent (Nun) has disappeared into the waters (Mem). The seed star of Virgo, Spica, is lost. In this absence lies a story: a fall from grace, a hidden truth. And in the Alpha Zodiac, that gap can become a place of revelation.

By standing in your memory palace at the room or locus of Virgo, and contemplating the missing letter, you do not just recall a fact. You enter a myth. You receive a symbolic charge. You may see images, patterns, or sudden intuitive insights—what Jung might call active imagination, or what the ancients might call an oracle.

When you construct a memory palace of symbolic content, you create a field for synchronicity. The mind will begin to reflect, project, and connect beyond the merely rational. A question asked within the palace is answered not with logic, but with symbolic resonance. A particular image may shine brighter. A long-forgotten association may surface. An unexpected pattern may emerge.

This is not hallucination. It is structured intuition.

The palace becomes an interface—a divinatory engine. You place your attention on a locus, and it speaks back. It is not random; it is structured by the logic of memory, symbol, and correspondence. As in Tarot, astrology, or the I Ching, the structure is what enables the insight.

One Palace, Many Worlds

A key insight is that all memory can be stored in one palace because the palace is infinitely expandable. Likewise, all symbols can be revealed from one palace because the symbols are fractal, interconnected, and alive. Whether you are recalling the periodic table or seeking an omen, the same architecture can serve.

In this way, the memory palace becomes not just a personal tool, but a ritual space. It is a theater of consciousness where memory, imagination, and revelation meet. You can encode your learning there. You can explore your dreams there. You can pose questions to the unknown there.

And it seems as though our alphabet encodes this most ancient and sacred of memory palaces, based on the stars and planets, which mirrors us so well, for as above so below, that it can hold all our memories and tell us all that can be known as well.

The memory palace is a tool of vast power. When used for recollection, it strengthens the mind. When opened to divination, it becomes a mirror of the cosmos.

Through symbolic navigation, active imagination, and the conscious use of archetypal structures, the palace transforms into a space where memory and prophecy meet. It becomes a modern lumashi, a constellation of meanings inside the mind revealed by the stars.

Many people say that the meaning of every letter would take a library to write. Now that we can see that the order of the letters is connected to order of the stars, we can draw inferences from position to retell a story. I am looking for left over patterns in the order of the bookshelves of an ancient memory palace to see if the order tells us what books were once in them.

Here’s an image of what I imagine when I put the thing back together.

Both and more. The modern Hebrew script is a stylized version of the 22 letter Phoenician alphabet which comes from the Proto-Sinaitic alphabet of shapes that seem to come from a combination of Egyptian hieroglyphs and astrology. The Modern Hebrew Script lines up with the stars because its predecessor alphabet also did. The same can be said of the Ugaritic alphabet, which is another early alphabet based on the Phoenician.

Search “Brian R. Pellar” at http://www.sino-platonic.org and read his papers on the Origins of the Alphabet. Those images come from his papers on this topic. And many people have been looking into it, in fact, this very topic of connecting the Hebrew/Phoenician to the ancient Chinese Lunar Zodiac was first proposed in 1923, so this idea has recently celebrated it’s 100th birthday!

The Ancients Tell Us the Alphabet Came from the Stars

In the Praeparatio Evangelica, Eusebius quotes Philo of Byblos, who cites the Phoenician writer Sanchuniathon. Sanchuniathon writes of a figure named Taautus, also known as Thoth to the Egyptians and Hermes to the Greeks. He is credited with the invention of writing.

“Tauthus imitated the features of the gods who were his companions, Kronos and Dagon, and the rest, and gave form to the sacred characters of the letters.”

The shapes of the letters, according to this account, were modeled on the features of the gods.

Elsewhere in the same text, Eusebius quotes Diodorus Siculus, who explains that the gods of Egypt (Osiris, Isis, and others) were understood originally as the sun, the moon, and the stars:

“They supposed that the sun and moon were two eternal and primal gods… Isis, being interpreted, means ‘ancient,’ the name having been given to the Moon… these deities they suppose to regulate the whole world.”

He adds that:

“Their first philosophers knew no other gods than the sun, the moon… and regarded them as the sources of sustenance.”

Philo also notes that Dagon, one of the gods whose features were imitated in the alphabet, means “grain.” He is later associated with the goddess Nisaba, the Mesopotamian deity of both grain and writing. Her name also simply means “grain.”

Kronos, another of Taautus’ companions, is linked to time, harvest, and the sickle. The Greek Kronia festival, honoring him, was celebrated at harvest time. He is the one who castrates his father Uranus in myth, a symbolic reaping.

Brian Pellar, in Sino-Platonic Papers 341, points out that these three: Thoth, Kronos, and Dagon together form a triad of writing, time, and wheat. He aligns this with the structure of the Phoenician alphabet, which he argues encodes the zodiac and the cycle of wheat. He shows how the twenty-two letters correspond to the stars, the signs, and the agricultural stages of Emmer wheat, from the sprouting head in Aries to the harvest in Leo.

Meanwhile, Plato records a different kind of testimony about Thoth. In the Phaedrus, Thoth presents writing to the Egyptian king Thamus as a gift to memory. But Thamus replies:

“This invention will produce forgetfulness in the minds of those who learn to use it… They will trust to the external written characters and not remember of themselves.”

Writing was understood as a transfer of memory from the inner world to the outer, from the mind to the page.

The alphabet is said to be based on the forms of the gods. It is an old memory palace of the Temple of the God’s in Heaven, the 12 God’s of the Zodiac, now written on paper.

The gods are described as the visible lights of the heavens — stars, planets, sun, and moon.

These same gods are tied to agriculture, time, and harvest.

The invention of the alphabet is both a profoundly useful tool and a movement from embodied memory to external form. Carl Jung LOVED this very moment of transmutation from spirit to form and writes a lot about it.

One could say we cast spells with our words not just because our letters are based on the names of the gods, but also because the very act of spelling is the sacred act of taking ideas out of the etheric realms and bringing them into this shared physical space.

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Here is an interesting quote from the 1867 book, “Hebrew Primitif” which states the alphabet is the zodiac.

“The Hebrew letters are the ciphers or signs of the zodiac, from which the words of the Hebrew language itself are formed; the consonants are the letters or ciphers which assemble around the vowels to form the words, just as the constellations assemble around the Sun, image of the Divinity, and compose the community of stars over which it presides. The constellations of the Zodiac formed the twelve great gods of Graeco-Roman antiquity, corresponding to the twelve stations of the Sun, and these constellations were distinguished by the letters from Aleph to Thau; attributes or energies of the same divinity, they are so to speak the pearls which have formed the necklace of the Zodiac, and the vowels corresponding to the seven planets which surround the Sun are the voices which give sound or color to the consonants; they form the word, and the word is the Divinity itself. The priests of Abydos would recite the mystic hymn of the seven vowels, or the name of Jehovah which unites them.”

You’ve brought up the X in your first post and this one, so I will tell you what symbology I see in it.

But I want to bring up an important point first. In this post and others like it I often hear people saying an event involving a famous person was a “Psyop” because it had synchronicities in the numbers associated with the event. I do not see that as a one-to-one case. Sometimes the number symbology is planned by elites. Other times they are from the universe, like all other synchronicities. And famous people whose lives are public often have their synchronicities occur in public.

For example. Last summer Presidential candidate Trump was nearly assassinated in Pennsylvania. Whether real or a psyop it doesn’t matter for this example: After Trump got tackled by his secret service agents, as he was getting up he said, “Let me get my shoes on, Let me get my shoes on,” and it was overheard by the microphone. This made Trump synchronize with pet beast of the dragon in Revelation 13:1-4

“1The dragon a stood on the shore of the sea. And I saw a beast coming out of the sea. It had ten horns and seven heads, with ten crowns on its horns, and on each head a blasphemous name. 2The beast I saw resembled a leopard, but had feet like those of a bear and a mouth like that of a lion. The dragon gave the beast his power and his throne and great authority. 3One of the heads of the beast seemed to have had a fatal wound, but the fatal wound had been healed. The whole world was filled with wonder and followed the beast. 4People worshiped the dragon because he had given authority to the beast, and they also worshiped the beast and asked, “Who is like the beast? Who can wage war against it?”

Trump had got shot at in the face, and came up bloody but unhurt or damaged, like the pet beast of the dragon in Revelation who looks to have been healed from a fatal wound. The two incidents mirror each other, but not perfectly, as Trump wasn’t hurt fatally, so it’s not a perfect synchronicity. But it also says that the beast has a mouth like a lion, and Trump paints his face an combs his hair like a lion, and a lion is even a logo of Trump. So that fits. It also says the beast resembled a leopard which are often seen symbolically as leaders, and who had feet like those of a bear. And when Trump got up from being tackled, his feet were bare. He cried out for shoes, and punned with the beast of Revelation by showing he had the feet of a bear.

Whether real or WWE, this shocked the nation and rocked the world. Either way, I doubt it was the Elite’s plan than Trump should lose his shoe in the process of getting tackled so that the world would see that he is the pet beast of a dragon. Rather, I think God laughed at the show in PA that day and let the universe reflect what God thought of Trump, so the universe knocked off Trump’s shoes as the final piece in a lumashi pun between Trump and sacred texts to make him smell like the beast of Revelation symbolically.

This is why I don’t necessarily see it as a “psyop” when a famous person has number synchronicities around their lives or deaths. Ozzy was a rock ‘n roller. Both are circles. He died on 7/22=3.14 because God likes circles and so the universe resonated with Ozzy, and we all saw it happen because he is a public figure …or if the Elites did it, then Ozzy finally paid off all his bills and is off to his retirement on the lost continent of Mu in a no fly zone west of Hawaii where no boats go either and tickets cost a billion dollars and you gotta fake your own death before leaving and now he’s playing basketball with Kobe. Either one. Two options. II.

OK, so the X.

Gen X in the neXt generation after the Boomers. What comes after a boom? total destruction. Of what? the X that marked the spot of the boom. Gen X was told in our movies and childhood heroes to be nomadic and get out of the way. If we X’ers didn’t get out the way, we’d get blasted. Gen X as adults fetishize both van-life and prepper-life. If we aren’t being nomadic, we’re digging in and preparing for the apocalypse. This messaging was in our movies and television, so we believed it and it’s in our trauma as a generation. So yeah, a lot of the symbolism is put there by controllers and we get controlled via the symbology of our generation.

When the Twin Towers fell, it was two towers II becoming an X, both towers falling in on themselves at place we now call “ground zero.” A reset. Now we have President Trump, a Gemini, whose life and character are closely tied to the 9/11 event, and whose two presidencies are 4+5 and 4+7 or 9 and 11, and whose two presidencies stand apart from each other like the two towers stood apart from each other. And if you look up “Curse of Tippecanoe” or “The Twenty Year Curse” or “The Zero Curse” you’ll see that since 1840, eight presidents have died in office. Seven of them were elected in years divisible by 20. Trump missed that election because Biden got in office instead, thus splitting Trump’s term like the Twin Towers are split. Nothing can touch Teflon Don, right? wrong. Just as the Twin Towers had early attempts against them in the 90’s before they finally took them down in 2001, so Teflon Don has had many attempts against him, but now he stands like the two towers and we all know what’s coming neXt.

Symbolically, Trump is set up for a fall. He is a II becoming an X during the adulthood of Gen X.

So, when I see this symbolism, I think either God is very funny to let his universe reflect all these symbols back at us, or that the elites got something up their sleeves, or both. Sometimes, like Trump on the day of his assassination, no elite planned for him to smell like the pet beast of a dragon, it seems like the controllers would not want to signal that, but rather like Trump accidentally farted a synch when his shoes fell off, no pun intended.

And maybe Ozzy faked a psyop death, or God just really, really likes circles.

“I just had an epiphany this morning that synchronicities are not from the “universe”, “we” actually create them.”

Yeah I don’t disagree with that. When I first started experiencing synchronicities they were so mind-blowing I thought it must be a cooperation event between myself the universe and God. And I thought that because it felt like I did it but it didn’t seem to my worldview like I could be the one who did it. So I assume the universe and God had to participated to have it occur.

And yet when my synchronicities first started, the really strange ones were the ones that I had a premonition they would occur before they occurred. It felt like I made them occur by knowing that they would occur. At any rate, the idea that we cause them is in line with what Carl Jung taught.

Here is an interesting story of me observing someone else’s synchronicity. I was working at a resort cleaning vacation homes. I was on the front deck of the house I was about to clean, I had just arrived in my golf cart that I had parked out front. As I am about to walk in the front door I hear a clink behind me. I turn around and see that the hubcap of the golf cart had just fallen off. And I look beyond the golf cart and see a car driving by and a teenager with his head out the window heading home from his vacation. He’s looking out the window of his parent’s car as he passed the golf cart ad the exact time when the hubcaps fell off. So I observed a returning teenage vacationer have a synchronicity on his way out.

And of course one might really want to ask the question: why does the universe or God or even that young teenager want a hubcap to fall off? And I don’t know why that is. That’s why it feels like a jester entity is involved as well. God is very funny and often not judgmental but also very funny like a jester sometimes. Or maybe I am talking about my higher self or my higher subconscious self. But again it could just be an energy we humans send out through the ether causing things to occur and US attributing silliness to the occurrences.

Personal experiences of 88:

The point of me bringing personal experiences up is the number 88 is showing up in places and in lives, and I am reporting where and how it showed up in my life recently.

Last year in 2024 (year of the 8), my 1988 Toyota Carolla broke down and I had to sell it. That same year I bought and refinished and sold again a 1988 Ford Econoline Shuttle Bus that I redid the floor in before selling it for profit.

Before my 1988 Carolla broke down, I had a dream that I saw 4 kittens in a box inside my Carolla, and the four kittens had just had four kittens of their own, and they were the size of matchbox cars but fuzzy like kittens, and rolling around like tiny kitten-cars inside my Carolla. 4 kittens had 4 kittens = 8 kittens in an 88 Carolla. And I wondered, “With all these kittens having kittens, where is the Momma cat?”

I woke up from that dream thinking I’d get family news that day. And the dream left me with the feeling of sacrifice, like I was about to lose something of great value to me that I would not want to lose. Later I got the call from my Brother-in-law that our Mother-In-Law had passed away that morning about an hour after I had woken up from that dream.

So I drove out to her funeral in that old ’88 Carolla. They had a slide show of many images of my Mother-in-law on a large screen. The last image was her holding four kittens. It was a very nice and comforting funeral, and then I drove home in that 88 Carolla which lasted another month before it had a major engine failure.

That is how I recently experienced 88.

The character Biff played in the second movie was characterized after Trump. Co-writer to the movie Bob Gale is quoted as saying so and he even points to specific scenes that he particularly thinks are Trump like. In the second movie, Biff makes big money by time traveling to get a sports almanac from the future and using it in the past to bet on games. Many people wonder if Trump is a time traveler and there is that book from the 1800s about Baron von Trump that people allege in conspiracy theories and also Trump is connected to Tesla technology that was hidden from us so it’s been thought that Trump has time traveling abilities. Though I’m not sure if Bob Gale intended that connection or not that’s interesting to think.

In the second movie Biff is a money hungry sleazy womanizer who lives in a tall tower with fancy hair. That is the Trump Bob Gale painted on Biff. Yet Biff got really lucky with time traveling… …And people say Trump did too… That’s interesting. I’m not sure anyone called Trump a time traveler before these movies came out, but they call him one now.

My parents just told me that this weekend they watched all three BTTF movies in a marathon. Interesting synch that they chose those movies to watch.

This under 10 minute YouTube video shows the connection between Biff and Trump and even includes an interesting clip where Trump is speaking about the city of Paradise but accidentally calls it Pleasure a couple times before the crowd corrects him that it’s Paradise. Biff in the movie has a very tall building with his name at the top and at the bottom it says Pleasure Paradise. The video is worth the watch.

The author even goes into how a lot of these synchronicities follow art because art channels. This has been my personal experience as well. A lot of people call a lot of things psyops but they’re not psyops. It’s reality reflecting our idols.

We worship movies and our minds are wrapped around these iconic movies and it blips our collective unconsciousness through the morphic resonance of everyone watching and loving these movies, and it transfers us into a reality where our collective imagination becomes real, or we all collectively manifest it, however you look at it, and that’s why our reality reflects our movies because our movies are our gods that we worship, or they have been for the last 100 years. It’s fascinating.

Isn’t it funny how every time we hit play or pause on an internet video or song, we turn a triangle (plane) into two standing pillars (twin towers), or visa versa. It’s like every time we hit play or pause we re-enact the 9/11 ritual.

What is interesting about this Hulk Hogan clip is that in this conversation about demolishing the Twin Towers, Randy Savage talks about empathically channeling someone else’s pain, almost like how an artist can remote view a future event though feeling into the collective unconscious. Is this sketch the result of purposefully remote viewing 9/11 and having Savage and Hogan act out what was seen in a sketch? Or was the script written by someone already in the know? I wonder.

The two wrestlers known as The Twin Towers “were a professional wrestling tag team in the World Wrestling Federation (WWF) from 1988 to 1990, consisting of Akeem and the Big Boss Man. They are best known for a main event feud with the Mega Powers” (Wikipedia). The 88 of 1988 connects with other threads on this forum right now.

The circular face of the moon in the sky has an area that is 3/11ths the area of the shadow that crosses past it in a lunar eclipse, which is alleged to be the area of the disc of the Earth’s shadow. So it is said that the area of the face of the moon is 3/11ths the area of the face of the Earth. 

The moon’s diameter in ratio to the Earth’s diameter is 3 to 11. If you draw a a circle for the Earth whose diameter is 11 and a square around the circle for the Earth you get an 11 by 11 square. If you draw the moon right on top of the Earth circle, and if you put a compass point at the center of the Earth and the pencil at the center of the Moon and draw a circle, you’ve just squared the circle by drawing a circle whose area is nearly exactly the same as the square around the Earth.

If you draw a horizontal line at the diameter of the Earth circle ending at the edges of the circle and square, and if you use this as the base of a triangle and make the other two edges of the triangle connect with the center of the moon, you have drawn a triangle with the exact proportions of the grand pyramid of Giza whose height to width ratio is 7 to 11.

They knocked down the twin towers which are the 11 and they also knocked down building 7 which is the seven. They did it 33 years after it was built which is 3 times 11.

Some people say the pyramid was built with this 7 to 11 ratio where it’s height is the radii of the Earth and the Moon combined and it’s base is the diameter of the Earth, they did this so that the pyramid is like a microcosm of the macrocosm, as above so below sort of stuff.

I find the number connections very interesting though I’m not sure what to say about it.

From daily Mail article on the topic, quote,

https://share.google/ZNoFrV68nyLqZi7t0

“Erika Kirk, the widow of slain conservative commentator Charlie Kirk, once appeared on the Bravo series Summer House.

Erika, 36, who was then known by her maiden name Erika Frantzve, made a cameo in the 11th episode of the show’s third season.”

Note the 11 and the 3.

The article goes on to mention that Charlie and Erica Kirk’s children are ages 3 and 1.

When Netanyahu was asked point blank by the reporter on the News show Newsmax if Israel was behind the Charlie Kirk shooting, Netanyahu said that was insane and then he alleges other claims no one’s ever said about them, for example he says people say that “Israel also changes the orbit of the moon. Israel pushes the Sun.”

Watch first 20 seconds of this video for that quote from Netanyahu.

Look up John Michelle’s esoteric work on the sacred geometry symbol known as the New Jerusalem Template and you will see it’s based on ratios in the Egyptian Grand pyramid of Giza and ratios inherent in the globe Earth model. The New Jerusalem template squares the circle by putting a circle with diameter 3 right next to another circle with diameter 11. The circle with diameter 3 is the moon which has been taken out of its orbit and pushed adjacent to the Earth. The Moon and the Sun have the same apparent size in the sky. So the Moon and the Sun in the New Jerusalem Template are taken out of their orbit and pushed toward the Earth and the relative size of each is 3 to 11.

See image https://share.google/images/eLoj7Qy9K31feO1Ya

I bring up the New Jerusalem template because it is a shape in sacred geometry that geometrists allege encodes the math God used to build the universe. The more I study the topic, it does seem to be the case. And God’s numbers show up all the time. They’re not always from psyops planting them there, though many times it is.

When Cash Patel the director of the FBI said that they got their man after 33 hours, that is secret messaging among elite, so it’s a purposeful use of the Master number 33. It can be for messaging or it can be as part of a major ritual that needs its component parts to follow the ritual.

However sometimes the numbers line up because the universe causes them to line up. It’s the way the universe was designed to interact by being a mirror and a reflector that speaks to our subconscious all the time and to our mindful conscious when we notice is it.

For example, I don’t think it was necessary for the psyop that they do it when Charlie Kirk was 31 while his children are 1 and 3, and that Charlie would date her right after his wife was in season 3 episode 11 of a TV dating show. I think that’s the universe reflecting back Charlie Kirk C=3, K=11. It’s the universe acknowledging in the akashic records of everything that it sees what occurred and it has marked it and timed it and put its existence into reality by having it reverberate in the universe like ripples on water when a stone is dropped.

Perhaps it’s a way of God paying tribute in a way. Or maybe it’s more Jungian and it’s just our consciousness having more power than we realized, because it shows that we can do what has always been called magic when we reflect our own consciousness back into reality on purpose. I think it’s both.

The universe acts very conscious in many ways, as if the hermeticists were right when they said all is mind. The universe shows that it sees what occurred and acknowledges it by reflecting it back at us like how Veda Austin shows water can pick up our thoughts and reflect them back to us in the first phase of water freezing. The universe does this through synchronicities, ironies, puns, deja vu, cosmic jokes, very Hermes/Mercury like energy. It’s at least this mercurial energy that most people observe first because it comes from God the fastest like laughter and like Hermes the messenger it’s the quickest response. Then later we’ll perhaps experience the other planets and energies of the Stars that all come from the one God.

When I was a little child I used to draw a knotted shape as a signature for myself that turned out to be the solution for the Saturn number square. I didn’t even know such a thing existed. It was a knot that I drew as a cool looking shape and it’s the exact line you draw to solve the 3X3 number square assigned to Saturn. He is the god of time, he is Kronos, so it’s funny that he would give me a message in my early childhood and wait 40 years before I even figure out that every time I drew that shape I was paying tribute to him.

But this is where the ancients got it wrong. They thought that each of these archetypal energies were different gods. When in fact, they are different attributes of the one God. The hermeticists speak of a Monad. Monotheists get it wrong and right at the same time in the sense that they claim one God but then fight against other gods as if such a thing existed. All is one.

All the voices and energies we can sense in the sky are often the Angels, or angles in sacred geometry. And one thing they hate the most is being called gods when they are not.

The author Laurens van der Post, as recounted in his book The Lost World of the Kalahari. Says that the one day the Bushman asked him if he could hear the stars sing and he said no, and this caused the Bushmen profound sorrow, as they believed it was a sign of a deep illness and a disconnection from nature’s living spirit. And it has been said among other ancient cultures at the reasons the stars stopped singing was because people kept praising them as gods. This is why the angels in the Bible are always depicted as saying do not worship me as God for I am only a messenger.

So as God opens up the portal of the sky in the age of Aquarius as he is right now, people have started exponentially experiencing the archetypes as Carl Young mentions them. They won’t know it’s the stars singing, they’ll think it’s their own god or aliens and they’ll get confused and want more war to satiate their fears.

At any rate, I brought up the New Jerusalem Template because it shows how the numbers 3 and 11 and 7 are so fundamental to the building of the universe that they are major components on the shape used to design the universe, as if this shape is one of the closest shapes a platonic shape can get to the platonic blueprints held in heaven.

One of the interesting things about Veda Austin’s work is she notes not only that water seems to be conscious but it also seems to have its own language. She has carefully studied what water says, and she has decoded over 50 glyphs of a water language.

Numbers are another one of those things that show up as inherent in the system, as designed by the designer, as inherent. We can’t escape numbers. And the number speak back to us just like water does. It’s pretty wild.

So I think it’s interesting that the numbers 3 and 11 are showing up in the Charlie Kirk thing.

The significance of numbers comes from their correspondences to one another and this is studied in gematria which goes back to the Pythagoreans and to Plato and to Socrates who were studying what the Babylonians already knew and what the ancients before the megalithic era knew because these numbers are encoded in megalithic structures.

As for the alphabet being a story of creation, read Brian R. Pellar’s paper on the topic, “On The Origins of The Alphabet”.

He shows how the original 22 letter Phoenician alphabet can be lined up to 11 of the original constellations in the Egyptian solar zodiac, two letters per constellation, leaving out Aquarius who is the underlying water in which the other 11 constellations live and move and have their being. The letters in this order tell the story of the life cycle of wheat and also the life cycle of humans and life in general.

The alphabet lines up with the zodiac but not in the order that it is spoken. Spoken order must be tied up into a knot that reflects the analemma of the Sun and reflects the twists of dna. The 22 letters untie on the 7th letter which does not rotate, and 7 out of 22 is an old approximation of pi 22 / 7 = 3.14. The first six letters create three constellations and they turn together. The 7th and 8th letters do not turn as they are the altar or the unmoving center. The final seven constellations of two letter pairs rotate individually and Aquarius has no letters. What you get is not only that the whole alphabet of 22 letters turns on the 7th approximating pi, but you have three constellations that rotate together, one that does not, one that has no letters, and seven that rotate individually, So you get 3, 1, 1, 7, the same numbers that show up in the fine structure constant of 1/137 and also show the most optimum way for stacking circles which is 1, then 3, and then 7. The next most efficient amount is 19, the number of circles in the the sacred geometric shape known as The Flower of Life.

Since the letters line up with the zodiac, we can now line up their archetypal meanings and now each letter has meanings that correspond with the constellations. This is how the alphabet when untied from the knot of DNA like structure that it is in, reveals the story of life.

When people speak of the stars singing, we can hear them sing in our letters because our letters are lined up to the stars. They’re like drawings of the stars and words become star dates whether real or metaphorical that tell a story in the sky.

So ultimately, the meaning of numbers and letters comes from their correspondences to each other and to the stars and to nature all around us. As above so below.

The letter H is the portal of the sky so it probably has to do with how time travel has to open up a portal for the car to pass through.

The letter H is lined up with the constellation Gemini in the alphazodiac. The alphazodiac is a shape designed by Brian R Pellar that shows how the alphabet is lined up with the constellations, two letters per constellation. Gemini is the Phoenician letters Zayin and Chet, or Z and H. Gemini is the portal of heaven. It is a gate on fire. Z is the fire and H is the gate, or doorway. It symbolized a threshold or transition between realms. The ancients gave Gemini this interpretation from the twin figures of the constellation and its place in the sky. It represented a gateway between the mortal and divine worlds.

One other interesting note about Gemini in the alphazodiac is that it does not rotate even though all the other letter pairs representing constellations rotate from their sky order to the spoken order of the alphabet. But in both the spoken and sky order Gemini is always in the exact same place. It does not rotate.

The entire alphabet is tied up in a knot like the bow on top of a present and must be untied to give us the spoken order. The bow is like the bows is a DNA strip shape of mitochondrial DNA that that is recursive on itself, it looks like a tree of life, it’s a very interesting shape of a wide trunk of three circles and seven circles as the leafy branches. It is the seven fold candlestick seen in heaven and it’s also the tree of life. it’s a shape. It’s the houses of the seven planets.

Anyways the very center of the two bows of this knot is Gemini. It’s the altar in the sky. And it’s a portal. In the seasons Gemini is early summer and it’s the rebirth from winter.

So HH or 88 is a double gate like two portals lined up to one another from one spot to another. So it’s like opening up the doors of heaven and driving through at 88 mph and exiting at a different time.

I think one of the more interesting things about the Charlie Kirk shooting is that it is revealing in real time what the President promised at the beginning of the year.

Trump promised in 2025 we’d learn about the JFK shooting, the MLK shooting, the Epstein Files, and 911, and we have seen the government do nothing but obfuscate these files. Now we have the Charlie Kirk event similar in emotion to MLK and JFK but different in that now the public is tearing apart this story in real time on media everywhere. And more interestingly, it is going uncensored. No shadow bans. The algorithms are allowing discussion now.

So again, this is more evidence to me that the Kirk event was planned ahead of time, since the President said we’d learn about these types of things this year, and even the normies are waking up as a result of this event.

This raises the question, “Why would our government wake the people up to its own corruption?” Is this our government blinking in morse code at us to say what they cannot say aloud? It seems like the FEDS are blundering the “lone shooter” evidence just to show us how controlled they are. They can’t tell us, but they can show us?… I dunno.

Some have said in the past that Trump is a military puppet, put into office by our military, to be a fall guy to show the world the truth and to avoid civil war… This was a big part of the Q narrative from 2017-2018. Remember the 130 year old Baron von Trump novels written about the future last president of the US? …I dunno. If this is the narrative that is playing out, it is still a narrative.